
I stood in front of the fence, looking at the car that was getting away carrying Mas Panji away with him.
I palpated my heated cheeks, then my chest that was pounding, recalling the incident some time ago when I woke up in Mas Panji's arms after last night sulking because it would be left for some time.
I'm sure his hand went numb because I slept his arm, even though he said it was okay, but I accidentally saw him grimacing in pain while shaking his arm.
Simple, but it works for me.
When the car was no longer visible, I decided to enter, but the arrival of a familiar car made me stay.
“Nayaa!” I stretched out my hand as the Goddess walked quickly towards me, I had already told her all, including my new status that was the reason this pregnant woman came to see me immediately.
We hugged while crying.
“Dew, Dad has no” my fad, my tears break again, if there is Mas Panji, he will definitely hug me rubbing my back gently until I calm down and stop crying, she said, but now I have to do that for the Goddess.
She cried so hard that I slowly regretted telling her in the middle of the pregnancy hormone atmosphere that made her mood change in a moment.
“Sorry Nay, I don't have time for you to go down because of Dad's departure, I'm also surprised, just lately I often think of you” he said while rubbing rough scars of his own crying.
But then he hit me with annoyance.
“Akhh, Dew is sick!” I lamented, but this one pregnant woman seemed to not care even more expressed her frustration to me.
“If I hadn't called you yesterday, for 100 days my father wouldn't have known, right?! you're kidding me you don't know!” sewotnya, lost is already sad hue changed with a fierce face that is ready to eat anyone.
I shuddered in horror, “Maaf” my great-granddaughter, besides being upset and adapting to my new status, I was also confused how to deliver bad news amidst this happy news to her.
“Loh bumil pretty, kok not invited to enter anyway nduk” greet my mama while bringing all about it from the market.
As for the Goddess, she had already splashed in my mama's arms, she was crying again, I took over all of Mama's groceries so that she could freely calm that one mummy.
“Ma, Daddy left us? Dewi has not even had time to tell about the pregnancy of the Goddess, why Dad has already left, hiks, Dew-Dewi sad Ma” cerocosnya, I shake his head made, briefly crying, soon angry.
But I was happy to see Mama who had not fallen as early as the beginning, he even smiled and stroked the back of the Goddess gently, just as when calming me who was crying.
“Dad already know if Dewi is pregnant, Dad was very happy when the horror was from Naya, Dad left so do not be in pain again, the sincere Goddess, yes, let Daddy calm there” said mama gently too, as close as that Goddess with my family, especially Dad, he found the figure of Dad to my Dad that he did not get from his own biological father.
“Iya but Mama's son this one is outrageous, the time Naya just told now, where marriage does not say-louve” sungutnya while pointing me annoyed.
Caught again?!
“This is not easy for Naya, for us, sorry if it is too late to tell Dewi” bela Mama to me, I smile happily, especially when Dewi is getting upset.
“Just tell me about your husband, DETAILS!” pick it up again to me.
“Iya Dew, yes”
“Yaudah yuk in, later mama make pudding favorite Goddess ya” like a child Goddess immediately nodded funny.
***
“So you guys met because of a bracelet?” asked when I had started our confiding session in the room, complete with snacks in the refrigerator.
I nodded, “Iya at that time Mama Mas Panji already sign me, we always meet after that day”
Bumil in front of me fell silent while staring at the wedding photo of my series with Mas Panji.
Bugs
My body was shrewd but not to fall even though this pregnant woman hit me again with all her might.
“Apply Dew?! From earlier mukul mulu!” my annoyance, instead of fearing the Goddess raised her face as if challenging me.
“You really know, I just found out that you were in ghosting the same Galang, I just found out that Dad died, and I JUST KNEW THAT YOU WERE MARRIED!” he shouted, I closed my ears so that my eardrum was safe from his screams.
“Amun deh Dew, you why the hell from earlier screaming the same mukul I mulu, fuss ears me nih!” reply me, inevitably I also shouted at him with annoyance.
Unlike earlier, now the Goddess has lowered her head with my face, her eyes are glazed, I sigh deeply, I am provoked by emotions!
“Sorry Dew, I release” I regret, but late, Dewi has shed her tears.
“No, I was wrong, I was outrageous, hicks, sorry yes Nay” I approached and hugged her, I should not be provoked and understand that the Goddess like this is because of her pregnancy hormones.
“I feel useless so your friend Nay, hiks, I don't have time you need me” I shook my head while continuing to hug the Goddess who was still crying because of my screams earlier.
“Not you, but I don't want to add to the burden of your mind Dew, I love you and debay, I don't want to debay follow sad if I tell about my problem earlier”
“I also love you Nay, next time do not hide your problems alone yes, I want to be in when you like your sorrows, although in my heart I always pray that there will never be no sorrow for my best friend Naya” now I join in crying, I am lucky to have people who love me very much.
“Iya I promise Dew thank you my good friend and not arrogant” selorohku to melt the atmosphere that is not because of this.
“Pudding made by Mama is ready, special for Mama” princesses exclaimed mama while carrying a tray containing our favorite pudding both make our embrace unravel.
The next few seconds we went through with each other telling stories about everything we passed this end while eating pudding.
“So, she's the one who how is Nay?” I looked at the Goddess with a confused look.
Such a question was able to keep me quiet, I didn't know much about him, even though his status was already my husband. My mind floated on the days we spent together.
“He was good, very good” I looked back at the Goddess who was waiting for my answer, that is what I had in mind when thinking about it, my heart suddenly clouded when she who was always beside me now had to leave.
Perhaps the Goddess realized the change in my face, she clasped my hand, “She must have returned kok”I looked at her in disbelief because she seemed to know my heart.
In my heart I also hope like that, many times failing in relationships and losing makes me feel enough, for now I don't want to experience it anymore.
“Emmh, Nay, you asked Mas Panji your list of silly questions?” the question was careful, disperse my reverie.
I nodded, staring at the little pink book on the row of books and my novels on the shelf.
The list of questions for my future husband, even when Mas Panji has become a husband, I have not asked. I clearly remember the three points of the question I recorded and intend to ask the man who proposed to me, especially the first point.
‘Have you really finished with the figure in the past?’
A question that is very important to me because it often reads romance novels that are at the core of the conflict a figure from the past.
“Not yet?” I nodded, The Goddess smiled and clasped my hand, more precisely squeezing made me focus my attention on her.
“As I said at the time, such need not be asked, let everything flow, do not be afraid of the conflict Nay, sometimes with the problem can make the relationship more tight, so that the, the key believes” I looked at this pregnant mother carefully while permeating her words, she smiled back and nodded faintly as if confirming that what she said was true.
Must believe, huh?
TB