My name is Maira

he is back -

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I woke up and immediately met with a dimas gaze, as I opened my eyes.

Dimas then stroked my hair, and I held the necklace that was put back around my neck last night.

Three months ago, when I went to Semarang to meet dita, I asked bowo to take me to solo for a while, to stop by the mami shop.

I certainly find out the whereabouts of dimas first, through social media accounts owned by dimas, before leaving for the mami shop.

Dimas via twitter, said that he was in the old city of Jakarta.

I then concluded, if dimas was spending his year-end holiday with mila, his girlfriend in Jakarta.

With a feeling of relief from not needing to see dimas in the mami shop, I lightly walked towards the entrance of the mami shop.

Around nine in the morning I arrived at my mom's shop.

Intan greeted me, then she called mbak dina who had just put her bag in my mom's office.

Mbak dina immediately came down and hugged me, asked me how I was doing, and flattered my short hair.

I didn't want to linger, so I just left a box with a given necklace of dimas to put it back on dimas.

Mbak dina asked me to return it to dimas, when dimas was back from Jakarta.

I explained to mbak dina that today, the last day of my vacation, tomorrow I have to go back to Jakarta.

Ma'am dina accepted it, and asked me to meet my mother for a while in her office.

I agreed, and went up to the second floor.

Mami seemed to be waiting for me in her office, because my mother immediately hugged me, when I entered my mother's office.

The warmth that the family always gave me, I will never forget it.

After answering all my mother's questions about my condition, I resigned, because bowo was waiting for me in the parking lot.*

Either consciously, or I tried to lie to myself, past or present, I easily let dimas take me back into his arms.

I realized that what I did was wrong, dimas was no longer mine.

But this morning, I woke up next to dimas, with all my clothes splattered around the hotel room where she was staying.

Last night when she touched me wildly, she tried to convey all her anger and longing to me.

Not just dimas, but me too, I poured out all the longing I had for the mush.

A moment of guilt came to my mind, but I denied it.

Since the beginning, dimas was mine, and I didn't steal it from anyone.

Dimas was still looking at me, then stroking my cheek.

Dimas was like reading what was on my mind, he then kissed me warmly and gently, to clear all my doubts.

Dimas started touching me, and didn't want to be rejected, so he put himself together once again as soon as I received his kiss.

After finishing with her, dimas hugged me with a breath of breath.

I then grabbed my phone, and was surprised, because the time had already shown at seven in the morning.

I got out of bed, and started picking up my clothes, and went into the bathroom.

"It's still seven" said dimas to me as soon as I got out of the bathroom with my clothes back on.

"I have to go back to the boarding house first, I need to change clothes", I replied while pointing to the same clothes, which I wore yesterday.

"I'm anther yes", dimas said as he got out of bed.

"No, I got on a motorcycle" I replied to dimas.

"Why, afraid your boyfriend is angry huh", asked dimas to me.

I just looked at dimas with a cynical look.

"That's what you often post on your girlfriend's twitter right", asked dimas to me.

I just smiled cynically, and chose to be quiet.

"No", ask again.

"No, but if you come in a month, maybe he's my girlfriend" I replied, taking my shoes, and sitting on the couch.

Dimas approached, hugged me, then kissed me again.

"I came on time" said dimas smiling after taking off his kiss.

I could only smile wryly, because remember that dimas already had mila.

"I picked you up from work" Pinta dimas, who was still sitting on her knees in front of me.

"No need", I replied firmly, while wearing my flat shoes.

"Why the hell, you don't want me to be seen with your friends" said dimas grumbling.

"Yes", I answered briefly.

Then I stood up, and walked towards the door, but dimas directly blocked the door with his body.

"I don't care, I'll be at six in the afternoon in front of your office" said dimas.

"I'm home at seven" I replied.

"Lying, you just want to hindarin me right", asked dimas to me in a high tone.

"You're here, your girlfriend knows", I asked back to dimas firmly.

Dimas did not answer, and simply shifted his body to give me a way.

Dimas immediately hugged me, as I was about to open the door.

I asked dimas to let go of his embrace, but dimas instead hugged me tighter.

"I'm late in the mass" I said to dimas.

Dimas finally let go of his embrace, and let me walk out of the room.

I was ten minutes late to the office, even miss alice had also arrived.

After apologizing for being late, I sat down and started working at my desk.

"From where, tumben late", Abi asked me while whispering.

"Sadness", I answered briefly.

I immediately immersed myself with my duties at the office.

I also did what miss alice asked for during the night evaluation.

Arman was waiting for us in front of the grand lucky.

As soon as we got near the arman and greeted him, he immediately walked next to me for lunch together.

"Every night, my phone is not lifted" asked Arman to me.

I took the phone out of my wallet and saw the contents.

"Sorry man, last night because my lecture from jogja dateng, we continue to chat until the night really" I replied lying to arman.

After seeing my phone, it turned out that Arman left a message for me, and called me three times.

"Until the cost of going to bed immediately" I said, adding to my lie to arman.

Arman trusted my reasoning, and we continued walking for lunch.

"Your college management who came to the girl what a guy ra" asked ningsih to me, as we were in step back to the office after lunch.

"Cowok", abi replied quickly.

"Emang you see bi", I asked curiously because abi quickly replied.

"Look, let's forget that the lights in the lobby are very bright if it's night" said Abi.

"Now, too", I gave in to abi's words.

We went back to the office with a full stomach, and I started to feel sleepy when I saw my desk.

"Ngopi used to ra" lexi said to me.

I then pat lexi on the shoulder and walk towards the pantry.

Lexi is slowly starting to look like a human being, no longer the annoying creature that always corrects us arrogantly.

After sipping my coffee, I immediately refocused myself on my work.

"Bi tomorrow use your car only yes", said lexi to abi.

"The car itself, males I go home nganterin you to kemang first", replied abi on lexi.

"Yeah, later I go home to take a taxi, my car is still mengkelasnya because" said lexi, answering abi objections.

Abi just assented lexi with his thumb.

They are indeed planned tomorrow will contract with one of the investors lexi acquaintance, when lexi was still in college.

After lexi and abi ended the conversation, the atmosphere went quiet again, until the working hours were over.

I straightened my arm when the time showed at five in the afternoon.

Afterwards, I followed her walking into the meeting room.

Topics that will be discussed are the results of today's transactions, and the readiness of lexi and abi for tomorrow's meeting.

Miss alice offered to eat at the kopitiam after the meeting, but abi and ningsih could not, so it was canceled.

After all the discussion I've been re-correcting and I'm telling everyone, miss alice ends the meeting, and asks us to have fun at the end of the week.

"You're picked up by arman ra", asked me, as we returned to the room to prepare for our return home.

"Arman today said there was a meal together, so can not pick up", I replied to ningsih.

"Tumben, usually already like a cat waiting for milk in the morning" said ningsih.

Abi and I just smiled amusedly hearing the language that ningsih conveyed.

After tidying up the table, and keeping all the files in the locker, I then pressed my finger to avoid going home.

As soon as I opened the exit, I told the office receptionist that there was a guest for me, and was waiting for me in the living room.

Because I didn't have any appointments with anyone, so I thought only people from insurance.

It turned out that the one waiting for me was dimas.

"Pain you here", I asked as I looked at dimas, as soon as I opened the waiting room behind the reception desk.

"Fetch you" replied in a short message.

"Whoa ra", asked me from behind.

"My college victory is from Jogja", I replied to ningsih.

I then introduced dimas to abi, ningsih and lexi, who happened to be already behind me.

We got out of the office together, dimas tried to grab my hand in the elevator, but I pulled him over.

We're all down on the ground floor, except for Abi, who goes to the basement two where the car is parked.

Lexi immediately got into the taxi as soon as we got to the outer lobby, and ningsih also ran towards the public transport which happened to pass in front of the office building, when we reached the lobby.

"And I told you not to be picked up" I told dimas once all my office friends were out of sight.

Dimas did not reply, he only asked me to get into the taxi that stopped in front of us.

"The destination is where you go" asked the taxi driver in dimas, once we were in the cab.

"Century sir", answered briefly.

"Just deket loh mas" said the taxi driver to dimas.

"Yaudah muterin gelora bung karno first, then stop in the century" said dimas.

The taxi driver then agreed to dimas, and immediately took his car to the road, because the taxi queue was waiting behind.

"We can walk to the century" I said to dimas.

"You think I don't know your plan" dimas told me.

"What plan", I asked dimas.

"I know you must want to avoid me, and you must think that last night was just a moment" dimas replied.

I just kept quiet, because dimas knew my plan.

I knew that I couldn't resist dimas, so I didn't plan to meet dimas after I got home from work, and just wanted to spend some time in the dorm.

Who would have thought you were waiting for me in the office waiting room.

I plan on avoiding dimas, if they wait for me in the building lobby.

I can go out through the parking lot and ask abi to take me to the road in senopati, and just walk to the boarding house.

My plan failed, because right now, I'm sitting next to dimas, in a cab that started to surround bung karno's wheel.

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