Love Stifled By Destiny's

A painful farewell

The work that helped my mother clean the employer's house is now done. The body seemed to feel very weak, so I was forced to go into the room.

Dusk greets when his face can no longer be seen in front of the eyes.

What distance is created between us, will not dampen my feelings to continue to love him.

Even though the reality is not very well understood, what is the meaning of true love, in order to remain forever?.

Whether regret or my love is not over, there is a wound that scratches the chest cavity.

Pain but not bleeding is when love is so hot but must be able to stay away from it.

There are no beautiful words other than longing when a distant love has been present greeting, without any more he in plain sight.

The body wants to break up. A body that is so tired has made an increase in laziness due to many events that lately are so draining of mind and energy. The eyes are reluctant to feel immediately closed. The mind is now in a frenzy, having thought of the heart beyond the city there. The body has gone back and forth to the right and left looking for the most comfortable place so that the eyes immediately closed, but it feels useless. The mind is now stressed enough to think about the path of love so how can I still have it? We haven't had a month, but the reality is so bitter because of a situation that requires us to separate.

"Aakgh .. can I stay away from Amel forever?" my heart murmured in regret.

******

It's been a few hours that my eyes have continued to see the screen of the device that has not rang for a long time. The anxiety that never got the news was enough to haunt me with anxiety.

"What's up Alex? You seem to be very nervous? I noticed from just now, your vision is continuously only on the screen only? tanya Iwan was accompanied by Niko where we were in class.

"There's no pa-pa, Iwan!" my answer.

"Definitely waiting for Amel's news, hayoh ... hayoh what?" niko's voice tease.

"Of course, emm .. it is, it is!" I said shyly not knowing.

"Why did Amel suddenly change schools so suddenly, anyway? You guys are having a problem, aren't you?" ask Iwan curiously.

"Heeeh, I don't know Iwan."

"Actually we have a little problem, because both parents already know that we have been made, namely as a couple!" answer me in lethargy.

"Oo .. ooh, is that it?" iwan's voice with a face-to-face mimic like he doesn't like my answer.

"Lha, what about your relationship with Amel?" ask Niko.

"It is still so," I replied weakly.

"You're patient, Alex. I'm sure your relationship will be fine" Niko said.

"Still Niko," I replied resignedly, with eyes glancing at Iwan who was just listening to our chat.

In class the mind is already chaotic just waiting for a news from him. Several times the teacher called me to answer their questions, but none of them could be answered. Friends and teachers have felt and looked at me quite strange, because all this time I was so easy to answer about school lessons because I was the smartest student in school, indeed, but this time quite another can not answer.

Sometimes love someone, not necessarily from beauty or wealth.

But from the same heart already love each other and comfort between lovers, as happens to me now that is so comfortable moments together.

Although the distance has separated us from the towering city and the river that stretches out in length, it does not discourage our story to keep loving each other.

He so melted my heart by arousing his love stored in the heart, so that this self was lulled into that love, where the stronger the sense that does not want to lose it.

Said he really made me fall asleep in archery romance.

He is like the poison of love as a murderer of sorrow, but can cultivate love.

Its charm is enough to shake the body and conquer all in the name of love.

Tin ... tin... tin, the sound of the car horn was like calling out to me, when I came out of the school gate who had wanted to go home immediately.

"Heeem, who's in the middle of a cab to call me?" a heart that wonders.

"lex ... Alex, here?" call him to wave my hand so I can come to him.

"Non Amel?" my surprise is now seeing Amel in school.

Sugera bike I led quickly, to immediately approach the lover of the heart that has been calling.

"Non Amel? How you-how? Why are you here?" manya curious.

"Yes, to meet you? Is there anything important besides wanting to meet you?" answer lightly.

"Heeeh, yes .. yes!" I answered by scratching the head that does not itch.

"Help first, why? Bayarin taxinya first, yes. He .. he .. he, I have no money. Know for yourself, right! If mama now limits everything including my finances," said Amel shyly.

"Should this? It really isn't this?" my voice is a bit doubtful.

"Yes, Alex. Cepetan why! The taxpayers waited a long time to get paid, nih!" amel replied impatiently.

"Yes .. yes. Wait a minute, I'll get the money, "I answered looking for a wallet, then immediately gave the money to Amel

"Hurry up and pay!" ask me to give you money.

"Thank you, Alex."

"Yes." Yeah."

"This is the money!" amel said to give money to the driver.

"Thank you, sir!" amel.

Taxipun has been getting out of sight for a long time, and now Amel turned his body to face me who was holding a bicycle.

"We'll just sit there, won't we?" tawarku showed me the front of the school that already had a small garden with empty benches.

"Siip."

We both walked together, with slow steps towards the place in question.

"Non Amel, why are you here? Is it allowed to be the same madam?" manya curious.

"Yes no. How dare I ask his permission, while the punishment still applies to stay away from you. I'm in action in a hazy way!" amel's explanation to me.

"Snow? Wow ... wow, the guts of the big non Amel also turned out!" godaku.

"For the love of what is not!."

"Heem, I believe."

"Oh yeah. Non-Amel has eaten 'haven't you?" tanyaku.

"Then eat the bag!."

"if drinking? If it's thirsty, let me go buy it for a second," I said.

"Eeh .. eeeh, I'm not thirsty!."

"Then do you have a snack or a snack?" tawalku.

"Oh my goodness, Alex. I'm not here to eat or drink, but I want to see you because I miss it. Don't you feel missed, to me?" ask her with a voice of indulgence that began to appear.

"Clearly kangenlah. He .. he .. he, end I pity the same non Amel who has come all the way here, fear laper or thirsty so! It's true not to be thirsty and hungry, is it?" I worry again.

"real Alex. Talking about the others, why? I miss this very much you. Who would like to have a little chat with you!" the reason.

"Well .. wow, I'm such an important person in your heart, that I'm willing to come all the way from the city across, just to see me," my god again.

"Buehh ... Alex. Don't be shy about me, why? But ... but, in fact, it is so!" the answer is doubtful but true.

"Why be ashamed of your own boyfriend too!" I said by touching his nose which was a little sharp.

"He .. he .. he, yes shame 'lah, because I'm the girl who nyamperin first man!" answers cengegesannya.

"Heeem."

"How are you doing now, Alex?" ask him again.

"Alhamdulillah I am good."

"If not Amel himself?."

"Nice as well."

"Non, how dare you come here? Are you afraid of being caught with your mistress?" my many.

"No Alex! Mama's out of town to accompany the business, so I have time to see you" he replied.

"Well, that means we can be free," my god, by shaking his lips to kiss.

"Ciiiih, you're crazy! Not ashamed of what? If later seen by school friends who are watching us, how?" he said he didn't like it.

It is true in fact, that when our friends on their way home from school were watching us with their strange gazes.

"Ahh .. just let them. They must be envious to see us making out," I replied casually.

"Bermesraan? Who?" plainly question.

"We're 'lah! Is it okay to have fun with your own boyfriend?" my word.

"Just like this? Your dream time!" he said with his hands pinched my stomach.

"Aww... aaaa," my pretenses hurt.

"That's lebay. Nyubit is not strong, but in pain," he replied ketus.

"He ... he .. he, the end of the gemes see the behavior of non Amel," I said.

"Heeh, oh yeah Alex. Next time there's an opportunity like this, we can meet again can't we?" ask him again.

"May, as long as it's not found out just like the mistress," I said with a smile.

"Hopefully not be found out. Thank you Alex, because you are still faithfully waiting and continue to love me even though we are in this state of LDR'an," he said slowly with a stream of tears began to wet the cheeks.

"Either. If non Amel sincerely and sincerely loves me, I will reciprocate the multiple non love to me. So do not worry about this love, because it will forever be irreplaceable by anyone and will continue to be yours" I said as I hugged him.

"Thank you, Alex."

"Yes," I lightly stroked her hair.

"Tin .. tin .. tiiiiiiiiiin. Wooyy, if dating elsewhere can't you? Jaangan in front of the school," Iwan's blaring voice had mocked us.

"Uupssss. He ... he .. he," my smile seemed to be caught hugging Amel.

"It's a habit of slacking off!" yell answered.