Pluviophille Love Story's

Chapter 50's

“Merinduced me?” asked again, without warning Panji immediately embraced the figure in front of him.

The pennant sobbed in the arms of the woman who had lately been troubling her mind.

“Hey already, you're making me claustrophobic!” his mouth was while breaking their embrace.

“Why silence? Yes-yes I know I am beautiful” he said with confidence.

Panji rubbed the face of this ayu in front of him, making the master close his eyes.

As her hands moved away, her eyes slowly opened.

“Kinanti”

“Still remember I turned out, I think I forgot!” pretending to sulk. Returning no response, Kinanti looked at Panji's face.

“Oath yes you are indeed evil once!” Kinanti hit Panji's chest repeatedly, spilling her sense of regret.

“Maaf”

“Only that?” tanya Kinanti made Panji confused.

“Only an apology can you say, is that Panji?”

Panji is back, Kinanti is again upset by him.

“Alright listen to my request this carefully! Fix everything, don't keep feeling guilty, you know? I'm happy here, I want you to feel the same way” said Kinanti staring at the sticky Panji, his hands outstretched rubbing the handsome face.

“Well, your apologies I received” he added, Panji smiled.

“Origin....”.

“Origin? What?” ask Panji impatiently.

“You must promise one thing”

“What?”

“Blessed” said Kinanti with her beautiful smile.

“Panji!” the screams made him open his eyes.

There was no Kinanti, only the angry face of her Mama who was in front of her.

Only dreams turned out.

As if collecting lives, Panji fell silent with a blank look, recalling his dream earlier, Kinanti actually came in his dream.

Naura who saw her son back daydreamed wiggling Panji's arm a little rough.

“Iya ma?”

“Mama wants to talk to you” ketus Naura.

Seeing his mother who was still cold with him made Panji inching to hug Naura.

“Panji tau Panji salah Ma, but please Mama don't cuekin panji kayak gini” her door with sad, angry eyes Naura also changed sayu, she is also sad with the state of her son.

“Mama has said Bang, marriage is not a joke, Mama know you have not loved Naya, Mama know Bang, but this time Mama does not want to relent, Mama, Mama does not want to be silent just see you just stop at the place of”, explained Naura issued all her teeth to this child.

“Mama thinks with you getting married, you will close your old book, and open a new book, a new page with Kanaya”

“But you even hurt Mama's daughter-in-law, Mama Bang's heartache, it feels like Mama has failed you”

“You have seen for yourself the condition of Mama's household with Papa, you know the destruction of Mama, especially you must better understand the feelings of a child whose Mama was hurt by her own Papa” Panji increasingly tighten her embrace on Naura.

“But you've done it, even Kanaya is pregnant your child Bang?!”

Naura unraveled their embrace, wiped Panji's tears, for how long her son had been crying, Naura's heart ached again staring at her son who was in disarray.

“Mama want to tell you something Bang”

“Mama does not like Winanti, she is a good woman, but when you say you want to marry her Mama refused, you know why?” Panji shook his head, Naura's hand moved to tidy up Panji's hair.

“Mama know you never see Winanti as herself, her face that looks like Kinanti makes you always imagine that Winanti is Kinanti, it must torture Winanti Bang, as much as she is the same you”

That phrase makes everything seem clearer.

“So?”

“Mama never hated the same Winanti, it was Mama pity her so Mama does not approve of you as she” explained Naura to connect some misunderstandings in the past.

Because of the refusal of his mother Winanti chose to leave, because Panji was angry and threw away the bracelet that Naura had prepared for her future daughter-in-law, because that was also what made him meet with Kanaya.

“If you finally know it will be like this, Mama will not give permission you marry anyone Bang, Mama does not want what happened to Mama repeated to anyone, Mama repeated to anyone, moreover, Mama's own daughter-in-law” said Naura.

“But already, everything has happened, Mama just want whatever way to bring Naya back Bang, she again pregnant with your granddaughter Mama, the grandson who had been Mama was looking forward to” pinta Naura sincerely.

Trying to continue to be angry and away from his son like childish behavior, he chose wisely to address the problems that befell the small family of his favorite son.

“Definitely Ma, Panji promise Mama” Naura back hugging her son with affection, Naura tau, Panji who has not been fully finished with her past makes her confused in stepping.

With just one support from Mama is like a new energy for Panji, coupled with his dream of a meaningful Kinanti equal to the wishes of Mama, Mama, making him aware of what he needs now is just looking for Kanaya and mending their relationship.

***

“Kak, I love Mas Panji very much, since long ago, even since Mas Panji same Kakar” Winanti trying to straighten his body, slowly rubbing Kinanti's headstone, trying to admit everything.

“But I never expected Big Brother to leave like this, I was also sad when big brother went” Winanti sighed, taking out something that made her claustrophobic.

“Now although there is no Brother, Mas Panji is not mine Kak” I admit sadly.

“She belongs to someone else” tears Winanti shed.

“I want to be the shadow of Brother, I want him to think of me as Big Brother, I want Kak, but why Mas Panji stay with me? Is that how I should be loved, brother?” said Winanti in the middle of her crying.

“I'm tired Kak, I just want to once Mas Panji saw me as a woman who loves him, just once” wirih Winanti while putting her head on the bellybutton of the Big Brother.

“I've seen you as someone who loves me Winanti” that firm voice made Winanti turn to the source of the voice, without seeing Winanti already know who the owner of the voice is.

“Mas Panji? Here?” Panji nodded by adding a step closer to the brothers.

“Hai Anti, I'm back again” Panji said as he placed a bouquet of flowers on the belly of his former lover.

After saying do’a, Panji looked at Winanti who was right next to him.

“I love you Winanti” I banner make Winanti smile happy.

“The same feeling of love as a sister's love for her sister, like I love Maura” she added made the smile disappear.

Kanaya's disappearance makes Panji realize that his indecisive attitude has hurt many people, including the woman before him.

“Not because you don't deserve this brother of yours, but you deserve better Win” Panji said trying to give the woman in front of him this understanding.

“Alright Brother, well, I understand now, but Brother has promised to be with me until this treatment is finished right? Brother has promised” his insistence, Panji can only sigh tiredly.

“Ya and it's only a month away right? After that I will no longer want to be close to you, you remember our agreement right?” Winanti.

Alright, only after this, after his promise was broken, Panji could be full time with his little family.

‘A little more Nay, survive ya!’

TB