
After thinking about some considerations, here I am, Galang apartment.
“If there's anything you have to call me” the order again, which I don't know how many times.
“Iya Lang”
“The file is full, the phone you hold I fill in the data, there is also my number”
“Iya Lang”
Galang looked at me not like, I who realized the mistake can only grin at him.
The man sighed and carried some of his clothes that were already in the bag.
“Okay well, I go first huh Nay, you're fine at home” I look at her with teary eyes, we look like a couple, don't we?
“Nay are you ok?”
I nodded to wipe my tears violently.
“Remember if--”
“If there's anything I should call you, it's Lang, I'm tired of hearing it” cut me lazily, Galang laughed, I drove him to the door.
“I go first Nay, see you!”
I waved my hand and waited for him to enter the elevator.
When Galang was gone, I decided to go in.
Flashbacks
“You're not okay, are you?” ask the man carefully.
My tears welled up again, slowly I nodded.
“Trouble with your husband?”
I looked at Galang, “I can't tell anyone my household problems Lang”
“Alright I understand, but if you need help, feel free to contact me Nay”
“As a friend” he added makes me who will already throw the word back silent.
Help out? Yeah, I need it.
“Can you find me a place to stay for a while?” I said carefully, I cursed my words when Galang fell silent with a probing view, surely he now knows about the problems of my life.
“Stay in my apartment” I look at him dislike.
“Hold your protest Nay, the apartment will be empty for a few weeks because I will go on a trip in”
After begging to keep my existence a secret to whoever I agreed to his suggestion, no one would look for me anyway?
My thick throat made me unconsciously head to the kitchen.
I sat in one of the mini bar chairs near the kitchen, holding a glass of cold water, my heart still ached.
Mas Panji's attitude hurt me, after he promised, he immediately disavowed.
I want to be alone first, want to think things through calmly.
It was fortunate that Galang found me.
I owe him a lot.
***
What is that man doing?
I shook my head slowly because of my own ambiguous question, who? Which man?
My life is now adorned by two men, one has hurt her, the other is hurting her.
Huhhhh!
Tight this time chest.
The answer is of course the man who is hurting him right now, because Galang just called him a few hours ago saying that he has arrived.
Remembering it made me subconsciously rub the flat stomach that contained the seeds, my tears poured out profusely, if my attitude this time will have a bad impact on this fetus, I can only apologize.
‘Mama is not that strong to continue to be on your papa Nak’ side
I tried to wipe away the tears that kept flowing as I remembered them, remembering the man who had tied me up in this toxic relationship.
There was a speck of rain out there, I docked to the window and exposed it, sure enough it was raining.
The weather is not clear lately, when there should be no rain in the dry season like now, but the rain still appears.
My heart began to waver, the rain sounding more and more like calling me to come out.
Just now this hand touched my phone's balcony door handle.
I'm sighing in annoyance!
“Ya hello Lang” I said without seeing the caller id, this phone only contains the number Galang, so only he is the one who caused my phone to ring.
“Don't play rain” my eyes are breaking hearing his ban, how could he know?
“Yes, enggak”
“Not raining-rain” he laughs across there.
“Smart girl”
“Kok know if it's raining?”
“Iya bekasih temen, and suddenly your keinget lop-lop very same raining” now I'm the one who chuckles to hear the chatter.
“Aut of busy?”
“Against break, I'm bothering you?”
“Nggak”
“Good, by the way Nay, why love so much rain?” I paused for a moment, choosing the right words to describe my love for the rain.
“Emm how ya clear, anyway seneng ajalah” finally the sentence that appeared after contemplating did not find the right answer.
“Can without reason so yes?”
“Yes, love does not need a reason” answered me who began to digress.
“Kayak you first to me yes Nay” I was surprised.
“Maybe” replied me origin.
“I'm so stupid ya Nay”
“That's stupid!” I said, instead of being angry, he laughed.
“Nay can I ask you something?”
“Ya?”
“If I had been back, would you still want to excuse me who suddenly disappeared and we would be fine?” i'm sculpting.
I have the answer, the problem is that it will only make everything feel heavy to me.
“Do not be serious very tired, do not have to answer Nay” he said again when I was just silent.
“Yaudah I'm back at work again yes, the break time has finished” part.
“Iya Lang, the spirit of ya”
“Still Nay”
The call was interrupted, my mind drifting on Galang's question earlier.
Had Galang returned, had Galang not gone, had I not met Mas Panji, had it not...
I came back crying.
Had it all happened, I would have been pregnant with Galang's son by now, and waiting for him as he is now with the status of a wife, not as a friend who runs away from her own husband.
This is not true!
However, I am still the wife of Mas Panji, and how can I stay and receive all the facilities that Galang gave.
I have to leave immediately!
It didn't take long for me to get out because I didn't bring anything but my wallet.
Slightly peering outwards, the rain began to subside a little.
Without a second thought I rushed out, my galang handphone stayed.
After locking the door I rushed down, and left the key at the reception.
In the rain I stopped the taxi.
“Where to Mbak?”
“Jalan then sir later I tell my destination” I stare at Galang dwelling that I occupied for five days.
‘I'm sorry Lang’
Enough to involve the man.
I don't want to meet Mas Panji, nor Galang.
“We went to the airport ya Pak” I saw the driver just nodded.
I again felt my queen's stomach, then returned to look forward, I will definitely return, but I need to be alone for now.
‘Let's have a holiday baby!’
My heart re-flowered when I saw the signpost to Juanda Airport, yes right, I would seclude myself away from everything I came into contact with.
Hopefully after this everything will be fine.
TB
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