Love Stifled By Destiny's

A comfort

If you are near it the heart continues to feel very fluttering. He is Alex Prasojo, a guy who often gives more attention to me and always prioritizes and prioritizes all my desires.

Alex is a guy whose body is a little bit atlentis, with skin color as white as milk and clean. His sweet smile with in the growth of dimples on the right and left makes it even sweeter when laughing over the tub of sugar, to add value to his good looks that continue to be charming.

Which girl is not happy and klepek-clepek see it, which is the proof when schooled all the eyes of the girl are always on him. I don't know why I don't like their stares so much that I get so angry with Alex for no apparent reason. Could this be called blind jealousy in loving her secretly?.

My love for her is unimaginable.

I don't know since when this taste began to grow.

The quiet moment suddenly present enveloped, only the shadow of his face offered a medicine with a million sense of warmth and comfort.

There are so many words I can describe about him.

How you should know this heart and body, which always seem to want to feel the warmth of a hug and feel the presence in every moment when I miss you.

You keep bringing a lot of trust.

In you too you instill a sense of comfort towards me, so that in my heart grows a sense called longing.

Without feeling the time just continue to sail, making the increase in my love increasingly mebu to immediately have you.

"You're back together again?" my mom said full of questions, trying to interrogate me because now I'm going home with Alex.

"Yes, mama," I replied in a relaxed tone.

"Why are your legs? How is there plaster? You have a private driver who can pick you up. Why the hell is Amel, you always go home with Alex, our maid's son?" the words of my mother asked.

Mama has welcomed a scathing talk to Alex, who is now getting me to sit on the couch. Not to forget also the eyes of mama is now staring sharply has glared like they want to jump to see us.

"MAMA. Alex just helped Amel. Where did Jono go anyway? The tumbens are so slow to pick him up?" I said I didn't like my mother's words.

"Is that Alex?" ask mama not to believe.

"Yes big lady, Mr. Jono was slow to pick up non Amel, so out of pity there was a wound on his leg with forced to go home together, just like that," alex answered with his head bowed, not daring to look at my mother's face.

"Yes ma, sir Jono was telling me because there was a job for him, so I could not pick up Amel earlier. Why does my mom care about the little things? Besides, Alex didn't say anything or do anything about Amel, either" my papa's plea to us who just got home from work.

"That bill, pa. Alex was good. Don't be angry for no reason why, ma?" chirped my words chimed in papa's words.

"Kok y'all be on mama's ass, anyway."

"Amel came straight after asking questions!" my answer.

"Yes .. yes, my mother was wrong."

"heeee. And why are you still here? Go to the kitchen there! Help your mother prepare food," my mother's orders still speak harshly to Alex.

"Well mistress, sir, non-Amel. I'm sorry to go to the back" said Alex politely nodding his head softly at the sign that he agreed to my mother's orders.

Finally Alex had lost our sight, to go towards the kitchen.

"Mama don't constantly blame Alex that way, why. He's a good boy. Surely he can take good care of our only child, Amel," said papa who tried to advise mama.

"That mom's not angry, pa. Just give a warning, that must be aware of the limits of who he is and our child from what class? That's it," replied the mother turned around.

Only my papa's head rings did not answer anymore, for the words of mama who did not want to budge over had been too late to speak out of bounds. Shut up all I can do now, without much defense against Alex for forever losing to my super duper's chatty, stubborn mouth.

*******

The boredom in the room began to approach. Now I try to walk towards the window that opens the curtain, which already shows someone who is standing busy holding a water hose to try to water the flowers in my front yard garden.

My lips were smiling just at the sight of a gentleman with his macco was watering the flowers.

"Hi .. hi. hi. hi," my smile that was crazy to imagine being able to fall in love with her own maid. And now the mind starts to get dirty imagining if it could be really the same as him, really feel like a love story between Romeo Juliet, hopefully.

He never refused or denied my words, either because I was his employer or he had a feeling of heart for me. Every second the shadow I miss, but unfortunately my mama always curbed for us to always be far away from each other.

"Alex?" call me, who was already sitting on the garden swing when he saw her watering the flowers.

"Eeh, what's the non? Any need?" ask Alex back.

"There's nothing. Just want to see you, because you miss," I said without feeling overwhelmed.

"What do you mean?" alex's voice asked.

"Eeh .. he .. ehh .. ngak really Alex. You heard it wrong last time. Continue your work now," I said in disbelief.

I tried to avoid as much as possible the question, because I could be ashamed if the first person I discovered expressed feelings for him.

"Alex?" call me lirih.

"Yes non Amel, what's wrong? Why keep calling, but when asked why not!" alex asked back, accompanied by a confused face on his name that I kept calling.

"Nothing, anyway. Oh yeah, later when I'm on my birthday, can't you ask for a special gift with you?" my many.

"What does non-Amel want from me? But don't be expensive to ask for the prize, no more money, nih!" alex answered with his hands still busy watering the tananman.

"I don't want gifts, I've stale all those gifts. Eemmm ... take me for a walk out of this house, can you?," I said in a soft tone afraid Alex would not agree to my request.

"What non? Not wrong?" alex said with shock that just turned off the water faucet.

"Not Alllleexxx!" I replied casually trying to swing the swing quickly.

"Where do you want to go? Later if the ladies and gentlemen know it can be serious and of course we will get angry," replied Alex who had been sitting on the swing with me.

"Chiyhh Alex. You are smart, so you must know 'that's how we can run away secretly to get out of this house," I said flattering.

"Yes ... Alex ... yes .. please! Just this once, take your employer for a walk," I said, wiggling Alex's arm as he was seducing her.

"But non, I really don't dare" Alex refused.

"Well, if you don't want to, don't ever talk to me again" I said, pretending to be angry.

"Ahhh .. non this, why use this threat anyway." said Alex who did not accept my threat.

"Non, are there any other gifts I can give besides, like things or anything else that's easy?" rayu Alex tried to persuade me.

"Heeeh, Yes .. Yes! I will fulfill all non requests, but promise never to harm me if it succeeds later," he tried to persuade again.

"really want? You're not lying, are you?" my question is still unreliable.

"Yes .. yes, I promise!" alex replied with seriousness.

"APPOINT" I said, trying to link our little fingers.

"Promise" Alex replied.

"G ... Alex, you're a man I can count on. Love and love me more to you" I murmured in my heart.

This self still tries to give the sweetest smile to him, where Alex is still faithfully sitting with me in the weaving.

I've been sowing flavor, wanting the best taste I can give her.

Until the vibes and arrows of romance begin to grow love, which is increasingly uncontrollable for him.

Where the moment the taste began to swish, and chanting syahdu.

My love will forever be poured out for you.

I don't know if he'll feel it the same way.

No matter how much I desire and how bad it feels, I will give the light of my love to you, my dear Alex.

*****

"Hey Alex," called me as she was sitting sweetly in school reading history.

"Eh .. Yes non, what is it?" ask Alex.

"I'll eat in the cafeteria, yeah."

"But non, isn't there another friend of yours who can accompany you?" she refused.

"Icccch ... Alex, always but .. but! There are not many reasons if you now do not want to," said I who was already upset.

"Just obey Alex, at the request of princess Amel. Later you can-can be a year dicuekin and not spoken to," said Iwan told, who was sitting on the bench in front of Alex to try to defend me.

"God willing, "" he answered casually, without any sense of error.

"Congratulations Insyaallah? Then you have a chance not to follow my wishes, is that it?" I said that was upset and disappointed with Alex's answer.

"Not ... No, not so non."

"Ah .. know ah! You are always nolak .. nolak .. nolak, there are never words ngak nolak," I said by stepping to the school chair.

The head is now trying to put on a bench covered by a book, which is staring in a different direction from Alex's seat that is sitting on.

I don't know why her rejection hurt so much, it made me start dropping tears.

"Ah .. cengeng right you Amel, just a refusal to invite food until so cry, especially if the rejection of love, it could be a year of tears." my words in my heart that speak for themselves are still mumps and upset.

"Non ... non Amel?" call Alex to shake my arm.

But I did not repress and respond, for I was covering my face with a strong book to hide my crying face.

"Non ... non Amel .. non?" Call Alex again with his hand stroking my hair that is being extended.

"Non ... Don't do this, ah! Sorry, yes, non. Yes .. yes, dech, later we will eat to the cafeteria together," he told me once again.

"Know ah! Hik .. hik .. hik," I cried in my voice.

"Oh my goodness, Amel! Not crying?" her question was probably already hearing over my sobs.

"Amel ... Amel ... oh Amel?" call Iwan who is now trying to persuade me.

"Plak .. plot. Lookie! I've punished Alex, cook he can make a woman as beautiful as you cry" added Iwan's voice who may have hit Alex with a book.

"I don't want to look and listen to you two, go there!" I said annoyed, by expelling Alex and Iwan.

"Yes .. already, if non want us to go. But promise, I'm sorry for the rejection, yeah! I promise I won't refuse non Amel's orders again later, suuuueer!" persuade Alex's seduction.

After the silence there was no sound of Alex and Iwab, the book began to open and tried to wipe the tears.but once the body began to straighten again, the body began to straighten, so shocked was she when she saw Alex smiling sweetly sitting in front of me.

"lex? Didn't you just-?" I said I was stuck because I was surprised.

"Why non? surprised I'm still sitting here?."

"I won't leave non-Amel before I can forgive my mistakes" Alex said.

His hand is now trying to stretch out on my cheek, like I want to wipe my tears.

"Aaah .. beware! I don't pa-pa, you know!" I answered narrowly by looking away from Alex's hand.

And straight away my own hand was trying to wipe away the tears.

"Don't feel so guilty, I'm still fine without you" said ketusku angrily.

The body tried to get up straight from sitting, to try to waltz away to leave Alex.

Bhuugh, without warning Alex turned out to just hold me from behind, making this self-contact surprised at the unprepared Alex's embrace of me.

"I'm sorry, don't say you're okay without me and never ignore me again. It really makes me feel so hurt" said Alex in a position still hugging me who now began to sound in my ear like crying.

"lex? Alex? Heeh .. yes ... already ... already, do not be sad anymore, I have forgiven you! So now let go of his embrace, shame later if friends see us," My words try to break free.

My fear is so strong, because it could die if a classmate caught us coming from lunch.

"Semenit again aja non, let me hug you," Alex's voice rattled out crying.

"Already Alex, I'm sorry too, pok .. pok .. pok," the sound of my hand patting Alex's head slowly because the position he was still hugging from behind, that is to immediately relieve his crying.