My name is Maira

- Too Fast -

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Dimas as promised, ten o'clock in the morning already at home.

Mom offers dimas for breakfast before leaving.

I only smiled when I saw mom becoming familiar with dimas.

Dimas was also not awkward with mom, he looked relaxed as he answered every mother question.

"Don't go to prambanan ya", I asked dimas, when we got into the car.

"Keep going" asked again.

"That's it, it's so hot" I replied.

"Ke bukit garuda how" asked dimas again.

"Hot dimas", I replied spoiled.

Dimas then drove his car, seeing that mom was still standing on the fence waiting for us to leave.

"Usually when the holiday gini, where dear" asked dimas while driving.

"Not anywhere, most to the house of uti" I replied.

"And the day after tomorrow to the house of uti" said dimas.

"Where else", asked again.

"Not anywhere, at home just lying down, movie rental, read comics or not, help mom at home" I answered casually, while remembering my lunch during the holidays.

Dimas then turned his car around and headed in the opposite direction.

In the car I told you about kiki, which last night was a story, if he had a fuss with the wawan because it had not met for almost a week.

While kiki still plans to exist in Kalimantan, for the next month.

"Honey at home for how long" asked dimas.

"Three weeks less" I answered.

"If I miss what" asked dimas again.

"Cumpulin kangennya taste, if you meet it feels cool", I replied cheerfully.

"Dimas does not go play together temen", ask me to dimas.

Dimas then said, if his friends are not many, the closest most rumi friends campus.

While high school friends, can only be met, when he returned home to solo, it was rarely collected, because of the busyness of each.

"This is the direction to kos dimas", ask me when the car dimas turn towards the settings.

"Let dear can fall in my boarding house" dimas replied with a mischievous smile.

"Tomorrow will not meet, because dear have to pack, so we are satisfied hugs today", pinta dimas.

"Night want to go to bosche no", ask me to dimas while smiling.

"No, I don't like it baby, I don't like it if you go to the club again", pinta dimas who start possessive, but I like.

"Yes already if I go there, I'm just diem" said I tease dimas.

"Lies dong his name", said dimas camberut.

When the car was parked in front of the boarding house, I immediately went down and went up to the room dimas.

She followed me from behind, and she opened the door to me.

"I don't like it when it's a lie" said dimas still sulking.

I just smiled and didn't answer, then I went in the bathroom to wash my hands and feet.

"This is my recitation", I answered, raising my hand, as I looked at dimas who was still standing in front of the bathroom.

Dimas remained pouting, then I kissed him on the cheek and sought comfort in the dimas bed.

After being pushed out of the bathroom, she immediately hugged me.

"That's why you're so sad if you don't go to the bosche again" dimas asked without seeing me, and just hugged me.

"Sad the hell no, just exciting just there, anyways I will be there must be the same kiki or nia or rani" I said, explaining to dimas.

I then asked the real reason why dimas didn't like me going to nightclubs.

He said that he was worried that I would be interested in another guy.

According to dimas, the last time I went to the bosche with dimas, dimas saw me very friendly and dancing with foreign men.

I just smiled, but dimas still bent his face in my arms.

I stroked her hair and asked again.

Eventually dimas began to tell me that about two years ago he had just broken up with his girlfriend from High School.

His name is ratih, and according to dimas, he dues dimas with his playmates, who according to ratih can better understand train, and one frequency with train.

There was a chill in my heart when I heard that.

But because dimas looked sad, I wanted to protect him, make him happy, and help him heal from his wounds.

I didn't realize it was a big mistake, because it wasn't my job.

Healing the wound of a broken heart, can only be done by the person who feels it.

I chose to ignore that thought, I just wanted to focus on loving dimas.

"Dimas emang just say the same train, kok until now still have not forgotten", asked in a joking tone.

Dimas got up from my arms, then sat down, and immediately pulled me into his arms.

"Dear oath, me and her are just regular dates" he said trying to convince me.

"Yes I believe it" I replied to dimas, calming dimas who immediately panicked at my question.

"You're the first one I touched dear, I've never loved this deeply with another woman, other than you" said dimas, who still hugged me.

"You trust me" said dimas trying to convince me.

"Yes believe, just as long as the dimas are open and never lie" I replied, then I kissed the lip dimas.

"But dimas there is still no sense to train", ask me again after releasing my kiss to be cooked.

Dimas firmly said no, and turned to other talks.

"You don't want to watch a movie" dimas asked.

"No, I want to go here" I replied.

"If I'm being naughty like yesterday" asked dimas.

I fell silent, did not answer and chose to look up at the dimas ceiling.

Dimas then stroked my cheek with his fingers while waiting for my answer.

"It's not entirely wrong, because I was hoping it was from you, maybe my love for you went deeper" I said, turning my gaze towards dimas.

"The feelings of maira are much deeper than you know" dimas said, looking at me.

Me and dimas stared long enough, dimas with his clear eyes trying to find himself in my soul.

"I won't make love if you mind" said dimas.

"I just want to show you that I love you with all my heart" dimas said again while peeping at my hand.

"I can't always say the things that are in my heart to you" dimas said, looking at me.

"I touch you with ra's love, I just want to tell you that you mean so much to me" said dimas, grabbing my hand and sticking it in his face.

The words dimas made my heart overflow, I had no choice but to love her more deeply.

"Me too", I replied.

"But I'm scared and confused" I said as I drew closer to the clenched.

"Me too, but this time I just want to follow what my heart wants" said dimas holding me.

Dimas then grabbed my hand and placed it in the gap between his legs.

"It's all because of you baby, I want you" said dimas.

I immediately pulled out my hand, as I felt another part of the dimas very hard.

"We've only known each other for a week" I said.

"I'll wait" said dimas, grabbing my hand and kissing it.

"This is my first for Ra, I'll leave it to you" dimas said with flaming eyes.

"We're going slowly", I asked dimas.

"But I can touch this right" said dimas putting his hand on my breast and squeezing it.

I just screamed softly, dimas looked at me and looked for answers.

I just kept quiet, dimas then kissed me, and the harder I touched.

"Please answer me dear", the ink is placed in my ear.

"By dimas", I replied raucously.

Dimas opened the shirt, then came back to me, hugged me, then put his hand in my shirt.

"When this is how it is" asked dimas.

I just pulled the dimas and answered him with a kiss.

Dimas then removed my bra hook and removed the bra from my shirt.

His hands freely touched me, stroked her, and explored the sensitive parts of my body.

"Bless you dear" said dimas, then kissed me on the cheek.

Dimas got up to turn on the music, then came back to me.

Dimas smiled at me and put his hand back behind my shirt, then explored every corner.

"This is mine" said dimas, with the firmness of every word he spoke, looking at me.

I nodded and kissed dimas.

"Thank you for permission and understand my concerns" I told dimas.

Dimas smiled and looked very happy, then kissed me very gently.

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