
I'm back stranded at a downtown cafe that hits, a place I always go to when I arrive. I wrote the bag with my money on the HRD, I was not complicated, only the words of Bu Asmi more appropriate like insinuating me who ran out of money after the holidays a little bit flushed my ego.
I'll just borrow, not ask, will also be automatically cut off from my salary, anyways this is the first time I borrowed to the office after working for three years in this office, why the response like I often borrow and kink to pay?!
It sucks!
I took a deep breath to neutralize the emotions that re-emerged because I remembered the incident a few hours ago.
I bowed to look at the matcha latte that had lived half a cup, counted already an hour I was here, sitting alone and contemplated lamenting my fate which was always underestimated by someone.
I don't like what Ms. Asmi said earlier, I feel like the poorest person in the world, the look of underestimating her is enough to make my chest tight.
Back to my breath, if I think about it, I do not have enough money, that's why I borrowed the office, my family is also not a person who is, financially my family including the middle economy, not too poor, not too rich, right in the middle.
Maybe I am the only one who takes too much heart, when maybe he does not mean the slightest thing like that.
I can't imagine if I married one of the men in my past, what our lives would be like when I wasn't financially mature and had to help my family's economy, plus if my husband won't let me work.
I just realized this, maybe this is the reason why I did not get married even though my age was right for it, besides being financially immature I also have unstable emotions.
I took another sip of my mactha latte that had stayed a little until it ran out, the small plate of chocolate cake that I had ordered was empty, I decided to go home plus the sky began to cloudy make me haphazard to put everything in a bag while walking.
Brukkkk
I fell backward when someone from the opposite direction hit me.
“Maaf” said while helping me stand up.
“Gapap..” I said stopped when I found out who was near me at this time.
“Naya?!” he was also surprised to see me again.
I was lazy to meet him again, after the last time we met, I clapped his hands violently and passed away without saying thank you.
Instead of letting me go, my eyes widened as Panji followed me out, I quickly accelerated my steps, more precisely half-running when Panji's broad steps almost aligned me.
Our distance is far enough, but he is still following me, what do you want him?! Now I'm standing on the side of the road trying to cross.
The banner is getting closer to me!
The streets were quiet even though the traffic lights were green.
“Naya! Wait!” he shouted when he got closer to me.
I immediately stepped forward without caring anything, I just wanted to get away from this man!
Brakk! Tiiinnnnnn.
“NAYA!!!”
My head was suddenly dizzy, my vision blurred, only Panji's scream was the last I heard, after which everything darkened.
***
I woke up in a white room, my head was dizzy.
“Naya?!” I looked at the sound beside me.
The pennant?! Why is he here? Where am I actually?
“Drink first” orders with a glass of water already in front of my mouth, disperse all my questions, but I obey because I am also thirsty.
The banner helped me drink, but I felt the glass he was holding vibrate. When I finished, I realized his hands were shaking, his face was also pale and sweaty.
“I where?” ask me regardless of all the weirdness of Panji.
I remember, I tried to avoid him which made me have to be here with him.
“I want to go home” I said without looking at him, do not want to linger with him.
“Wait for your doctor check first”
“But I have to go home now my family must have been waiting for me to come home” my alibi, but it is true, it was late last night, it is likely that this time it is night right? my father and brother are looking for me right now.
“I've informed your family” he said made me look at him dislike.
“What are you?! Stop caring pretentious, we're just strangers” ketusku, I can see his jaw hardened, it means he was provoked emotions.
“You still need the treatment of doctor Naya, if the doctor has allowed you to go home, I will not hold you here” he said in a calm tone, I was surprised, I was surprised, I thought he would be angry or at least say spicy to me, but no!
We looked at each other in silence, I showed my dislike for him hoping that he would realize that I didn't like being around him.
“Goodnight” our view is cut off when someone in white is on the doorstep.
“Please enter doctor” he stands up and slightly backs down to let the Doctor check on me.
“Excuse me mom, I want to check on mom, is mom still dizzy?” asked the doctor while looking at me, I shook my head slowly. Then the doctor turned to Panji who was beside him.
“Alright sir, his wife can already go home because there are no serious injuries, later the band is often changed so that the wound dries quickly and heals” Panji nodded casually, but not with me, but not with me, he told me I was his wife!
“Good doctor thanks”
The middle-aged doctor only smiled then left my room.
“You can go home Naya” already know! I was upset in my heart, I did not want to answer him this time, let him consider me impolite and would never interfere with my life in case we met again.
I got up slowly and then got off the bed, when my feet just touched the floor of my head suddenly dizzy, my body almost collapsed before a hand held me back.
“If you are still dizzy why did you say no to the doctor?” she said, I looked at her cynically.
I brushed the cold hand. For a moment I realized, his hands were cold?!
“So how bad I am in your eyes Naya? I just want to help you” hiss in a cold tone, now I know, I've touched his ego as a man.
But who cares?! He was the one who first disturbed me!
“Then don't help me, many more misfortunes need your help.”.
He sighed.
“Alright, you want to go home right? I inter” I look back at him not like.
“I want to go home by myself!” I snapped, my head was dizzy and this man was even provoking my emotions.
“Don't be stubborn Naya, we won't go home you” I frown in wonder, if not to my house, then where are we going? His house?!
“Please do not misunderstand me first” cut it when I want to vent my frustration for the umpteenth time.
He shut up, massaged his temples slowly, then looked at me seriously.
“I actually do not want to say this, but your stubbornness makes my head dizzy, it was not me who first called your family, but your sister who first called to your phone”, he explained, I am still waiting for the continuation of the story.
“Please don't panic, but your sister told me that your father is now in the hospital due to unconscious”, You never complained about anything all this time, then now what?! Why is it suddenly like this?
My tears melted, bad shadows began to touch my mind, until a gentle hug and caress on my back made me calm down a little.
TB