Pluviophille Love Story's

Chapter 40's

Chapter 40's

I curled up on the couch as the wall clock showed me at nine o'clock in the evening, my swollen eyes didn't make me sleepy, I was waiting for him, this has to be done tonight.

The longer I can't control my own mind, the more I need answers from him that can make all the questions in my brain stop.

“Not sleeping Nay?”

I turned to the source of the voice, he had gone home, his face looked tired but I didn't want to delay this anymore.

He came closer and squatted in front of me.

“You are waiting for Mas? Sorry there was a sudden business” asked with a soft tone made me smile mocking him, instead of succeeding in touching him he even wiped my tears that just fell listening to the reason.

“Sudden sequence same Anti? Yes?” guess I, he remained calm despite being a little surprised at the beginning.

“Mas can describe Nay”

“Yes if you explain, do not just say can explain but only diem aja?! Do I have to pergokin y'all first you want to say, do you want us to fight big first just want to explain everything”

She shook her head.

“You know Mas, our household cracked and came back cold because of you, if you are not finished with your ex why do you want to marry me at that time?!” I shouted, I stood up leaving him in the same position.

“I can't just stay with him Nay”

My steps came to a halt, it felt like there were thousands of rocks hitting my chest.

“Then why did you agree to marry me Mas? You want polygamy?” I asked for lots of tears, tears that had stopped flowing back, I ventured to face him who was standing and also looked at me softly.

“You have the option to refuse, why don't you sell it?!” scicku again. He walked closer, but I raised my hand so that he would not continue his steps.

“Because I fell in love with you”

“You love me but can't stay with him, is it? And you want me to give up every time you have a special time with him, or maybe you've thought about making it my honeymoon?”

“Not Nay, only you are Mas's wife and forever will be so”

“What is your masud doing?!” I snapped when he felt like he was playing me.

“Winanti is alone Nay, in his life he only has me, can you understand his condition now?”

“Understanding the conditions?! Then what about me, I should just shut up when my husband meets another woman like that?!”

“Please you calm down Nay, you can't digest anything while emotion”

“You made me emotional Mas?!”

“Iya Mas apologise Nay, Mas also ask you to listen to the explanation Mas first”

“Explain!”

“Then Mas had a lover, his name was Kinanti”

Wasn't it Winanti? How come?!

“Our relationship was established up to five years, until one day Kinanti died due to an accident with Mas, at that time Mas managed to survive despite having been in a coma for one month, and then he died in an accident with Mas, he only has his only sister named Winanti, their names are similar, even their faces are the same”

He led me to sit and lean on his chest, I did not refuse, in the depths of my heart I also missed him.

“After a year after Kinanti died, Winanti came and expressed love for Mas who still could not remove Kinanti from Mas's mind, at that time Mas agreed, because their faces were the same, Mas think can eliminate the longing Mas on Kinanti”

“Keep y'all dating long too?”

“No, just one year, after Mas got word Winanti was declared missing in the river while playing rafting with her friends”

“You love the same Winanti?”

He let go of his embrace and glared forward.

“After meeting you, Mas realized that Mas's feelings for Winanti were only limited to a brother's affection for his sister, all this time Mas continued to look at him as a Kinanti, not as Winanti who also has the same sincere feelings Mas”

“Iya Nay you are right, Mas evil is very similar to Winanti, but the name of the feeling can not be forced is not?”

“Yesterday when you chased him and didn't go back and forth, you were the same?”

“Iya Nay” answered making me distance myself from her.

“I'm alone in the middle of the mallem and you're with him?!”

“Not that Nay, Mas is the same but we are not alone, please believe in Mas”

“How can I believe that everything that happened justifies my previous behavior, you are more evil than I imagined, not to win, you are also very evil with me!” I stood up and created a distance with him, he was stunned.

“I've made a decision” I said as I walked into the room, he was following me.

“Don't decide anything in Nay”'s emotional state he said as we were both in the room.

I did not care about it and took the suitcase with the clothes that I had prepared beforehand, I would leave the house that made me cramped.

“What the fuck are you Nay?!” I gasped at his first crack.

“I want to go, I don't want to see you, I want to split up, satisfied you Mas!” my screams, his jaw hardened.

“I'm still your husband Nay, you can't go anywhere without my permission” he said coldly back to make my tears flow, even he's not talking as softly as before.

“Then you go after the woman, I no longer consider you my husband” my answer was no less cold, I walked out of the room after wiping my tears rough.

“Stop Nay!”

I was suddenly deaf and kept on going, I didn't care what he would do, even if he would hurt me.

My hand was pulled hard as I was about to reach the main door, Mas Panji dragged me in.

“I don't want to stay here with you Mas, freelanin!” my jolt, regardless of the force from which Mas Panji's hand grip came off, I immediately grabbed my suitcase and returned to my original destination.

But Mas Panji grabbed my suitcase and slammed it.

“Mas!” my screams while pushing him, I swear I was so upset with him. My head was throbbing so fast that I reflexively squeezed my head to dampen the throb, but it made my head even more like it was going to explode.

Suddenly I saw Mas Panji there were two, “Don't go Nay” then everything darkens.

***

“Guard ya gibbon his wife” that's just a sentence that I was able to catch through my hearing.

Mas Panji held my hand as I opened my eyes.

“Darling, you are pregnant” one sentence that confirms what I heard earlier, my view is empty, why should it be now?

I don't want this baby present when Mas Panji and I are in a conflict like this.

“Just drop it, Mas, kasian him if present in the brokenhome” family

And without me guessing, Mas Panji cried, I just looked at him without knowing what to do, this condition makes me completely confused.

“That's wrong Mas, please don't kill Baby Mas Nay, Mas beg you” he said in between his tears.

I don't want to kill my baby either, so what should I do?

“Allow Mas to settle my affairs with him Nay” he said again seized my attention.

“Mas this promise will not be long, after that there will only be you and our children in Mas” life he assured me.

“Alright please you solve your problem, but I want to stay at my parents' house as long as your business is not finished”

“Ya Nay, but you have to promise not to hurt yourself and this baby”

I nodded in response, my desire to be a mother will come true but this situation and condition makes me sad, we should be happy to welcome her presence.

TB