
I decided to stay at the hotel near the hospital where Dewi was treated, coming home would only provoke my anger.
He's not coming home.
Even until now I have not met him, it seems like he is cool with the woman.
For three days he did not come home, nor did I look for him because he had no worries about leaving me alone that night to this day.
For me, not meeting better for now.
Do not think my ordeal every day is over, because there is still a Galang who constantly bothers me in the hospital.
The good news is that the condition of the Goddess and her baby is starting to improve, even Baby Sean has come out of his incubator, only the mother who is still unconscious despite having passed her critical period.
Every day I always took myself to the hospital, either to just meet the Goddess of sleep or accompany Mama Susi.
The clock shows at eight o'clock at night, it's my time to keep the Goddess in the hospital, no one knows about my household matters, I said that the man was out of town so that I could get a share of the Goddess guarding at night.
While walking to the lobby I prayed not to meet Galang in the hospital.
My motor starter, I no longer obey him who forbids me to use my own vehicle, since he is concerned with other women than me, he is no longer the person I have to obey his orders.
Me and my beloved motorbike walk through the silence of the night, not completely silent, because there is a living street life at night.
Suddenly remembering someone who used to desperately ask me to resign and stop driving alone, I had already obeyed everything I could just be disappointed.
After entering the hospital courtyard I calmed myself down, walked casually while carrying some of the food I cooked all day, before going to the Goddess' room I passed the nursery, Sean woke up.
I stood for a moment watching her act playing her own leg which invited my laughter even though it was still within normal limits because I was still aware that I was in the scope of the hospital.
If only the Goddess also saw this, surely we will scream with anxiety because of the behavior of her son.
But there is no point in wondering, I continue my steps to the room of the Goddess, this hallway is so quiet, understand only the patient's clock has ended a few hours ago.
“Darling, today I get a promotion to the position, next month I occupy the position of manager, as you dream so far”
My steps faltered in front of the door when I heard Alan's voice from inside.
“Building darling, me and Sean need you” the voice is getting louder and ends crying.
I also wanted the same thing, the Goddess immediately came to her senses and returned to our midst.
“Not good eavesdropping on other people's talk”
I rubbed my tears rough, without looking I knew who was talking.
“Naya, can we talk to you for a minute?”
“Not”
After saying that I left Galang, I'll be back later, it looks like Alan needs a talk room with the Goddess.
Again the park was my choice, even though this garden night had more than enough light, that's why I didn't feel the slightest fear.
The cold of the night could no longer cool my hot heart, my mind wandered to think of what He did with the woman until he neither came home nor looked for me.
I glanced at him, it felt lazy to argue and throw him away, moreover Galang was already sitting next to me without bothering to ask if I objected or not sitting next to him.
“There is no pure friendship between a man and a woman” I said later, from the end of my eyes he smiled softly.
“Indeed, I did still expect you to be my partner Nay, I was too hypocritical huh?”
I looked at him in disbelief, he said that without the slightest disturbance at least embarrassment, but nothing.
“Sangat” hisisku, he looked at me, instead of being angry he just smiled at me.
Galang kembali menatap rerumputan, “Aku bahkan lebih buruk dari itu Nay, aku pergi karena merasa tidak pantas untuk kamu, aku selalu berusaha meyakinkan diri bahwa aku bisa berubah dan menjadi yang terbaik untukmu, saat aku sudah mendapatkan kepercayaan diri itu, aku kembali patah karena terlambat kembali padamu” ucapnya diakhiri dengan helaan nafas, seperti semua rangakain kata itu telah membuat sesak dadanya.
But I still couldn't catch the meaning, all the words were too blurred to understand, not worth why? What confidence?
The ringing of the phone stopped me from throwing all my questions at him, Alan.
“Naya, Dewi Nay, she has realized” he said from across with stammering, but able to make me happy not to be a bitch.
I ran to the Goddess' room, all I want now is to make sure Alan says.
I don't care how hard I open the door until all the paramedics including Alan and Dewi look at me.
Goddess, she had actually woken up from her sleep, I rushed towards the gurney with unstoppable tears, saw her re-open her eyes and smiled making half this burden lift.
I thought I would no longer see him in this way.
“My customers yes all of you?”
The stupid Goddess, why must that silly question that slides from her, making my harbour atmosphere disperse instantly, should I realize that people do not seem to die easily.
I wiped off these tears and sat next to her safe haughtily, I was so upset, she always ruined the atmosphere.
“Almost Sean wants me to adopt, Alan also I asked to marry again” I said annoyed, he scowled, my revenge was successful!
“Enak! They won't find my replacement?!” I desperately held back a laugh, if he could have been like this it would have meant that all those illnesses had already gone from him.
After that we chatted casually even though not for long because the medicine injected in the Dewi infusion bottle made her fall asleep easily, there is nothing else we are worried about now, Dewi has recovered.
Alan forced me to go home, because he would accompany his wife, afraid that the goddess needed something, I agreed with that but not with his second command.
He asked Galang to take me home.
I can't resist, it's too late to go home alone, instead I should be willing to listen to the story that was cut off earlier.
“I once impregnated a Nay” girl she said suddenly making a movement of my hand that was opening the menu book stopped and looked at her in disbelief.
I'm sure he didn't hear wrong, he also kept quiet without clarifying his words that might have been wrong.
Ever impregnated a girl?!
TB