Love Stifled By Destiny's

Looking warmly full of jealousy

Tiredness was felt all over my body now, many times the hands have rubbed the bend when the part feels stiff and heavy plus a little bit there is a sense of dizziness as well. From a distance now appear two lovebirds who are sitting friendly, with faces smiling face equally joking with each other.

"Geez, these guys. What is not ashamed to make out in front of the house like that. Wanting to get married, just want to make out without seeing the condition of the place," a heart that does not like.

"Oh yes, Amel. Later when the wedding reception, you want a nuance of how?" Iwan asked Amel, when I was just starting to step foot in the house.

"Well baby, of course it must be luxurious and beautiful dong! It's a 'tuh party for us once in a lifetime. Yes, of course, it must be luxurious and festive, so that people can see and remember how beautiful our marriage is," said Amel speaking to Iwan, but his eyes stared intently at me as if he was insinuating.

"Assalamualaikum," My greeting tried to greet them.

"Moskalamic. Eeh, there's Alex. Just got home from work?" ask Iwan who has now seen me.

"Yes, Ivan. I want to go inside first, because I'm so tired. Oh yes, just follow all the requests of your princess, so that later ngak. If he was angry, it could be void your marriage, too" I said.

"IIiiiih, if you do not like to say it, do not try to pray that ugly, using all null and void talk. Sorry .. sorry, we will not cancel marriage, for the sake of pests such as you," he said ketus.

"What's? A pest? Didn't you hear me wrong? If you want to get married, you have to really get married, don't look at the lyrics here and there, understand!" Footsteps are now in the middle of the door while replying to Amel's words.

"Ciieh, who are the lyrics of the people, you are just the father of the person, you are very good at this," he said again.

"You?" my words with teeth began to rustle in anger.

"Well, I'll just go. Lazy it feels to serve people who are insensitive, make tired hearts and minds alone," I again touched on the words of Amel.

"Heh, who is insensitive, you or me. You can't help but know how people feel" shouted Amel as I walked into the real house.

"Already, darling. Don't be so angry, it's not good" said Iwan trying to calm Amel, who was still slightly heard by my ears.

The quarrel will not end, if none of us will give up. Iwan from earlier could only be silent, on our innuendo words. His facial expression was so calm, but it kept something indescribable to me to try to guess what it was.

"Basic strange woman. Just want to get married just showing off. Wear insulting me slack. Long ago this Amel was strange indeed," the words of an upset heart.

Amel looked so angry at me, probably already feeling that my words, always aimed at him.

After finishing the bath, now this self tried to eat the afternoon meal that had been prepared by my mother, before she went to the event pangajian mothers near the housing complex.

It has been a few hours Iwan is still faithful to visit home, which is now switched to sitting in the house. How happy Amel laughs with Iwan now, so that somehow it feels like the heart is sliced by the paints, who see and listen to them.

The mind again tries to digest this jealousy that is engulfing itself.

I should not have been jealous, for it was I alone who welcomed and approved of their relationship, and why it was this foolish self who had been insane in their attitude.

"Eghmm .. hemm .. ekgh," Dehemanku was strong when he caught them, who were busy kissing their lips.

"Eghkm, uhuk .. uhuk. Can not if you want a kiss elsewhere, do not make fun here, find a quiet place that can be safe! 'You can be as content as you are lonely, for what you are doing now. If it is found out that the citizens can be serious, get caught for indecent acts*n*h here," I said I do not like what sounds excessive.

"Weird basis, yes. Iwan, let's just get out of here. Don't mind these crazy people, just disturb people. Understand that he is an acute singles, so he likes to only be able to ngusilin people dating alone," Amel's anger offended me.

"Did you say crazy, single acute?" I yelled at Amel not like it.

"Hey ... hey, where are you going? We're not done talking, don't just play away you" I shouted again when Amel had pulled Iwan, to pass away to avoid me.

"Based on the strange woman, the cook has made me crazy and single acute! 'Kan ngak ethically really ngatain kayak that. Really rude words earlier. Just be careful if we face each other again, I'll make the same calculation as you. Just wait for Amel," My frustration in my heart is overpowered by emotions.

My head was scratchy, because considering the action I just did, whether it was wrong or right. Why should I meddle in their business.

"Well, why did I forbid them to kiss, that's the right of those who are getting married to be legal husband and wife. What a strange thing is happening to me now," The heart-wrenching result of having been slow to interfere in Amel's business earlier.

When I tried to blame what I said. Now Amel has seen entering the house again with a sharp look at me.

"Say you were jealous. Not a lot of words that insist on everything! I felt bad for Iwan" said Amel, telling me, as he walked past my body to go to his room.

"Whoever is jealous, dear this you are," The sternness of my words again, with my lips pouting.

"Hiiittss, if not jealous don't be so angry, get caught! If you're really jealous," she said.

Braak, Amel's door is now slammed closed roughly.

"I'm not jealous, remember that! I'll never be jealous, you know! Don't call anyone careless. About us once dated, does not mean I am jealous with Iwan. I just didn't like the way you guys were doing things at home, it doesn't mean jealousy, okay!" I screamed outside Amel's room trying to explain.

"Whatever," replied Amel did not care.

It was so upset with his words, that I wanted to be angry I could not put it well because Amel had locked himself in the room.