Love Stifled By Destiny's

The same memories

Love needs sacrifice, sacrifice to give up the love that has gone.

Must accept all the facts, if the person we love has gone far quiet in nature there.

Sincere is the way of the heart to let go of all, so that I can live this life in an easy way.

Now the self is trying to let go of everything, to bury all the memories that ever existed.

Although there are still shadows that make me still suffer.

The great sadness in making it difficult for me to continue living, but let me for now, I have all the prejudices to still love him, even though he is gone.

"Hey Amel?" greet Iwan as I daydream.

"Eeh, there's you Iwan. Here .... here, let's sit!" answer welcomes.

I am now with Iwan standing relaxed near the edge of my pool. And it seems that Iwan was once stealing a glance at me, but the strange thing is that his mouth just remained silent.

"What's up, Ivan? I see from the moment you keep glancing around and looking in this direction?" ask me clearly because I am curious.

"Eh .. eeh, it's okay, Amel!" the answer was shocked.

His hands were now rubbing the neck bend area, probably trying to avoid my question that was suddenly catching him.

"Is there anything I want to ask you? Can I?" it was like he was being overwhelmed with doubt.

"Speak, what do you want to talk about!" reply agreed.

"Are you still thinking, Alex? And do you still love and do not want to get away from it?" tanyanya looked at me with seriousness.

"Come, Iwan! I'd love to forget it, but--? Yes, that is" I replied hoarsely.

"Is your heart empty, may I fill it?" ask Iwan shyly.

Only a sweet smile can I give to Iwan at this time, because in reality the heart still can not forget Alex completely. Memory after memory is still recorded clearly in memory and mind.

"Amel ... Hey Amel?" call Iwan because I'm daydreaming for a second.

"Eeh, yes Iwan! Sorry .. sorry," I replied briefly.

"Where's my question? asked Iwan who looked full of seriousness.

"Eitherway. If I can for a while I am not ready and have not dared to replace his position. So I ask you to be patient first, until my heart can completely forget about it" I explained to Iwan.

"Alright Amel. I'll wait patiently until your heart is completely open for me" Iwan replied casually.

"Thank you, Iwan. For all your understanding," I said softly.

"Yes, Amel."

There was only silence with no sound between us, that there was only the sound of the wind that was roaring, to try to give a calm atmosphere to our togetherness, until the atmosphere now feels so comfortable in a mellow atmosphere.

With each other's mind, we together looked straight at the pool, with hands holding a warm tea that had just been provided by bik Sari.

******

The empty bench next to me always looked sad when I was at school. None of the disciples dared to occupy him. They all said they loved Alex, to the point of paying their respects to keep emptying the bench.

The teacher continued to explain the Mathematics lesson, but I was not too focused, when in the mind was now filled with the shadows of the owner of the bench which is now no longer in front of the eyes.

"What?" I don't have any voice intonation.

Iwan can only point to the teacher who is now trying to explain the subject. Netra was so shocked when the teacher tried to call me, but this self was not aware of his call.

"Amel ... Amel? Move forward" call the teacher again.

"Eeh, yes sir. Sorry .. sorry, I didn't hear it," I explained.

"Now you come forward, to do the problems on the writing board that I have explained just now," said the teacher.

"Yes sir," I replied resigned with a sense of fear of not being able to answer, because I did not listen to the teacher's explanation earlier.

Hands casually now do what the teacher tells them to do. Fortunately, the formulas are still remembered when Alex once taught it.

"Already, sir!" my word tells

His face was focused on what I had just done. It looks more and more the face of the teacher increasingly shriveled, like there is an answer that seems this self has been wrongly answered.

"From the beginning the way you do things is a little right, but in the middle of this the answer is wrong. You have to focus on what the teacher is explaining, do not daydream, understand. Already, you sit down. Study diligently tomorrow-tomorrow again," tell him firmly.

"Yes, sir. Sorry!" I answered with a embarrassed face.

"Yes, not pa-pa."

The move now tried to walk my own way, with eyes glancing at Iwan who was laughing at me in a stifled manner.

Crings ... crings, the break bell has rung quickly.

All the students were out, who seemed to be impatient to get to the cafeteria. I could just sit quietly in the school, because I was not hungry.

"You why the hell was that? Just daydreaming about his work?" ask Iwan.

"Heeh, just be honest."

"You're!" said Iwan while ruffling my hair.

"What the hell are you, Iwan!" I don't like the straight tidying up the hair that was messy.

"Heeeh, I know you're daydreaming about the bench, but you're not focusing on the lessons either. Some people are no longer there, is it not too excessive to think about it?" ledek Iwan asked.

"Usil is the same as people's business" I answered.

"Not that, Amel. You can think of Alex, but he's gone by our side. So you must now focus on the future for your future, do not be too protracted to remember him and the past, because it will interfere with the focus of your future to achieve the ideals," obviously Iwan has a point.

"Yes, Ivan. It's true what you said. I must forget those times for the sake of a better life in the future" I agreed.

"That's good, it turns out you're aware too!" replied Iwan immediately gave two thumbs up.

"Thank you for your advice, Iwan!" imbuhku says.

"Yes, Amel. You welcome. We are good friends, who should remind each other if there is a mistake" said Iwan again.

"Hmm, that's right!" I answered while nodding my head.

A good friend like Iwan is always very much needed, when I am already down and can not move on well, as a result of always being remembered by the shadows of loved ones