Pluviophille Love Story's

Chapter 42's

“You seem to be deliberately sick to make me come here huh?” he smiled, wanting to grab my hand but I patted.

“At first yes, I prayed to be given pain for you to come, but the thought was lost, yahh as you see now speech is prayer, Mas can what mas want even though actually already do not want”

I smiled at him.

“But it's okay, if it can make Mas more desperate just like you Mas sincerely sick like this” he said again with a smile.

“Sounds sneaky, but well, it seems like my presence is no longer needed because Mas looks to enjoy the pain Mas himself” replied me while standing up, but his hand caught my wrist and held it tightly.

“Stay here, Mas beg” the door with a sad face.

This body felt like it wanted to pass away, but this heart managed to control itself and make me sit back.

She's happy.

‘Your task now makes him realize that he needs you more than that woman’

I kept ringing Mama's message before she left and left me alone with Mas Panji.

“I didn't expect you to come before everything was done” he said again with my hand and a sweet smile, again making me remember what happened between us.

“You are smiling a lot at the moment Mas” scolds me when he keeps smiling while looking at me.

“It's because you”

“Yes yes, it is up to you Mas” break me up, and choose to sit on the sofa to get a little far with it.

“How are you?”

I who have been focusing on my Tupperware catalog refocused my attention on her confusedly, “Kabarku?”

She shook her head slowly, “I asked about our baby candidate”

“Oh he may be well”

“Maybe? What's up Naya?” tanyanya's worried.

“I have not checked the situation because it has only been three days to the doctor and just returned next month, you remember the doctor said like that?”

He nodded understanding “Ooh so, but he is not fussy right?”

I'm frowning confused, how does this baby still in the form of a fetus fuss?

“Not” I open sheet by sheet catalog of objects that are also Mama collection at home.

“You're still mad at Mas?”

Again, I looked back at him, how to reveal to him, “Not” he sighed.

“Tadi Mas dreamed about you and our son” he said back to open a chat between us.

“We became a very happy family” I rolled my eyes lazy to hear his words that sounded slashing qolbu.

“The idea is that our family will be like the one in Mas's dream, Nay” said expectantly, I took down the catalogue that covered my face so I could clearly look at it.

“I wanted more of that, as a mother I thought it was not just me, but my son as well, I don't want this kid to lack the affection of both his parents” I paused saying I scooped up all the oxygen I could, to fill the chest cavity that was starting to tight.

“You who have been a broken home child must be more understanding it feels not to get the love of both parents intact right?” I added, I know this is outrageous, but there is no other choice.

“I know what it feels like, and it hurts so much” he replied, the smile that had been painted faded away from me.

“I who originally wanted to abort this baby, also thought it was Mas, instead of me being evil, I did not want this child to feel the pain of life as well as the lack of affection”

“You asked how you should address your ex-lover to the woman who is your wife Mas?” stupidly he nodded, making me even more furious.

“Leave and don't see him again?!”

“He was sick Nay, all this time he hid it from me, and he just recovered from his pain, all this time he disappeared because he had to get intensive care, he said, not lost due to drifting as I know”

I was stunned, so she was sick.

“She only had me, Her sister is dead because I”.

“Then I must pity him by allowing you to meet him anytime when he needs you? So?!”

She's quiet.

“Then what about me Mas, I'm pregnant with your child, but have to let you share with him, don't expect me to?!” that emotional overflow came out without my control.

“But I just want to accompany Winanti in her difficult time Nay, that's all, sorry in advance but why are you acting like I betrayed our marriage” she said as light as cotton.

Brakkk

That innocent catalog became my stand-up impingement and stared at him giddily.

“Just you said?! The word only you earlier could be interpreted another same as him Mas! You forgot that you said yourself that she loves you too?!”

“Mas still has you Nay, just think of him as Maura, my sister” I turn my face wherever you don't see him.

“And he loves you Mas!”

“Mas will give him understanding Nay”

“But he looks like Kinanti your ex-lover, once a runaway even your lover also” lirihku, don't ask my tears, which have returned profusely, and, this pregnancy hormone makes me look weak which I shouldn't be like in front of her, at least this time.

“Mas did this only to make amends for Mas Naya, Kinanti died of Mas” again, that excuse again that he expressed?!

“Alright Mas, you want me to allow you right? then divorce me first” I replied in despair with this situation.

“This is not what I want Naya”

“Then how Mas!” my screams while looking at him grimly.

I came back crying as he just looked at me, I also wanted this to be done, I wanted to live quietly, why does he seem to think I complicated everything?!

“If you think he needs you more than I do, please go Mas, I will take it easy, I am also ready to give this child the understanding that we cannot be together than continue like this, I can't afford”

“Do not believe that you are the same Mas Nay?” I closed my eyes tightly, I really didn't want to argue.

“Yes it's up to you Mas, I want to go home, just tell the woman who accompanies you, don't look for me!” I got up and cleaned up my things haphazardly, I'm free here, he doesn't need me.

With a swift hug he hugged me from behind when I was holding the door handle, “Don't go Nay, please, Mas need you here”

In silence I shook my head, trying to muffle my tears, “You are the same as him let me just go, live happily with your guilt it”

“No Nay, please, don't” he said further tightening his embrace on me.

“Then you leave him, that's his choice, only one of us will settle next to you”

“I choose you, don't go Nay”

TB