My name is Maira

the heart of mia -

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After resigning from the company I work for, and moving back to nia's house.

Aunt Rosa took me to sukabumi to go to the beach.

Just me and aunt rosa, om rusman and nia not coming because they have to work.

The purpose of the holiday I planned for me, to entertain and to give a fresh start with a good memory for me.

We stayed at the villa not far from the beach.

Aunt Rosa knows exactly that I love the beach.

Even if it's just a night's stay, but aunt Rosa makes me very entertained.

Aunt Rosa didn't stop making me laugh.

Aunty Rosa told me the funny things she experienced when she worked in the factory first.

Aunty Rosa also told the om rusman's mess when she was his girlfriend first.

I smiled hearing all the stories of aunt rosa.

Aunt Rosa also said that I should not be afraid to live my life after falling.

I have to believe, even though life is filled with sadness, but there are always things that can make us still love our lives.

There will be things that come to us and give us happiness, even if it is small but can make us want to struggle with life.

Aunty Rosa and I spent the night talking on the beach.

Aunt Rosa is not tired of encouraging me not to give up.

Rusman said I could start working at his friend's office next month.

There's still a whole month before I start a new chapter in the new office.

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I told nia and her family to go home, and would be back a week before I started working at a new place.

Mia who was about to pick me up at the airport, she immediately shouted and hugged me when she saw me coming from the exit.

Mia then asked me to eat before driving me home.

I intend to surprise my family and my best friend with my return to Jogja.

But that doesn't apply to mia, because mia called nia last night, and she found out about my return plans.

"You feel at home in Jakarta until almost two years there" said mia to me when we had lunch at a restaurant located not far from the airport.

I smiled because I didn't know the answer.

"You're healthy" I asked without answering mia's question.

"Someone proposed to me ra" said mia, looking down.

I who just wanted to shout and congratulate mia, undo my intentions, because mia looks sad.

I chose to grab Mia's hand.

"But why mi", I asked mia.

Mia then says that she still can't completely forget seto, and she also feels guilty for liking other men besides seto.

"Mi, you do not need to eat seto, but that does not mean you have to survive in your memories as seto, you have to continue my life" I told mia.

"You really are, but I think there is a feeling of guilt when I remember Seto" said mia.

"Mi, as long as the man you like is a good person and loves you sincerely, I'm sure that you support him there, I also believe that Seto must be happy for you" I told mia.

Mia smiled again and said that she would pay for our lunch.

Mia looks relieved after telling me, and she still keeps smiling after paying for our lunch.

He handed his motorcycle helmet to me cheerfully.

"What's the name mi", I asked mia.

Ask the name of the man who stole mia's heart.

"Secret, later I will know in the guarantee yes", said mia to me, still with a big smile on her face.

Along the way to my house, Mia told me about her work and the thief of her heart.

As soon as I got to the front of the house, I saw Rani standing on the porch and she was calming down the crying racea in her hands.

"Surprise", cried mia after she opened her helmet.

I got off the mia motor, and walked into the house, then took rasya from rani's hands.

The surprised Rani immediately hugged me and shouted to mother.

"What the hell is ran" said the mother who just came out of the house.

Mom was shocked, when she met my eyes, and she hugged me.

Mother cried while hugging me, rasha who had previously stopped crying, saw mother crying, she came back crying.

Finally rasya was taken by mia from my hand and pacified by mia.

Rani and mom then took me inside the house.

Mom said that I had not been home for six months, and only came home during the Eid holiday and that was only at home for three days.

I apologized while hugging my mother, for not keeping my promise to go home often.

Rani then went into the kitchen, and returned with water for mother.

"You don't work mi" asked Rani who saw mia still joking with rasha.

"The half-day engine", mia answered to rani.

Rani asks me why I can go home with mia, and she just replies that she found me at the airport confused because she forgot the way home.

I laughed at Mia's response.

I explained to Rani that I intended to surprise her, but she knew that I was going back to Jogja.

Mia called nia last night, and she insisted on picking me up at the airport.

Mother asked me to rest, but I refused and preferred to take rasha from the hands of mia.

At about five in the afternoon, she was ready to go home.

I then bathed rasya, and let rani prepare rasya clothes.

Father and brother alan came home at about six in the afternoon, while I was making rasya laugh in the living room.

Dad was surprised to see me at home, he hugged me and kissed my hair.

"And I told you ra, if you want to go home say, let me pick you up" said brother alan protest, but then hugged me.

"That's it, what's important is to be at home" rani told kak alan.

Rani then kisses alan's big hand, and picks up alan's workbag.

"Until the house at what time ra" asked my father.

"Last noon, I was picked up at the airport" replied the new mother who had come from the kitchen with a tray containing five cups of tea.

As soon as the mother put the tray on the table, the mother immediately gave the cup of tea to the father, and rani to the sister alan.

Seeing rani automatically follow mom, made me unable to resist teasing rani.

"Capek is not ran so you", I asked rani while glancing at kak alan.

"Don't start" said alan to me.

Rani simply smiled without answering, and preferred to go inside while carrying a briefcase.

Later that night, after dinner, I invited alan's brother, mother and father to talk in the living room.

Rani doesn't come, because she has to put Rasya to bed.

"What's the matter ra", asked the mother gently.

Before I started telling the story, I asked my father and brother to promise not to be emotional, or judge me.

I just hope they hear my story first, just respond to it.

Mother asked me to just say it, and not to worry.

I then told all the details of the problem that had befallen me to my family.

As loud as I could tell it, without crying.

I also explained my plans in the future, and asked them to support me.

After hearing my story, my father immediately let go of his breath, and said that the money I had to bear was huge.

Mom then asked dad to sell the boarding house that mom had, so that the money could help me.

I said firmly, that you should trust me to solve my own problems, even if it takes a long time.

Mom cried and hugged me, and then she apologized to me, because I had to go through it all at a very young age.

Dad insisted on helping me, but I convinced you that you should trust me, and gave me a chance to solve my problems.

I then asked my father to take me to the room, so that I could rest and calm down.

After mother entered the room, I turned to look at alan, but alan was no longer beside me.

Then I walked into the living room looking for kak alan, it turns out that kak alan is also not there, then I heard the sound of the fence of the house in the open.

When I came out of the house, I saw her standing in front of the house, leaning against a tree.

"Sister", I said to alan's brother.

I then stood next to alan's brother who was just silent.

"I'm sorry my sister has made my sister worried" I said to alan's brother.

Alan immediately let go of her cries, and hugged me.

He then said he should be the one apologizing for not protecting me well.

I could only cry hearing alan's words.

I replied, alan, if all this is not the fault of alan, only pure misfortune should stop by in my life.

Alan then promised that he would help me find a way out, but I asked alan to watch over me enough to solve my problems.

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