Pluviophille Love Story's

Chapter 28's

“Building mr. Lazy” taunted me while wagging the still cool arms of Mas Panji wrapped in a blanket.

His eyes opened, but then closed back, “I'm not lazy Nay” his rebuttal with eyes closed.

I'm screching.

“Ya I have left for work first yes, Assalamualaikum Mas Husband” without me knowing Mas Panji immediately woke up and pulled my hand which was originally going to leave him.

“Do you really work today? Can't take a break?” ask her with an adorable face that makes me want to stay and be happy with her, but what can I do ? My cut is over.

“Gak can dong, I have added leave for honeymoon yesterday, cook leave again, ntar I fired dong” he shuffled to hug me, like a child who is reluctant at his mother's work, to rub her slightly messy hair in the morning.

Since Mas Panji told me about his family problems during the honeymoon, he was no longer embarrassed and created distance to make me know the spoiled side of adult men who almost never smile this.

“I can still feed you Nay” he said to make me sigh, I know exactly where the direction of the conversation, he once said that he wanted me at home and to be his wife 24/7.

“It's not about the money Mas, I believe you can love me eat even the most expensive food, but I like work, I don't like to stay home, I don't like to stay home, besides you are also working, can not meet me every time also right?” slowly I returned to make him understand that work for me is not just money.

He took off our arms and looked at me, “If there is a child, would you like to resign? Will you later be busy with our son” butterflies in my stomach seem to fly tickling, when you hear him mention our child.

“Look aj” later my answer which then made him more upset, I also do not know what happens tomorrow, which obviously I do not want to depend on anyone, even though it is Mas Panji.

“Why is it so hard to make you understand Nay, I just don't want you to be tired” upset, I can only be silent when he starts to nag at this time, because if I answer him, the problem will get worse, household lesson number one.

“Mas I leave first yes, later we talk again, your food has been prepared on the dining table” pamitku make it even more upset I mengacit and yapin his hand, although reluctant Mas Panji kissed my forehead.

I was driving a favorite motorcycle that I bought with my own salary, initially Mas Panji proposed to use one of his cars, but I refused, because I could not drive a car!

Before actually leaving the house I looked back at the house that I had not been in for a month while being Mas Panji's wife, actually I was also reluctant to leave, as well, but I am aware of my obligations and responsibilities at work that have been supporting me even though I do not just get it.

I again hardened my heart even though I realized that rejecting Mas Panji's orders was a sin for me, after all I did not refuse, I only asked for time to think things through.

With mixed feelings I stopped my motorcycle and walked away from home.

My mind was full, his cold attitude before I left was a burden to me, this is what I regret, making a hasty decision without thinking about what happened after.

I was anxious to obey him, but I was also confused what to do if he had resigned from work, while he was also working, we would only meet at night.

I'm tired, God?!

Can't this all be made easier, like Mas Panji who doesn't ask for anything and understands my situation.

Brakkk

I felt slammed when my motorbike was hit by the body of the car, I could feel nothing but the claps of the person beside me while resuscitating me, my gaze darkened, before losing consciousness, I just want Mas Panji not to find me in this condition.

***

My body crumbled when I woke up in a white room.

“Alhamdulillah, Naya suda aware of Nak” said Mama Naura who was beside me, the pieces of terrible memory some time ago returned to spin in my brain.

“Are you aware?!” I turned to the source of the sound, Mas Panji, with a face ready to eat anyone in front of him.

“Panner! Your wife just realized how directly in bentak” scolded mama at the man who is my husband status, my eyes are already glazed, for the first time I was afraid of the anger of Mas Panji.

“Let's be Ma, Panji told you to stay home, Panji is banned?! But look, Mama look at the situation he is in now, just try he horrified Panji earlier, this is not going to happen!” she said, My tears have been shed, my whole life, no one has ever yelled at me, not even my father or sister.

“You are selfish Mas” I said softly, surprising the mother and child, somehow the courage from which I said that, heartache once when he yelled at me in front of his mother.

“Where are my selfish? Try saying?! You don't know how I was when you were unconscious, you don't think everyone was worried about your condition, don't you think it was?!” I closed my eyes as Mas Panji's loud voice boomed up the pain in my heart.

“Yes I'm gini too because of you! You're selfish! I don't want to see you!” my screams don't lose fast.

“Nay, you..!”

“Already! What the hell are you, you are also a Panji! Your wife just realized was even invited to fight, you came out, no more entering before you contemplate your mistakes” cut Mama when Mas Panji again spilled his anger on me.

I looked at him dislike, my heart ached, couldn't he be gentle with me who almost died?!

Mas Panji came out, I bent my knees and hid my face there so I could cry without being noticed by Mama.

Suddenly I felt a gentle swipe at the top of my head, making me look up and stare at Mana, “Sabar ya Darling, Panji is indeed so when he worries about people who mean to him, he said, his anger was only to cover up the prestige of being too embarrassed to say that he was worried” I did not answer Mama's words, but the one I caught, Mas Panji was worried about me?

I went back alone when, Mama Naura and Mama came home to make me now alone with Mas Panji, no one talked between us, I was still upset with him, making this room covered in loneliness.

She held my hand, cold, that's how I felt, I looked at her face slowly - the goal made me realize her pale face, her eyes were looking at me no more anger in her eyes, changing with a sad look that is ready to sedate anyone.

“Please don't be like that again Nay, I'm worried”

TB