Love Stifled By Destiny's

A hot heart

Because of the invitation of the mother who told me to eat at her boarding house, I can only resign according to her, because if she refused, she would turn mad at me. Maybe this is one of his ways to try to reconcile us.

"You have to be kind, it's not good to keep quiet like this" said the mother breaking our silence, as I stopped by her house for breakfast.

"No, ma'am. Who's angry, Alex is looking for something, which makes me angry" Amel said.

"What's? Me? Didn't you play nice yesterday to the house, to meet me. You're the one who made the problem yourself, by solving the stuff at home," I said, insisting I don't like the allegations.

"Ciih, still wrong but feel unwilling to admit. Basic men who have no feelings, and always want to win alone," he added slowly, still like not like.

"What did you say? When talking do not slowly mengedumel so, so I may not hear it," Angry words of this self.

"Hemm, if you don't want to be blamed, don't look for a break up, so I'm actually sending you dech" he replied casually, sitting down to eat food first.

"Y-i-mu?" angry say.

"It is already ... already, do not continue again. Lately you're gonna make a fuss back! Soak your emotions, if you continue like this lately not only hurt, but also end up getting revenge" said prevent mother stop our argument, because no one wants to give up.

"Good, mom!" I answered while bowing my head because my mother's gaze seemed to have emotions.

For a moment our gazes locked onto each other, and managed to bring out a strange sigh in our silence. Then my face immediately turned to look the other way, trying to avoid Amel's gaze and hands directly scooping food to put in the mouth.

What a look his eyes could not be used again to mean it, is it a sign of good or bad? Being trapped in one house makes me feel awkward towards her.

"Why is Amel's gaze so strange? Is he rude to speak but in his heart feels regret for ignoring me, heeh basic. Just tell me you're currently trying to sell expensive, but also want to attract my attention," a bewilderment that feels strange for Amel's attitude.

There was only a spoon that accompanied the three of us, with the mouth both silent no conversation at all.

Tok .. tok, someone knocked on the door.

"Assalamualaikum," Men's voices were met.

"Walaikumsalam," we answered in unison.

"Hey all. How's it going?" greet Iwan to us by walking immediately kiss the hands of the mother's back.

"Thank God our good news, Iwan!" answer mom friendly.

"Alhamdulillah, then ma'am."

"Hi baby, kiss!" said Iwan while kissing the friendly Amel forehead in front of my eyes.

"Well, why did Iwan do that? What if he was deliberately to show for their affection. Amel was also so, silent over the treatment of his fiancee, was it deliberately?" bathin heart that felt astonished at the attitude of Iwan.

Iwan suddenly came, who immediately strangely kissed Amel's forehead, while we were at one table for breakfast. Surprised at the arrival of Iwan, I immediately cover my face again wearing a mask. These selves could only glance in silence, while gazing at their friendly. It feels so hot to see their affection, what this is called the burning of blind jealous fire.

"Iwan's Hope!" bargain mom.

"Eeh, thank you, buk. It was breakfast at home, and now I feel full" explained Iwan.

"Ooh, yeah. Please sit down with us" mother asked.

"This? Who is this, mom? How come you never see this house?" Point Iwan towards me, with his face offended.

"He is Alex!" answer Amel quickly.

"What's? Alex? Ah baby, you don't miss the joke, Alexkan is long dead, no way he's back alive. Emm, but .. but, really 'is this Alex?" said Iwan could not believe seeing me, who was sitting at a table with us.

"Is that really, mom? Are you really Alex my friend?" his question leads to me who still has doubts.

Iwan immediately ran up to me, giving a warm embrace of longing.

"Alhamdulillah, it turns out you are still alive, friend" said Iwan joy when releasing a hug.

"I'm also happy too, finally able to meet you again even though fate had separated us all," replied I was fond of wearing a mask.

"Yes, man."

The feeling that was curious earlier has now been replaced by joy, but Iwan's face did not intermittently express a sullen look like he did not like it.

"Why Iwan?" many wonder.

Iwan just quietly mute with his neutrals who are still staring full of displeasure.

"Oh, I get it. Take it easy, I will not disturb your relationship, anyways for what purpose would destroy your romance, which will soon be married to the guarantee!" I seriously explained.

Klotek, the sound of a spoon slammed Amel with a spotlight that glared like annoyance at me, who might not like the speech just now.

Iwan only looked towards Amel by pouting his mouth a bit of a muzzle forward. Maybe anger is possessing Amel, until not long ago now followed Iwan look at me cynically also like angry dislike.

"Bas with you. Why look at me, as if I'm the one who's always wrong here," the heart murmur dislikes Iwan and Amel's gaze.

"Why are you all so busy?" asked the astonished mother, there may have been tension between us.

"Let's eat, spend it all!" ask mom.

The three of us are still also in the room, with eyes staring at each other sharply to become our conversation tool.

The business of filling the stomach is done we do, until finally I am the one who is now helping my mother clean up all the leftovers we just had. Amel and Iwan had moved away from me who seemed to be sitting in a chat outside the porch.

"What's up, Alex?" ask mother.

He who called, immediately broke my daydream trying to peek towards the exit, with the intention of kepo towards the two of them.

"Hehehe, ngak pa-pa kok bu," answered me who was busy wiping the dishes but looked the other way.

"Don't lie dech, son. I know you're trying to figure out what they're both doing, right?" guess mom's busy putting dishes on the shelf.

"Come, mom. I wanted to break up with Amel but it felt like there was still something stuck, like not willing if he was with someone else," I replied honestly.

"That's a sign you haven't completely forgotten and in your heart there is still love" she said.

"Maybe, ma'am."

"If wanting to stay away from it is your decision, then you should be able to forget about it as well. Don't let your desire know about their relationship, make you come back after your original decision, " said the mother again.

"Goddessa, mom. Alex will not withdraw the words that have been spoken, anyways Amel has become the property of others, which will not be possible to self-destruct their relationship," said I reply.

"Good, Alex. You are a real man who will not renege on the promises that have been made" said the mother.

"Yes, ma'am."

The words of my beloved mother are true, that this self is impossible to attract the words spoken. Nak put where this face, if the speech has been thrown suddenly canceled due to this affection is still there.