Love Stifled By Destiny's

Seeking the meaning of love in silence

The silence in the morning in the darkness of the clouds that still did not explain the sunlight, the sound of the sound of birds whistling with each other to sound their sweet voices, now feels to make peace and calm in the heart. Where I am waiting for someone who is the woman I have always wanted.

This self is always wondering because it has imagined the guts that are so shrivelled, the moments when faced with it.

"Ah ... long time is not yet coming," I grumbled in my heart.

It had been almost half an hour waiting for him, but it did not appear once he would appear immediately.

"Tin ... tin .. tin," The sound of the car horn has sounded, the sign of the person I was waiting for has come.

"Over long is it? Sorry long, yeah. You see just now, my mom was just a little talkative," explained the woman I was waiting for, where now she's out of her car.

"So pa-pa, let's go to school now because we can be late later" I said by telling him to immediately ride my tail bike.

This is how I waited for my own master, Miss Amel pratiwi, who often waited for her on the side of the road, to be together and go to school.

I don't know why he had all the luxuries including a car that was complete with the driver, but he always insisted on wanting to be with me to go to school, even though the bike ride was hot. But my loyalty to the employer for all his wishes must still be maintained and fulfilled, for the smooth work of my mother who works at home.

My name is Alex Prasojo a young man who is still in 2nd grade High School, who has a handsome and cool face but is only the son of a maid, who happens to be working at Miss Amel's house.

Even though he was my employer and we were all roofed and rooftop in one house, I as a servant still had to respect him as an employer where my mother worked. But another case when we were at school, laughter like ordinary friends we still live so forget everything that we are actually a maid and employer.

"Non Amel," Call me.

"Heeeh ... What's wrong?" briefly answer my master, who was engrossed in kubonceng behind a bicycle.

"Non, why don't you just go to school by car? 'It's good not to get wind let alone heat, and most importantly is not Amel not tired and embarrassed to ride a bike with me?" my many.

"Geez Alex, how many times have I explained. Anyway there is no reason why I want to be piggybacked with you, the most important thing is that you always have to go to school with me, no one else can. Shame, what shame! The most important thing is that I have to take care of someone else. Lagian has been bosen to ride the car continues, riding a bike will be fun because the eyes can see the viewer along the way is how beautiful the panorama of the road. The morning air was fresh and nourishing, "the explanation at length.

"But Non, if the big master and mistress know how? Could-can me and mother can be kicked out of the house non and lost a job," asked again to non Amel, where the breath has begun to roar the bike.

"Calm down, if it's found out I'll be responsible."

"Huffff, ok dech if Non wants responsibility," I replied with a breath that had been wheezing heavily.

Due to the wind blowing is too strong, so the wind feels crashing the body when the bike is sturdy the longer it feels heavier and harder to pedal.

As subordinates always have to lose the same talk of the employer. The fear of losing a job makes this feeling worried, but on the other hand there is no other choice when the desire of non-Amel must remain fulfilled. If this self rejects the employer then he will be angry and not want to talk let alone greet me, like things that have happened before.

I didn't want him to shut me down because to me it was very painful, because in silence his liking began to appear. But unfortunately the guts are so small as to reveal it all. The boundary between rich and poor is the main reason and I have realized who I am, so the feeling of love for him remains hidden and will be a secret that is embedded in the heart.

Silence is how I can love her, just being able to look at her soothing face is enough for me to feel happiness.

Tin ... tin, the sound of a motorcycle bell approaching us who were as strong as I could now pedal a bicycle.

"Amel, come with me. Lookie! Alex must have been exhausted, seen from his sweat which has now started to flow rapidly because it has hugged you," Iwan said to us, where he is now riding his green ninja motorbike.

"Ah .. do not want Iwan, anyways I have been bored because of the frequent riding the bike with you. Some are afraid that the girls will be on the rampage again as yesterday, because you have hugged me. Riding a bike with Alex is good, isn't it Alex?" said non Amel who suddenly his hands began to be tightly coiled on my waist.

The sense of dag .. dig .. dug in my heart makes my body start to feel nervous, but on the other hand now the heart is cheering with joy and pleasure.

The nervousness that struck gave rise to a subtle sigh that was so strange it felt as if it was piercing to the chest, which I could no longer translate and describe, he said, there is a sense of what exactly in the heart that a little bit of pain began to beat this unnatural speed.

"Alex?" call Miss Amel, who may have sensed that I was daydreaming.

"Eh .. yes, non. He .. he, sorry," I replied in surprise at Miss Amel's call.

"Yes Iwan, it's up to non Amel to be with the same who is the most important he is comfortable," I replied, who refused at Iwan's request.

"Yes already then, I'll go first. You guys be careful on the road" Iwan warned us.

"Siiip, okay!" I said with a thumbs up.

Wesss .. brumm .. brum Iwan motor sound that is far from our view.

Iwan and Iwan have been good friends since we were both in elementary school (SD), but the difference is that he's a rich kid and I'm just a kid who doesn't have that as a son of a maid.

After struggling in the streets, which began to be occupied by people who were leaving for work, we finally arrived at school.

All my friends and teachers did not look at my poor status, but they were all good to me because besides being smart, they liked my kind and helpful simplicity, it made me the most popular student in school.

For some reason, every girl who tried to get close to me, Amel always showed her angry and upset face, like people did not like what I was doing with the girls.

"Eh ... Alex, look at Amel! the person besides being jolly she is also beautiful, you know, many guys in our school who want it. Are you interested in him?" ask my friend Niko.

Niko and I are now seeing Amel laughing happily with his girlfriends, all the students are now walking towards the sports field.

"Some," I replied casually.

"Kok I don't know, later on embat each other just know the taste. I know you are Alex, you have the same heart as Amel but do not dare to express it," Niko said to me.

"That's Niko, I do have the same feeling as non-Amel. But look at my status like the earth and the sky. Even if he loves me too, it must be a miracle, but for me it would be impossible to happen because non-Amel parents have given me a warning to stay away," I said full of explanation.

"Stay with Alex's spirit. Love does not see anything, including status. The most important thing is that you love each other, the road will be wide open to be able to unite your love. I will always support you, so stay upbeat and don't get too discouraged, ok!" niko was supportive.

"Thank you, Niko, for all your support. You are indeed my best friend, but by the way I also do not know about Miss Amel's feelings towards me. Is she the same as me who secretly loves her?" I said with a feeling full of question marks towards the employer.

"Not much thought. I know that Amel likes you too. Lookie! For example, right now, from the moment he always looks back, maybe he was stealing the field to look at you," said Niko told.

Niko was looking at Amel, who felt it was very strange because he was unceasingly looking back only to look at me one, who even though we were all walking in crowds together.

"Idiiiih, say in disbelief. Look and see for yourself!" answer Niko ketus.

I immediately grabbed Niko's shoulder, pretending that I didn't see Amel who had noticed me. All the facts are true, Amel's mouth was talking to his friend but the netra always steal looking at me who is far away walking right behind him.

Today's sports men play Basketball, while the women play Volleyball. The blaring sound of cheerful cheering was done by the female students, who were boisterous trying to encourage my team to win the game.

"Come .. spirit ... Alex ... spirit," the female classmates tried to cheer me up.

"Oper Alex ... fast ... here .. oper," said Iwan.

Both hands are raised up ready to receive the ball pass, where Iwan has become a team to play with me.

"Throw .. here ... Iwan, bhuugh," the sound of the ball has successfully inserted Niko in the basket who has been able to pass from Iwan.

"Yess .. huhuhu," my team cheered, having managed to add points in the game of basketball.

The game was so fierce between our team and the opponent, inevitably made me fall often due to offset opponents who were also strong and shrewd in playing basketball.

"Switch .. akgh," The voice of a woman in pain from falling.

"Non Amel?" pekikku was surprised to see him now sitting down due to falling holding his knee.

"Amel?" The voice of Iwan who was lightning fast ran trying to precede me who tried to come to help.

I was aiming to immediately want to help the employer, but the pace was so slow that it lost quickly to Iwan.

"Aren't you pa-pa?" asked Iwan who immediately wanted to help non-Amel.

"I'm not pa-pa Iwan, iiish .. ssss," The hissing sound of non Amel in pain, as a result of his knee being injured and now it seems to have started bleeding.

"Let me help," bargained Iwan who immediately wanted to help.

"No Wan, thank you for your kindness. I have a bodyguard here who is always on standby and loyal help, so sorry!" reject smooth non Amel.

Instantly Iwan's face grinned directly at me like someone who was not like.

"Alex hurry here, help!" non Amel's voice tried to call me.

Now this position of self is standing right next to Iwan and his employer.

"Cockmark, ALEX!" the employer's screech with his hands was thrust out so that I would help him up immediately.

"But non," I said trying to refuse, because it was not good to the same Iwan who had tried first to help.

"Alex, let's go! Sick nich .. cepetan dong Alex," The voice of spoiled tone full of annoyance non Amel because I did not immediately respond to his orders.

"Yes .. yes non, here I help," I bargained by trying to help him stand up.

"What sich, I don't want to be on his shoulder now," The voice of the command tone at his spoiled and strange request.

"Cieeeh .. cieehhh," the voices of classmates trying to shout at the non-Amel command just now.

"Heeeh .. geez. Not ashamed of what?" my people are ashamed in their hearts.

"Let's Alex, splinter!" His tone told.

As a result of the indulgence of the employer himself, the sense of regret has gone far. If not for the love and orders of the employer, I would have rejected his request.

"Let's Alex, the pain's been unstoppable!" Impatiently non Amel still ruled over me.

With the coercion and shame that now enveloped, I carried immediately non Amel behind my back to take him to the UKS room, so as soon as possible to get treatment and treat his injuries.

It didn't take long we finally came to the treatment room, with ourselves already flooded with sweat due to fatigue to snuggle.

"Eithhh ... Where are you going?" prevent non-Amel speech.

"You call the UKS teacher. Non Amel does not want to be treated?" my many.

"You have treated him" the master commanded.

"But non, ' right .. there are teachers who know better how to treat it," I declined at his request.

"You are now starting to often refute my request, yes ... already gone there! I don't need someone like you who doesn't help," he said ketus with lips began to swallow with his face had turned away unwilling to look at me.

"Hufffff, geez non," I exasperated at Amel's outraged attitude.

"Yes here, let me treat it," I said by directly sitting under it, opening a little sweatpants to be raised up, so that the wound looks to help apply the medicine.

The mouth tries to blow the wound so that the employer does not feel sore when the medicine has been applied. Strangely now, even though the wound has been successfully treated the employer still keep looking away from seeing my face. But my eyes could not be separated to keep staring at him, where there was a small hidden smile painted on his sweet lips, the possibility of the employer trying to hide the smile so that I did not know it, the anger may still be enveloping him

"Udah is sorted non, treat the wound. So don't be angry again, yeah!" I said, standing up, holding out my hand, trying to help her stand up straight.

"Who is angry with you? Now all I have is annoyed and hate you," said non Amel who immediately waltzed away to immediately disappear from my sight.

"Geez, where exactly was my fault? Being helped wrong, not being helped is getting wrong" I murmured in my heart.

I don't know what's wrong with my actions right now. Hands scratching hair over the head due to tangent.always make me happy in the name of love.