Love Stifled By Destiny's

Ten Years Later. SEOSAN 2'S

It has been years ...

The face of the person I missed is gone.

This loneliness continues to loom

This silence is so haunting.

No more sound

No more touching.

Memories are so sweet

Until it falls, try to stand strong.

Toughness always teaches

Will trust about him.

The evidence of this love is always there

Without a second it will disappear.

You can only embrace the shadows

Want to drive but can't.

His face is always drawn.

Keep on maintaining the integrity of this love.

I have been searching for a husband for years. He went somewhere without any more news. Ten years ago it was like the sky had collapsed on the body, when I could not believe that all this misfortune had happened to my family.

Alex I can't find anymore. Even though I have traveled to the land of people, but his name still can not be found. This longing continues to be present without being able to hold back, in moments of tears that continue to come out when remembering him.

As a result there is no news of the mother's husband becoming sickly, probably due to his son can not return to the cling. Although disappointed to live all this, I tried hard for the sake of my beautiful son Kayla and Mother. If I fall, who will take care of them.

This bitter taste I always hold and I soak deeply. The struggle of life must go on. The treasure runs out to find the existence of the husband, but the obtained continues to be disappointment.

Kayla was fortunate to understand this sad heart. Now he is old and has grown up to fifteen years old, which is still in school 1st grade High School. Her sweet and pretty face always makes a solace. What a gift God gave happiness, which is unparalleled through my daughter.

The job is now only as a maid. Treasure was not left any more. Fortunately, the master was friendly and always kind. Salary is sometimes not the time to come out, but they always give if I want to ask first. When we fell, there were still good people who understood our situation.

Education is very important, so the child has been I schooled in the best quality, so that later it can change the fate of us who have now fallen below.

Despite being at the lowest point, still the spirit of living this life because there are still many people who suffer more than us. Staying grateful for all the favors for what they are is my only strength now.

"Thank God, you're in this house, son."

"Thank God your journey was fine just now on the road," welcome Mother I kissed her back hand with reverence.

Once a week I can visit home, because the distance to work is very far. Instead of being charged, I better collect money for the education of children only.

"Yes, Mom. Thank goodness."

"How are you, Mother?" askaku.

"Mother is good too."

"Oh yeah, where's Kayla?" imbuhku.

"Said was still doing group work with his friends," explained Mother.

"Already, Son."

He who was sitting relaxed in the guest room, I immediately embraced his body tightly. Comfortable feeling when near him makes the heart feel very comfortable.

His hands that felt rough and began to feel wrinkled, had stroked slowly cheeks and flicked the hair that blocked the eyes.

"Kayla wasn't naughty, was she, ma'am. When Amel left for work?" The spoiled attitude continued to occur wanting to continue to embrace him.

"Thank you, fine, son. He's a good boy, smart and always obedient just like his father!" Her soft voice.

Tests, unexpectedly there is a tear now has hit the cheek. Instantly my mannered attitude hugged, straight fix the position to sit properly.

"Mom don't keep crying like this!" I said I've removed the tears that fell from my cheeks.

"Mom knows, Amel. A mother's tears will never stop, when her son does not know where else. Mom really ... misses her so much."

"Yes, Mom. Amel knows this well, but don't get too late in this grief." The face was staring intently there was an expression of deep sadness.

"Come, Son. Did you see her face again before the age closed?" Questions that make me sad too.

"Mother don't say that. Trust and keep praying that we can all be reunited with Alex again. Your prayer means so much that we may unite, so do not despair that we may all be met immediately." so strong a word, but the heart so shouts to vent all sorrow.

"Amin, Son." Mother becomes more and more so in the lull of crying.

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His tears seemed as if there would be no end to be offered to his son. That's how I look tough and tireless. A mother's heart will surely be more tormented and injured if the beloved child has been lost.

The silence of the days is heavy in the pain of the soul. I never thought this would happen at all. There is no place that leans more comfortably at the moment except the mother-in-law.

Because of his condition that did not improve, now I am ready to immediately rest in his room. Tired body and soul, now makes me also lie down to rest in the room.

"Ooh, rain. What am I supposed to do now? All so suddenly unexpectedly. Can I hug her again? Would I be able to hold her hand like I could touch your water droplets?" The hand keeps showing the rain that wants to fall touching the earth.

This longing kept wondering, from behind the slightly open window. With a sitting position in the chair, the head has been rolled helplessly in the window guardrail.

"My world has been destroyed no longer by my side, Alex. Where are you now?

Don't you miss us?."

"It's been ten years that we haven't met, have you really forgotten us? Why can't you take a glance at all to find out what we've been doing wrong to you, so that it leaves us without a trace" the pill kept wondering.

We haven't had the chance to climb our happiness together much longer, but our smiles are gone now. Do I have to lose forever? You can only pray to God to end all this.

Hope is so lost, when the state of the heart is fragile. The suffering I experienced, always tried to strengthen my heart to accept the situation. Because I loved him too deeply, so unwilling to accept this ordeal.

Moments of time just keep rolling.

Likes and sorrows have now disappeared for a moment.

The heart feels so tired, when in anxiety there are always tears that accompany.

All I offer is for him, but why can't I see him again?.

The love in this soul is special only to him.

Forgive me if this heart is always imperfect loving you

But in my chest I wish only you were always there.