Love Stifled By Destiny's

Longs

The longing to see the people I love, feels unstoppable. With the help of my friend Niko, I asked for help to invite her to see Amel and mom right away.

"Thank you, Niko. For the help of you who have always helped me," I said unkindly.

"Either. We are friends who should have to help each other if there is trouble" said adult Niko.

"Emm, that's right."

Without a fight, Niko easily agreed to my request. He immediately contacted Amel first, to ask for his home address on the grounds he wanted to stay in touch. During an accidental meeting yesterday, fortunately Niko deftly who already had a brilliant idea he asked for the number of Amel's device, Amel, so now it is easy to find traces of those who had lost no news as swallowed by the earth.

"Niko, you're alone visiting their house. I don't think I'm ready to face them yet" I said with sadness.

"But Alex, don't you miss them and want to meet up soon?" ask Niko for pity.

"I miss them but I really haven't been able to meet, when my face is like this" Our serious chat was on the bus.

"Alright Alex if that's what you want. I will remain faithful to always accompany you, even if you do not want to meet them now" he said with a smile.

"Thank you for understanding."

Not so long after a nearly 30-minute ride on the bus, we now walk to pass the ride on the transport. It does not take a moment, in struggling to find the intended address. After riding the angkot, we finally had to walk down a small alley, which continued to walk straight ahead to extend, until we stopped walking at the end of the alley, which was just a little way, there is a boarding house whose house is stuck between one house with another house.

"Astagfirullah, is this really where they live?" a surprised heart.

How miserable my eyes saw the small boarding house occupied by Amel and my mother, so it did not feel the tears were now dripping, which seemed so trappy to see their situation when it felt so sad for me now. Now we both just stand glued to see the state of the rental house.

"Kue ... cake ... fried .. fried food." The voices of mothers were shouting peddling her merchandise.

"Cake or fritters, mas! The mother bargained, as we were standing right in the yard of someone's house, who was watching the cost of mother and Amel.

"Mother Alex? Is aunt Alex's mother?" niko was shocked.

"You? Aren't you this-?" tanya bertahan mother back, who tangent like know Niko but forgot.

"This is Niko, buk. Amel and Alex were both in high school" Niko explained.

"Oh, yes .. yes, sorry I forgot. Emm, by the way you know the address, mom?" she asked.

"Amel who told us when we met accidentally. My friend and I came here very eager to visit, with the intention and purpose of wanting to meet Amel," Niko reasoned.

"Ooh, that's how it looks."

"Alhamdulillah, it turns out you're okay, ma'am. Even though your life's fate has changed, you are still given health to live this hard life. I missed you, mom. Are you the same as me?" ask your heart when you look at the tightness of the face of your dear biological mother.

"Oh yes, ma'am. Is the amel at home?" ask Niko to pretend.

"Mom doesn't know. Whether he is now home or not, because at this hour he is usually in college. But it looks like we'll be home soon. You guys stop by the house first, come on!" bargain him.

"Eh, well .. well, buk. Thank you," said Niko nodding in agreement.

I just silently heard their conversation, not a single word wanted to come out of my mouth immediately.

"Bibik, the selling days are like this 'are they?" ask Niko.

"Yes, these are the days of the mother's work, to live with Amel. Heeh, but unfortunately today aunty has been twirling sales, but only a little. Tired of being aunty, bring this much more merchandise to take home!" he said he was weak.

"What if Niko was the one who bought all the aunt's merchandise?" say Niko proposal.

"No, Niko. You just eat, let's just say this is alms for aunt to you," he said kindly.

"But, bik. This is trading, it definitely takes a lot of capital to rotate sales again," said Niko.

"Alhamdulillah Niko. Today even though trading is still a lot, the sustenance for selling capital is still there and enough," he explained.

"Alhamdulillah then, really yes this bik for Niko, very good end," said Niko smiled kindly while busy chewing fried food.

"Yes. Niko."

Niko kept on asking my mother, which was when we were walking together to get to her boarding house.

"Your friend just kept quiet from earlier, what's his name? Must be Alex and Amel's friends too?" ask him he feels strange.

"Eeeh .. heeh," Niko tangent replied, as she looked at the way she was scratching her head.

"Yes, ma'am." I replied quickly.

"You have the flu? How did you wear a mask?" My shock died of fleas when he asked.

"Yes, bik. Uhuk ... uhuk," spontaneously my voice pretending to cough.

"Ooh, hopefully get well soon," he said.

"Thank you for your prayers."

"Maybe they have to sleep?" hearts that do not believe in their condition.

My face could not be seen pity, as he repeatedly wiped the sweat due to the heat of exhaustion from fried sales.

"Let's go in" said the mother.

"Yes, thank you," we answered compactly.

The two of us just sat in a chair that was worn out but still strong wood.

"Auntie stay a while back, yeah!" His permission.

"Yes, bik!" answer Niko.

Netraku and Niko continue to surf to see the condition of this house that looks terrible boarding house.

"Assalammualaikum," the voice of greeting a woman entered the house.

"Walaikumsalam," we answered in unison.

I was so shocked and immediately stood up, when the voice that came turned out to be Amel. My body began to retreat as if it wanted to fall, as a result of this shock. Now I set foot quickly want to get out of the house, that is, to avoid it.

"Eeh .. eeh, wait!" stop Amel from trying to talk to me.

I was so surprised, suddenly accidentally slammed Amel's hand checks trying to prevent me. But instead he turned around in shock at my actions, which reflexively put away his hand.

"Sorry .. sorry," only that can come out of my mouth now.

I did not immediately answer Amel's words, because my desire to avoid it must be done immediately to get out of this boarding house.

"Hey you? Wait ... wait for you, hey!" call Amel once more, as I keep walking to get away.

"You're a weird friend, Niko?" amel bangtung said which was still heard by my ears.

The fear and groggy when dealing with Amel, makes this feeling like a person who is in acute fear at a time like seeing a ghost. I, who had avoided it, had now tried to peek behind the mango tree in front of the yard of their neighbor's house.

"Ah, I miss you so much Amel. It felt like wanting to embrace and hold you straight away," Heart spoke sadly.

The insecurities over my horrible face made me even more traumatized by the fear of those closest to me. Not so sure whether these actions are right or wrong, the most important thing now is not to look deeper to meet them first.

I waited a long time for Niko, but it didn't show up as well.

"For a long time, this Niko. What the hell is he talking about, until long time really out?" I was upset by the wait.

It had been half an hour longer that I was standing by, only able to watch from a distance.

Finally the long-awaited arrived too, when it was seen in front there Amel and mother, drove Niko to say goodbye home.

"Whether if Niko was me, would they be able to wave their hands with such an affectionate smile as they currently do" asked the envious heart.

Now Niko ran over to me who was sitting relaxed under a tree.

"It's been inside for a long time?" I approached Niko who was walking towards me.

"It's customary, long time no see so much talked about earlier," he said relaxed.

"Who are they asking who am I?" manya curious.

"There was. Amel is very curious about you, but I answered only schoolmates in one job," explained Niko gave an answer.

"Is there anything else? You mean the other questions? To make him more curious?" Imbuh.

"No more, that's all. Just last time I met you directly play escape. Why ngak nanya with her own child," ketus Niko pitched sewot.

"Deeked. It's been explained many times, I'm 'not ready to face it yet, '" I grumbled.

"Hmmm .. heeem," replied Niko.

"Oh yeah. If we finish the project work now, later we will get another new project, but we have to hurry to return to Jakarta," Niko said.

"Wah .. wow, I haven't seen my mom in a long time and Amel has been playing apart. Aaah, it really sucks this situation," I grumbled unhappily.

"Patience, Alex. I'm sure you can get through all this. Your suffering will be replaced by happiness. I'll someday be able to get together with your mother again, who is no exception to your beloved Amel, "The style of speech Niko advised.

"Iiihh, I'm starting to get the lecture. Yes .. yes, thank you," Kujitak Niko's head.

"Awww, Alex's sick!" his weakness.

We finally came home with a cheerful laugh accompanied by happy chuckles, by telling funny things while still in school first.