Love Stifled By Destiny's

Unpleasant heart feelings. Seosan 2's

Destiny has been united, until happiness continues to happen to us. Until the end of my breath I will still love my husband, who used to be chased with struggle.

The prayer continues to be said so that we and our family remain happy, there is no more sadness and tension like yesterday. The feeling continues, until the end of closing the age between us, hopefully.

"Where is your job, baby is everything going smoothly?" ask me while sitting in a chair.

"Thank God, everything went well. All of this is thanks to the support and prayers you give." Alex took my hand and kissed me full of affection.

"Thank God, then. All there is wisdom and will come happy in the time of trouble yesterday. God is all-fair, who will receive misery will surely receive happiness someday, whether it happens in the world or later," I told Alex.

"Yes, honey. It's true what you said."

"Oh yeah, I know you love me so much, so please stay this way until death do us part, ok!" I don't know what I'm saying right now, there's obviously something that's doubting his love.

"Don't be afraid, baby. Your husband's love will continue to be eternal for you alone. Until anytime it will keep you in my heart," he answered affectionately while stroking his cheek gently with his thumb

"Hmm, how are your tumbens talking about the heart that is between us?" alex asked who was suspicious.

Huuf, a rough gust of breath has been present. I want to answer but I don't know the answer. If you do not answer, surely Alex will continue to wonder about the speech was not directed.

"I don't know either, honey. There's obviously a strange feeling in me right now, on our vow to keep loving each other." Doubt answers fear if misspeaking.

"Heh, already ... already, just forget my words and questions earlier. Don't think strangely. Now throw away that dubious feeling, after all it is not good to get carried away in our household, because later there will be a suspicion that arises." What my husband said sounds right.

"Yes, deh. I just felt something."

"Maybe you're watching too much television, just get carried away."

"Emm, maybe."

"Yes, we're asleep now, don't you have to get up early tomorrow to prepare all our needs," Alex told him.

"Yes, baby."

Alex had already grabbed a blanket to cover both of us. One blanket for both, very comfortable for us to sleep hugging each other. The head is close to the chest of the field. The typical aroma of the husband continues to make opium for me, so it feels unable to stay away from him.

Kayla because she is often taken care of by her mother, then sleep until she has to be with him. One night slept with us, but what happened instead he whined to be escorted to Mother's room because he could not sleep.

Stars so brightly twinkled far above the sky. The light was so soothing, that I was swept away to keep seeing it.

"Oh my God, why is this bad feeling, what is happening to me now. Why do you think in doubt Alex's love, will there be a big disaster in our lives? Huuff, I hope nothing happens in our household, amen!" be bold while looking at the stars behind the darkness of the night.

"Protect our family, O God. There should be no obstacle separating us. I don't think I can stay away from Alex. This affection is so strong, that to be separated from it will surely drive me crazy," The feeling of the heart that continues to worry due to anxiety that suddenly struck.

Eyes still reluctant to sleep. Work continues to daydream and hugged his own body tightly, due to the cold at night has penetrated behind the thickness of the nightclothes.

*****

I was just helping Mom cut vegetables or scooping things. All the spices remain Mother who works. Not unwilling to cook, but it tastes much more steady and always delicious than from the hands of Mother.

"Is Alex not awake yet?" ask Mom while holding a spatulla hand to scrape tempeh and tofu seasoned soy sauce.

"I woke up, Buk. But I don't know why he hasn't come down for coffee yet." Busy hands wash all cooking containers.

My husband always used to drink coffee before breakfast. The habit must be lived. If not, surely Alex when working later will feel sleepy.

"You'll stay with the kitchen work first. Try to wake up now, because later he can be late to work," tell Mom.

"Good, Mom."

His orders were immediately obeyed. Step has gone to the stairs to the room.

Ceklek, the door is open.

"Mas .. mas, wake up. It's noon, the cook's still moringled as well. It will be late for work!" my chatter in the morning.

Srek, the curtains in the window are open.

It turned out that my rant was not stirred, so that by being forced to wake him wanted to give a pat on his shoulder.

"Mas, come on get up. It's real day, '" My frustration.

The hand that wanted to touch the shoulder of the husband, suddenly blocked and then firmly pulled, so that makes me immediately sat bouncing on the bed.

"Let me do this for a moment!" The spoiled husband who has put his head on my thighs.

"Hidih, what dream? Why is it suddenly spoiled like this?" ask me weird while hand stroking Alex's hair slowly.

"Of course."

"Kok don't know?" My confusion.

"But obviously I know that last night you didn't sleep at all. Hmm, it must have occurred to those words you said, right?" guess the husband who kissed the hand.

"There's no 'lah. I really can't just sleep. Maybe the day is too much sleep, so the night can't close the eyes." My lie is to keep Alex from worrying.

"really that? You didn't lie, did you?" he said not to believe.

"Yes, honey. Yeah, take a shower and then come down for breakfast. If it's too late, Kayla's gonna lash because her dad's late for school."

"Emm, yes .. yes."

Alex is now awake from the stand out. Steps are visible towards the bathroom. I also did not go down to help the mother prepare breakfast, but had to prepare some of the needs of the husband first to the workplace, including clothes, shoes, and others.