
We ate festively, this time it was more exciting than before because I was close to the Mas Panji sisters making me no longer awkward to reply to their jokes, just as my food ran out, my phone rang, the Mas Panji.
“Congratulations, Brother Nay, already able to melt polar ice” booze Irwan youngest brother Mas Panji.
“Es poles?”
“I mean Irwan tuh the Brother Kak” said Maura answered my confusion.
“You are so very same Mas Panji sih”
They shut up and looked at each other and then laughed at me, making me frown even more but not reducing the harmony of this family.
“Ya Mas, Waalaikumsalam” my greetings after a little away because they all tease me who is still far from my husband.
“I'm bothering ya?”
“Banget!” my sewot half teased him.
“Yaaahh anyway, I'm sad nih” his sulking makes me laugh.
He told her about his day and his grief that could not come with us, pity, but it was at this moment that I took revenge on him who often bullied me.
“Three more days Mas came home Nay, you got something not?”
“Enough Mas go home safely I've been joking, yaudah tomorrow be careful yes, I want to go down help Mama the same others finish dinnerware tonight”
“Ya Nay, Assalamu’alaikum”
“Wa’alaikumsalam”
I smiled after ending our phone call, right said Irwan, the polar ice has melted. I went back in to help Mama and the others.
“The woman came back and looked for Panji?! After all he did still dare he come back and look for Panji! Shameless!” my steps stopped when I heard Mama's words full of anger, Mama has never been like this before.
A lady? Looking for Mas Panji?
“Iya Ma, he came to Maura yesterday afternoon and asked where, has Maura explained that brother is married but he wants to meet directly with Brother, how is this Ma?”
What is Mas Panji's past? If yes, why did he force to meet and this family seemed to want to block the meeting?
“Have not been discussed again, Mama does not want Naya denger and so thought macem-macem, let Mama who said the same Panji later”
Silent.
When I peeked a little, the two of them were gone, the dinnerware was also clean and neatly arranged next to the sink.
My mood suddenly clouded, the woman seemed to come to take Mas Panji from me, I was afraid that it would happen. With a giant step I choose to pass to Mas Panji's room only. I want to be alone.
I picked up one of Mas Panji's clothes, although it was washed his body odor still stuck in the fibers of his clothes, I inhaled the scent greedily hoping that this anxiety could gradually disappear.
But no, the discomfort made me even more crowded, I hugged the shirt like Mas Panji who was in my arms at this time. If it turns out that later the woman managed to master Mas Panji back, then what should I do?
Dad, Naya is sad.
The tears that had been struggling in the eyes had finally fallen as well.I was so afraid of losing her after all the attention and affection she had given me, I did not want that to happen.
***
I woke up when I heard a rumbling sound mixed with the rain, apparently I was crying to sleep, Mas's clothes were already Panji tangled because of my actions.
I feel better, crying and then falling asleep is a relief, although the fear is still there, but it's okay at least this time my mind is clearer than before.
01.30
Not dirty yet, but I can not say the reason I took the clothes from his place, Mas Panji will definitely mock me all-out.
It was fresh when the cold water soaked my throat, not to forget I brought a bottle of water in case you were going to get thirsty again.
Bug bug bug bug
I screamed when I heard the main door knocked a little tight, inevitably my hair bristles, who are the nights like this visited?
Before I opened the door, Papa Iham first did that, in the other row who also woke up because of the sound.
“Panner?!” papa's strangulation made me walk faster towards the main door.
“Mas Panji?!” my screams when I saw the figure I missed soaking wet, he looked at me who was standing next to Papa with a sad look, then hugged me tightly without caring about all the inhabitants of this house seeing what he did to me.
“Naya, do not stay Mas Nay” he said softly, I rubbed his cold back, returned his embrace and tried to warm his body with my body.
“Naya did not go anywhere Mas” after saying that Mas Panji's body is getting heavier so I can not maintain balance and almost unsteady if Papa does not hold Mas Panji's body.
Until Irwan and Papa lifted Mas Panji's body onto the sofa, I realized that Mas Panji had fainted.
Ma'am Asih took the oil, Maura broke the warm water, I just silently stared at what happened, Mas Panji said he would go home for three more days, why decide to go home tonight in heavy rain?
“Naya” greet Mama resuscitate me.
“Ma, Mas Panji why?” I was worried after realizing something was wrong here, he was still fine when he called me.
“You are calm yes, Mama has called the family doctor, Naya take the Banner the same towel yes, she has to change clothes” I nodded and rushed to the room to take what mama asked.
When I reached the living room the doctor you called had come and examined Mas Panji, his face was pale.
I shook my head as I remembered my father's pale face after being sentenced to death by the doctor, there is no way Mas Panji left me like this, no way!
As I slowly walked up to them, the doctor was checking his blood pressure and performing a procedure that I did not know what his name was.
“His blood pressure is low, fatigue can be one of the causes, I prescribe vitamins and other drugs Na, make sure Panji get the intake immediately after conscious, if there are no significant changes just take it to hospital” the doctor told Mama Naura.
“Thank you Silla, sorry to make you have to come here tonight, Mama replied to a doctor who I suspect is one of Mama's old friends.
“Just relax, that woman?” asked the doctor I knew Silla while looking at me, making me feel wrong.
“Oh yes, this is Naya, my son-in-law, his wife Panji”
“Naya, this is Aunt Silla, Mama's best friend, she yesterday did not have time to your wedding, so you do not know” I nodded clumsyly while walking yap your best friend.
“Naya aunt” the middle-aged woman smiled and watching me from top to bottom made me uncomfortable.
“Smart also Panji find a wife, gorgeous” his praise makes me blush and look down embarrassed.
When Mama and the others drove Aunt Silla out I changed clothes Mas Panji and rubbed his body with a dry towel, you why Mas? Why come home like this?
“Kinanti”
My hand stopped, I was sure I didn't hear wrong, though I could clearly hear him mention a woman's name.
“Don't leave me, the Anti” shreds create a berserk in my mind reappearing.
Kinanti, is that your past lady Mas?
TB