
Panji's heart raced, knowing he should have come home since receiving a call from Naya, but he was rendered helpless when Winanti returned unconscious.
Now he is in the hospital but only his body is here, his soul goes somewhere, Winanti is getting treatment for returning unconscious.
Currently Panji just sat pensively, his decision was always rash.
His gaze was fixed on the woman lying there, Sister Kinanti, the woman he loved.
His hands clenched hard, he only realized if it had hurt two women at once, or even more?
...She'd take the world off my shoulders, if it was ever hard to move....
Everything felt beautiful when Winanti was next to her.
...She'd turn the rain to a rainbow, when I was living in the blue....
Lie if Panji does not acknowledge the existence of Winanti who is like a solace after losing her lover.
...Why then, if she is so perfect, do I still wish that it was you?...
But Panji always thought of Winanti as a Kinanti, how evil is she now?
...Perfect don't mean that it's working, so what can I do?...
He should be able to keep his distance and still consider Winanti as himself, not as a lover who he had killed accidentally because of the damn accident.
...'Cause sometimes I look in her eyes...
...And that's where I find a glimpse of us...
...And I try to fall for her touch...
...But I'm thinking of the way it was...
...Said I'm fine and said I moved on...
...I'm only here passing time in her arms...
...Hoping I'll find...
...A glimpse of us...
Panji knows he is too selfish, only using two women who love him sincerely just for his inner satisfaction.
...A glimpse of us...
Unforgettable memories with Kinanti continue to force her to stay in those pieces of memory.
Panji had been trying to switch, but his mind had always dragged him back to that time.
In order to punish his mischief, Panji repeatedly punched the hospital wall, he knew very well how destroyed the Mama when his Papa betrayed him, he had also promised Naya not to become the Papa.
But, Panji reneged on his promise.
Not satisfied with only his injured hand, now the head is the next target.
He was angry at himself.
“You need help sir?”
The banner turned to the source of the voice, the doctor who treated Winanti.
“How is Dok?” ask the Panji who made the doctor nod politely.
“From my room tuan” panji nodded and tailed behind the doctor he knew by the name of Dito.
“As I've explained before, Madam will be very vulnerable with the slightest pressure, no matter what, considering the malignant cancer that lodged in his brain was already in the advanced stage” Panji's mind branched to no longer care about doctors who consider Winanti as his mistress.
How could he not exert pressure if it was sourced from him?
“You listened to me Sir?” panji's gaze returned to the doctor in front of him.
Doctor Dito smiled.
“Of course do’a sincere and moral support is needed by Madam, Sir, let alone from your husband”
“Winanti is not my wife” explained Panji unknowingly made doctor Dito smile understand. actually he already knows.
It is realized that if He has talked about unnecessary things to foreigners make Panji bertehem slowly.
“No sir, you can trust me, even if we are new to know, it is not bad to be a friend is not it?” said Dito while smiling warmly.
Honestly, the simple speech was able to make Panji touched, during his life he was alone, had no friends, if there was a problem he preferred to tell his mother or his sisters.
Dito knows, this fragile man in front of him no longer has a footing to stand firm, he already knows his own taste, and this little attention really means a lot.
He sincerely offers friendship because of the things Panji has tied to his friends.
“Thank you doctor, I really appreciate your offer, of course friends with you I can make sure is a good thing I have received during my life”
“Sama-sama, do not hesitate to ask for help if trouble”
Dito and Panji shake hands with each other as men formalize their friendship.
“Winanti still under the influence of drugs, want to coffee with friends?” bargaining Dito again, Panji nodded, it seems like caffeine can slightly loosen his leg nerves.
They went hand in hand, making everyone stare at the two handsome men who were walking gallantly, there were already many things they had already told, from hobbies to work, and..
“Aren't you married?” tanya Dito makes Panji stop his activities that open the menu book.
‘Where does he know?’
Realizing Panji's confused expression made him laugh at his bucket mouth once, it was clear that his new friend would be suspicious, even though he had intended to keep his true identity a secret.
“We've known each other before?” panji asked curiously, Dito shook his head in between his laughter, if this is how he should speak honestly.
“I was his best friend Alan” Panji frowned in wonder, looking for Alan's name in the list of people he knew in his brain.
“Suami Dewi” added Dito gave another clue to this new friend.
“Ohhh, it's his best friend Naya, my wife”
“Yes, the five of us, Me, Alan, Diaz, Riko, and.. Galang, among the five of us only the wife of Alan who has a friend who is Kanaya, so we all also know closely because we always meet when Alan and Dewi make the event” explained Dito, The banner just nodded.
It seems like he also has many friends and friends.
“When there is a time I will introduce them, Kanaya's husband is also our friend” added Dito again, from what he knows, the man in front of her is very closed, people other than the family he knew were only the patients he cared for, Winanti and her brother.
Where'd he know?
Of course from the informant he hired, before deciding to make friends, Dito always did this, not what to lose money that is not how much, as long as it is not wrong in the association.
“Thank you Dit” the man in the white suit just nodded happily.
“Let me give you one secret no?”
“What?”
“You may not be jealous or worried among the four of us about your wife” Panji frowned in wonder, what does that mean?
“Yes, you may not be jealous of me, Alan, Diaz and Riko, but not with Galang” explained Dito when Panji was just silent.
“Because she's not married while you're already?” guess Panji makes Dito laugh, besides stiff and irritable talk turns Panji also positive thinking once.
“Iya it's one reason”
“Then other reasons?”
“Dia... was ever close to Kanaya” replied Dito with a smile smirknya.
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