Pluviophille Love Story's

Chapter 11's

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My fingers were dancing on the keyboard, even though it was Sunday night, I chose to do some of the office tasks I brought home.

Usually at times like this I would watch a drama or read a novel while listening to music, but no, my work mood was burning, even to relax I did not want to.

It's one of my efforts to make me full of anything as long as I'm not with that guy!

With this I survive, my salary can be used to please myself as a self-reward, a profitable transfer of issues right?!

The cup of matcha latte that was still smoking spread my favorite scent, I was moved closer to the cup with my smell.

The smell of petrikor and the aroma of matcha mixed with creamer always makes me a little calm.

I stared at my laptop that was on without touching it again, my mind was dead-end after hours of searching the files I had to fill with numbers and words.

My playlist is back with a new song, I know this song, Unhappy ending-Misellia Ikwan.

Recommended song by Inggita, a co-worker who is my friend, single!

A beautiful melody but turned into an intro.

...Tonight, the stars remind...

...i to you,...

As soon as I looked up at the sky from my bedroom window, there were no stars there, only the sky that was dark after delivering rain fell to the earth, I hugged my own body as I felt the cold wind that swept over me.

...Beautiful light, like your eyes that I always look at...

Before this I had something that I always looked at, although annoying, even though I did not like the habit that often harassed me and often disappeared, even though I did not like it, he's still the guy these days adorning my days for months.

...Gentle your words, your sweet laughter...

His words were never rude even though I felt it was too outrageous, he always understood my condition that might have been through an annoying day, in contrast to me who was always indifferent to his feelings.

I smiled a little as I remembered her happy laugh because it had already upset me.

My face turned sour as she was now a burden of thoughts that had no answer and resolution yet.

...Your charming parasites for me can't forget...

He is handsome, I have no doubt about that, his attitude that is always nurturing and understanding makes me fall into his charm.

My gaze fell on the teddy bear Galang fought for me that night, his serious face when thinking about strategy, his optimistic attitude that made me immediately convinced that he would win the doll for me further added to the sweet memories between us.

Now how do I forget you Galang?

...Of the many people in the world, why do I think of you?...

I can celebrate the days that are not always beautiful

I smiled wryly, I this time had misinterpreted the meaning of his presence.

Even if we can't be together

I hated it at the end of the day, though as hard as I tried to get the shadow out of my mind, trying to think that we were nobody, he said, other than two people who loved each other couldn't make me forget about him who had been missing for a month after I dropped him off at the airport at that time.

He promised me back, that's what always makes me strong, but couldn't he tell me for just a moment?

...Found the universe, though it ended unhappily...

I never expected the end of a story like this with him, seeing his earnestness and struggle to take my heart, it made me have high hopes for him to be on one ship and to sail the stormy ocean and everything I don't know yet.

Weddings.

I had hoped that for her, seeing her persistent in approaching me.

Now I'm disappointed, my expectations are broken, my heart is too!

This tightness again filled my chest cavity, I don't want to continue like this. I closed the laptop roughly without caring if the file that had been keeping me in the room would disappear because I had not saved it.

I don't care, I also guarantee that the contents of the file are not true because I did it with half my life, my other life flew to think about the fate of my love that was never smooth.

“Where to Mbak?” my steps stopped when my father asked, I was neat and decided to go out just looking for the wind, I thought maybe it could make my mind a little light.

“You came out for a while Well, find my alibi” snack, my father just bearded, now I even recently realized that in the living room there is also my Brother and Mom, watching a movie together.

Huh!

Because of this I ignored my own family.

“Need Daddy or Cloud inter?” I stiffened, this is what I don't like about my father, too overprotective.

“Do not Well, Naya promise just a moment, not until nine hours deh” my bargain, if Father or Clouds come, instead of healing, I could be more dizzy.

My father and sister also like to tease me, no matter if I am not kidding or what, they will happily tease me to the point of even crying.

“Yes already, be careful” said Dad like an oasis in the desert for me, I really need this moment to be alone, I, thinking about everything until I get tired and then just being able to work on whatever happens.

Soon I crucified him, not forgetting my mother, before my father changed his mind.

I run my motorbike through the cold of the night, my goal is obviously the park complex, that's the closest goal of the house, because I only have a little time.

I parked my motorcycle on the side of the road that is used for parking vehicles, I look for snacks that can accompany me to just mourn my fate.

I dropped the option on Jasuke, boiled corn mixed with sweetened condensed milk and a sprinkling of cheese seemed to be a good fit for now.

After paying, I looked for a place that was a bit quiet, I needed to be alone, a park bench that was a little far from the parking lot was my choice.

I sat down while occasionally feeding myself, this sweet taste was able to make me a little comfortable, the smell of the ground that was exposed to rain in the afternoon made me feel a little better.

I felt like crying this time, but I was too embarrassed to cry over a man who might not have thought of me there.

Without warning, it rained heavily, drenching my body as well as disguising my cries that blended with the cold rain to cool my heart and mind.

Apparently, the rain stopped just to wait for me to come out, then comforted me in the way I always do when I'm sad.

Thanks god.

At least it's better.

I hope that.

TB