Love Stifled By Destiny's

Mother's affection

"Here you are Amel," cried his mother pulled an arm, to bring Amel who had helped me.

"I don't want to, ma!" prevent Amel trying to rebel when his mother forced to come along.

"Ma, open .. mama, please open. I want to see Alex, open ma!" amel's voice screamed.

Amel was knocking around the door, probably because my mistress had locked it from the room. I just kept quiet couldn't help, because our fatal mistake left everyone in a state of anger.

The greed for the happiness of love has hurt those around me. Rice has become porridge, will not be able to rotate again the events that have already happened.

My body has been dazed to the floor, due to the pain on my back throbbing very painful. It was really painful and painful, because my mother was so strong hit using a broomstick. Inevitably my face was now pale mixed with the weakness of the body, thus making this body already lying limp on the floor helpless. Mr. Jono who saw me just helping, maybe because he felt sorry and now he is trying to help me stand up and want this body to be taken to a very small room, which can only fit one mattress with a study table.

"Oh my god Alex. Come here, I'll help!" mister Jono's sad voice when he saw me getting weaker and more helpless.

"Take Alex to Jono's room. And try to treat Alex's wounds as soon as possible!" tell my master to his subordinates.

"Okay, sir" replied Mr. Jono.

"I'm sorry about Amel's behavior, Alex? I can only look around unhelpful and can only be silent to watch the scene of torture!" papa Amel's regrets now come to me.

"No pa-pa sir. Perhaps this is a deserved reward for my punishment," I said languidly in weakness.

When Mr. Jono and my master broke, tears suddenly burst unstoppable, as a result of seeing the two people I love most now injured, namely mother and Amel. A regret can only happen later, due to a mere happiness of carelessness. What is this self-power, everything can not return as it was before the torture occurred.

"Don't forget to treat, Jono!" said my master while giving medicinal pills and ointments.

"Thank you, sir," I said to the master, who had seen that he was too anxious to get out of the room.

"Together, Alex!" reply said employer.

"Bcr ... Aww... aaa, slow down, sir!" my hiss was in pain, as Mr. Jono started to help me undress.

"Oh, yes .. yes ... Alex sorry-sorry. You will slowly release him," he replied in agreement to my words.

"Yes sir, it's slowly hurting this much."

"Hihiikks," the voice of roaring Mr. Jono cried, looking at me while enduring the pain of the ointment drug.

"Sorry Alex. It must have hurt a lot" he said, not feeling well.

"No pa-pa, sir. Keep going!" tell me.

"Aaaa .. iiisssh .. mmmph," my voice was stifled.

Slowly apply the ointment given by Mr. Jono, it actually adds to the pain and pain. And it felt once to make my face incessantly now continue to grin, because of the pain that was immeasurably the shape of the taste.

"I'm sorry Alex. Earlier I could not do anything, when your mother repeatedly threw a broom whip," said Mr. Jono regretted.

"Mr no need to apologize. It's all a pure punishment that's appropriate for me, because it's all the mistakes I've made" he said back to Mr. Jono.

"Sari Bik?" call Mr. Jono who is already feeling shocked.

The arrival of my mother suddenly entered the room, making me want to quickly rise from the stomach.

"Let's just lay Alex!" my mother's voice was so bitter.

"Please excuse me, Alex!" said goodbye, Jono.

"Yes sir, thank you" I said.

"Together, Alex."

He seems to have gone away, which is where his mother who is now replacing him to treat.

"I'm sorry, Alex! Who's been rude and has whipped hit you. All of that was done because of the emotional condition of the mother who was unstable due to burning an anger" he said slowly.

My hands did not heal my wounds. With soft and shrewd little hands, he continued to apply the medicine slowly. The pain in my back suddenly disappeared for a while, because it was not comparable to my heart that was already sick had made my mother disappointed.

"It's Alex who should apologize to mom. Alex has disappointed my mother, until the stamp as a new child who is not devoted to you has been embedded for me. Alex knew that mom loved me very much, because disappointed in my faults she must have been forced to do so. Mother has done the right thing, to punish me," I said on my stomach.

The sound of mother's crying began to mellow with her tears had felt already fallen, to wet my body that was not wearing clothes.

"I'm sorry about your son, who let you down!" i'm lethargic.

Immediately this self rose from the bed, which was still able to lay face down due to the heard crying that had broken. Without feeling my tears are now melted out, when the heart was so sick to see the mother who had been pregnant for 9 months, now injured crying. We both hugged each other until we made our tears tear apart.

"It's Alex. Do not doubt me, for I have forgiven you. The most important thing now is to apologize to both non-Amel parents, because they are the ones who are sicker than the mother," said my mother gave advice.

"Yes ma'am, I'll apologize to them soon."

Forgive the boy who broke your heart, Mom.

You are the lamp of my life.

I often felt the caress of your hand, the moments in the room, and I pretended to have slept, just wanting to enjoy the soft elucidation of your hand.

Attention often you do, when I was so bad in trouble. As soon as this sin of self makes you shed tears.

I will promise to take care of you, and always honor, and love you for the rest of my life.

"You are now studying diligently, so that your fate is not difficult like mother. Only you are my encouragement and mother's focus now, to change our fate for the better someday" mother's long advice.

"Yes ma'am" in short my answer.

"You haven't eaten yet. Now I've cooked your favorite food. You want me to get you some food?" ask her.

"Can ... can it, ma'am!" I answered with excitement when I heard my favorite food side dish, which is a chicken balado pounded with spicy red chilli.

"All right, I'll get it. You wait here!" ask her.

So painstaking was my mother bribing me like a child. I tried to eat alone, but he refused, he said now he wanted to bribe me, so inevitably now we are eating a plate together. My face smiled very sweetly at my mother, so that she would not worry about my situation. Let him think I am well, make me feel enough to please him, because of the pain of his anger and disappointment.

Mother, you are the breath of my life that always gives the security and comfort of my heart.

Comfortable when joking and sharing stories, and solving the problems of the storm of trials that have befallen us, makes me continue to love you beyond all breaths of my life.

Thank you mother, your prayers are efficacious, always make this self without hesitation and obstacles to face all future obstacles.