
“Be careful Nay” I nodded while holding tightly to his hand, after his confession in the hospital yesterday, Mas Panji no longer hesitated to show his attention to me.
I was allowed to go home after a day's stay in the hospital, there was nothing bad about the terrible accident, just a sprained leg, everyone is grateful to know that after seeing the state of my motorbike destroyed, maybe that is what worries Mas Panji.
Not him, I also doubt can live when shown the condition of my motorbike, but the name of the miracle must exist, I am still given the opportunity to serve my husband, one of them.
He again persuaded me to resign, for fear of returning the quality of not obeying his orders, I agreed, not kidding when Mas Panji also sent someone to deliver my resignation letter.
I did not know what to be angry or what, obviously my heart flowered when I saw his behavior that was very attentive and worried something happened to me.
Be me now jobless, unemployed! I really don't know what I'm going to do in the future, it's too sudden for me.
After arriving in the living room, he helped me sit very carefully as if I would get back injured if he mistreated me. He left me without saying anything.
“From tomorrow I work from home” he said who walked up to me and sat next to me with two glasses of water and sipped his.
“If it makes me just sprained no need, I can be alone in Mas's house, I'm not paralyzed, please, do not treat me like a sick person, I'm not sick, I don't like” he blinked slowly, then stroked my hair and smiled.
“You are not a sickly Nay, you are my wife”
I cringed in wonder, “Gak connect!” she laughs.
“Because you are my wife so I must always make sure that you are comfortable and safe” he explained, again he makes me full with his short sentence.
“But this does not need Mas”
He shook his head slowly, “It's necessary for me, anyways you know, in my office just signed the file, no important meeting, no, so it is better that I work here while accompanying you” the breakup is indisputable.
“Ya it's up” to see me who came back after he hugged me.
“I was so scared when I saw you were unconscious and lying in the middle of the road, feeling guilty and sorry why I didn't deliver you”, I silently listened to her words and her heartbeat was beating faster.
I looked at him who was also looking at me“But Mas whose name was calamity no one knows, don't blame yourself anymore, okay?”
“Iya I know that, it's just that I don't want to see it happen again” he replied wistfully.
“I mas Aku” my correction switched the conversation.
“From yesterday I was just yesterday you started talking me-me, I'm so I'll be” annoyed me, I push the chest of Mas Panji until I slipped out of his embrace.
“Sorry Nay, say- uh I haven't used” yet
“Yes so biasain, you if anyone does not fit or again upset as I talk me-me-an again” he grinned.
Mas Panji pulled me back in his arms, “Gini aja, if I talk to me again you love punishment let me snot and habit” my eyes sparkle, punish Mas Panji, punish Mas Panji, a slightly authoritarian superior human seems like a nice thing.
I get up and stand in front of him “Tell ya?” my question was to make sure, he nodded steadily, making me immediately think about what punishment would make Mas Panji a deterrent and I was happy to be able to vent my frustration on him all this time.
“OK I already know what punishment is right for you” I said cheerfully, he frowned in wonder.
“Everytime you talk to me I will tell you to finish all the housework, so I can relax” said after satisfied laughing.
“OK”
My smile suddenly disappeared as she was just flat-faced listening to my verdict, even though I hoped that she would clear up and plead to reduce her sentence, she said, it would have seemed more pleasant to me even though I would not have the heart to charge everything to this husband.
“Cuman is it doang? You don't want to ask for a break or what? Sure it's resigned, ih you're not cool ah”
“Keep me how's Nay?” tanyanya resigned that increasingly upset me.
Without caring about Mas Panji I got up and left him, although limped no problem as long as I could avoid a moment from him, and somehow I was always upset about his behavior.
“Nay, wait a minute, this time say- uh what am I wrong again?” I looked at him with pity, it felt useless to force him to change, wanted to be punished like his proposal was not bear, I just made his proposal as a joke, even though I wanted to torture him, but his shady face could always distract all my irritation.
“No” after saying that I immediately went from the presence of Mas Panji.
I was finally able to get away from her and go to the room by myself. But it did not last long, Mas Panji caught up with me and sat down next to me, but this time he was silent.
“Sorry Nay” said she broke the silence between us, I looked at her in wonder.
“Sorry if you have to spend the rest of your life with a stiff human like me, I also want to change so that you are comfortable with me, but it turns out this is not easy, in the end I again disappointed you” he added with a sad face, now I realize if it has been too imposing my will.
With guilt just sticking out, I clasped his hand and made him look at me, I can see the sad stroke, “No, do not apologize, Mas, I realize now, I can see the sad stroke, Mas Panji does not need to be someone else, so only Mas Panji, sorry I am the one who is too demanding this it” I regret.
“Thanks for understanding”
I nodded in response, Mas Panji again helped me who wanted to lie down, again I could see his face from a close distance, his scent bursting into my breathing, one of the things that was able to make me lulled from him.
“You eat first what directly sleeps?” the question seemed to draw me to the real world.
“Oh yes, you should take medicine, eat first huh?” bargained again.
“Iya Mas” I breathe when I see it lost at the turn of the door, with Mas Panji it feels like nano-nano, sometimes upset, angry, sometimes happy, I can not interpret my feelings, too, all I know is that I am comfortable with him.
“Eat the porridge first huh? Mama” said with a porridge and a glass of water, he walked over to me and sat next to me.
He took the spoon, rubbed it with a tissue, and started to spoon the porridge and then directed it to my mouth, “I can myself Mas” prevent me, which is true only my legs hurt part of my body, but he wants to bribe me?!
“I just want to feed you Nay, what is also excessive” he said with a gaze that is able to make anyone melt.
“Nggak”
He smiled and went back to bribing me, if it's like this, how can I bear to not love you Mas?
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