Love Stifled By Destiny's

Happiness

In the morning twilight that shines on the glass of the hotel, due to the opening of curtains due to the wind. Now I still feel the warmth of Alex's embrace, as she clings to me with her message. Joy is so soothing to my heart, when the feeling of not wanting to lose it keeps me determined to love forever.

I stared fixedly at his handsome face with his eyes still sharp. It felt as if his face was so soothing to my soul. His face slowly rubbed. Her delicate white cheeks, as well as clean, radiated a radiant radiance of beauty, making me not tired of not seeing her. Slowly but surely I continued to rub his face, until inevitably his eyes were now open, making a sharp neutral gaze could not be avoided anymore that is equally locked, each other, who began to sigh with feelings towards me.

"Morning, non Amel!" his greeting.

"Heeem."

Just a sweet smile I gave her greeting. We are both wrapped up in a blanket. Not wanting to escape from his embrace, makes me reluctant to get out of bed to immediately clean up in the bathroom.

"I'll take a shower first" he said slowly, wanting to get up from the bed.

"Wait a minute, Alex!" my whine is spoiled by pulling his arm.

"What else, non?" he said asking with a tone of gentleness.

"I still want to linger with you here" I patted her on the bed to tell her to come back.

"My dear, we should go home soon. Your parents must be nervous looking for you. Last night I opened my watch screen and a lot of messages came in asking non Amel," he explained.

"But Alex. I don't want to leave immediately. I still want to be with you here for a long time, yes .. yes!" ask me with the pot.

"Yes non, I know and understand the meaning of your heart. 'And every day we could meet, at home or school, so I wouldn't go anywhere or disappear from non-Amel" he said reassuringly.

"Certainly that?" tanyaku plain.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Then, would you please get me my phone that's on the table near you?" I said I told Alex.

Alex's face looks a bit clouded, maybe not understand at the order I will do later.

"For what is non?" the question with his hand was already holding the device to be immediately given to me.

"To record you!."

"Recorded? Meanin?" tanyanya's confused.

"Snap closer to here, come here!" I said while pulling his hand.

"Quick by the way, what did you just say. I will record and keep it in my salary, because it will be a reminder and proof of all your promises" I told him.

"Yes .. geez, I thought to myself. Totally childish." he said mockingly.

"You have to be self-aware, that we are still children because we are still children."

"Come on fast."

"What this must be mandatory. Do I really have to talk now?" tanyanya did not understand.

"Yes, Alex."

"Ok .. ok, Ekghemm. Really now, huh?" ask Alex again

"Tomorrow, yes it is now" I replied to the sewot for Alex's convoluted reasons.

Click, I tap the screen on the screen, marked to end Alex's recording.

"Happy?" tanyakanya.

"Satisfied .. satisfied .. very, very satisfied, thank you my dear Alex. "Cuuuup," I said with a bashful face, as a result of a kiss on the cheek I gave to Alex as a sign of gratitude.

After spending an unthinkable night with Alex, my heart goes out. Still in the hotel room to get ready to go home, now my mind is raging like never before. Whether my actions were right or wrong was great, and my troubled heart was now wondering. Will my parents support our relationship? Will my love remain forever with Alex? Or will it run aground? It feels so bad to think about it.

This feeling was terbesit there is a regret, because I was really crazy and blinded by the name of love. But what was my day when my deep love for Alex turned out to beat it all.

Unknowingly last night I had gripped Alex's shoulder firmly, which did not forget Alex's lips had been bitten by my own teeth, to make it appear there was a scratch wound at the end of his sweet lips.

Between joy and sadness enveloped me, even last night the tears had melted, felt once flowing through the cheeks. His holy love has been present greet, so that I can give it to the person I love.

Now I'm stuck sitting on the edge of the bed, waiting for Alex to take a shower. The brain feels that it is trying to follow the storyline of fate, whether we can solve the strange feeling of love easily. I don't know why I let Alex get me. My love for him has dissolved all the ego, which is self-inflicted. The tears came back without me to prevent, a little bit sobbing when if we could not get the blessing of parents.

Ceklek, the sound of an open bathroom sign Alex has finished his bath. I quickly wiped the tears, so Alex wouldn't know.

"Why you?" alex asked me, rubbing my cheek.

"I'm not doing anything, really!" reply relax.

"Lied you non. Nih! The proof is that there's a trace of your tears, "appoint Alex on my cheek.

As smart as I hid it, it turns out Alex can see everything,

"Ah .. is this the so-called bathin contact between our hearts?" the heart wonders.

"Why else, non-Amel? How do you look like you've been crying gini?" ask for concern about my actions.

"Come Alex. After being made up for our love, the feeling of losing you now haunts me so much" I said worriedly.

"This ... here!" call him who spreads his hands so I can embrace him.

Without shame again, I just obey the words of Alex to enter in his warm embrace.

"I told you so. Wasn't it, the non-Amel himself who had raised my voice over all the promises" whispered Alex near my ear.

"I know Alex. But it feels like I somehow revealed it again. The anxiety and worry now really felt very alarming to me," I replied still in a state of anxiety.

"Non's anxiety must be because you're afraid that your parents won't approve of us, right?" tanyakanya.

"Indeed. But it feels like it's just a little bit about parents who wouldn't approve. Because I don't know why my feelings now feel like it's going to stick around you. My soul now feels that there will be a separation gap between us?" I said worry about something overrated maybe.

"Not to think about it anymore. If there's a problem we'll deal with it together, ok!" he said at the same time with his hands busy pinching my cheeks slowly.

We packed up to go home soon. There were not many words between us when we were on the bus to get home, and only a smile could be given when we were both stealing face to face.

Each of us is struggling to think about an uncertain future and of course the direction, the course of our love story life later.

I wondered to myself. Is it smooth or stopped romance someday? It makes me feel anxious and very nervous. But our mutual support attitude may be able to strengthen the fabric of love to stay together to live everything, smoothly without any obstacles.