Love Stifled By Destiny's

Uncovered

Finally the identity that has been awake has been revealed by itself, without waiting for a long time to explain. Mother who saw us both in deep sadness, until now has hugged us both tightly to the point that the youth also shed tears.

"You guys talk good. Mother will leave you, so that you can speak freely from heart to heart. You're fine talking to Amel, son!" soft speech mom gives warning.

Only a slow nod can I give you right now, when Amel is still crying in my arms.

"What should I do to Amel now? When she was still reluctant to break up immediately?" Confusion of heart thinks of Amel.

I miss him so much, but when this miss is healed, I have remembered trying to avoid staying away from him.

"You're cruel, Alex. Why do you do this, when I love you so much" he said weakly still sad.

"I'm sorry, Amel. For my attitude that yesterday did not directly reveal all this. And for now, we can't continue all these relationships!" I said let go of her embrace.

"What's? No. No. No, don't do that, Alex. I can't without you" he said, shaking his head.

"I'm sorry, Amel."

The body began to stretch wanting to leave, but had not had time to kuayunkan legs, Amel had grasped tightly my hand. I feel like I can't avoid her actions anymore.

The light of a shadow, moments of reality that can not be with him to make my eyes now begin to turn red, enough to prove that I am the same as him is injured. Even though no tears were shed from the corner of this eye patch, as a result of a decision that felt to me was also painful, this self was as good as possible still fine and firm.

"I'm sorry, Amel, we have to break up" I let go of her hand.

"Don't Alex .. don't, because I love you so much. I beg you not to do this to me .. don't," he said, declining his voice was holding back already harboring disappointment.

"But, Amel. We really can't be together anymore and continue this relationship" she said.

"Why can't we be together again? Why, huh? no. .. no. No, I know very well that you still love me, too" Sobs spoke.

Amel cried with a loud sobbing, his head while just now just continuing to shake his head, telling him that he remained stifled not to part with me. The heart felt throbbing pain, as it stared at his face that had been muddled by tears.

This hand had tried to wipe the cry slowly filled with affection.

"Aren't you engaged to Iwan and getting married" I said.

"No Alex, we're still engaged and all that can still be canceled" Amel said.

"Don't do that, Amel. You will hurt everyone later, and you will be hurt more deeply, due to your decision which is only in a moment's silence. So think carefully about your decision later," I warned.

"But Alex, don't you think about my heart hurting, when I still love you so much" she said.

"I really can't, Amel. For besides Iwan's reason, now look at my broken face?" I said while pulling the face cover.

The mask that covered my face had been firmly opened, to be shown to Amel. The expression on his face was so shocked, that over time his sobs became more and more so he was troubled.

Imagining how difficult a separation is, will not be enough to withstand the state of the heart that is no longer intact.

"I still don't want to, Alex. It's you I want now. I don't care about your face anymore, because I really love you to death" he said repeatedly begging, who relentlessly kept crying.

"Sorry, Amel. Don't do it, we really can't" I said, refusing.

"Why, Alex? Wh why? Aaaaaa, why?" loud shouting.

Along with his confession, a loud voice shouted as soon as it sounded strong echoing once outside the house.

My heart was so anxious to hear his words, that it caused this feeling of heart as if the pain was overwhelming. Amel's voice was so heart-wrenching, as it revealed it wanted to stay with me.

"I'm sorry, Amel. Iwan is my best friend and this self does not want to hurt him who has asked for you. Besides I don't want you to be ashamed of my face, which is already disgusting like this ghost muster!" My mouth spoke hoarsely that wanted to come crying.

"What's? What did you say just now? You may be concerned about other people's feelings, but what about me? Have you forgotten all your promises that you will never leave me, "Smoots his already angry tone.

Hands immediately grabbed the jacket lying in the chair, aiming to leave the house immediately. Intentions actually just want to calm the mind, but have not had time to hold the doorknob, Amel again block my steps by hugging my body from behind.

"I beg you, Alex! Don't leave and say goodbye again" he said.

This self is really stuck and a little lulled over the words of the old lover, until now slowly embrace his hand I take off. With a long sigh, I tried to give an explanation again so that Amel better understood and understood.

"I beg you, Alex. What's my fault with you, that you've done this for so long?" tanyanya is still sad.

"You're wrong, Amel. I was wrong, because I can't be with you anymore. The voice of others whose words could have been spicy I don't want to hear anymore, because I'm crazy if I have a woman as beautiful as you. My face is already terrible like a ghost monster, so this self really doesn't want to embarrass you!" clearly my words to him.

"I don't think of you as a human ghost monster. I don't care for anyone else's scorn, because you're still the same Alex you used to be. So please don't say breaking up again, come back to me," he said.

The head felt a little throbbing pain, when mendegar his request. Now I look at her face inch by inch, trying to feel the love that has been knitted beautifully yesterday, but due to a tragedy that happened to me, he said, requires taking a firm stance in order to stay able to break up.

"I'm sorry, Amel. Really, I'm really sorry for all this, "It's just an apology that I can say over and over again right now.

Amel's head was strong, then ran again to hug my feet when I wanted to run away. My heart was so intensely melted with its greasiness, as he kept begging to change my decision. I could not bear the heart to see him prostrate at my feet. While I was also devastated, I immediately embraced his body, which on the other hand was unceasingly giving a hard blow to my chest.

"You are cruel, bhugh .. bguh," he said angrily.

When the chest hurts hit his soft hand is now a long time the blow is getting weaker, then his hand grips firmly my shirt, which has not been used by the jacket. Amel cried out in hysterical tears. My mother who saw the scene of our quarrel tried to come to us again, so she could not even shed tears, by hugging us both again, so she could not help but shed tears, so that we have now drowned again in the blue crying.

This afternoon became so dark, when a breakup happened to us. Amel relentlessly pleaded, so that his opportunity to mix romance with me, still had to continue as usual.

The heartache caused by a heart attack that feels as if it is dead, is actually very slicing.

Now this self is faded in its lupa will what is the meaning of love?.

Even though he can not return to her, this self is still eager to continue to love her.

It feels as if this self is blown away in a mudhole, has been wet to receive dirt as well.

This self is involved in romance with Amel who is passionate, the true romance has drained the feeling. Because of all the feelings that are in me, for love to die now all will not be exhausted by the time.

Amel was so perfect as a woman, there was no lack, all almost attached to her.

I was so admiring, the eyes, the smile, the kindness, the pampered nature, the gentle tone of her words, the warmth of love, just everything without anyone missing.

To the point of making me more and more infatuated, and blazing over all that love, without being able to control yesterday.

Sometimes my former love was so blazing without knowing the time.

And create that love, which is getting bigger and bigger.

It feels like every moment, and the seconds with him continue.

If not one day meet like a hundred years can not meet him. It was a very excruciating feeling to this body, sometimes in the moment of loose time I tried to find a gap, when the longing to meet with him had peaked, sometimes in the moment of loose time I tried to find a gap, when the longing to meet him had peaked, the way by venting the taste even though it is just greeting each other, that alone has become a longing antidote for me.

But that sense has now eroded of my own love, which has been a little exhausted, due to my shock that Amel has dared to accept the proposal of my friend Iwan.

The loyalty that I had been keeping felt began to be fragile and withered.

My deformed face became my main reason for asking to break up with her.

Let her pride always be kept, by asking her not to love me anymore.

Because love is a way of life, which will never know the way in the future, then the decision was really unanimous.

Kamarin had thought, the love will be eternal with him, with the best love story, but it turns out everything is extinct now hope.