Love Stifled By Destiny's

Buddy

"When will I meet my mother? Is this the right time for me to leave Ahmad's house? Yes, I must leave immediately," a bewildered heart that wants to leave.

"Hopefully mother and Amel will not forget the same as me, even though the face has been damaged like this" added my mummy.

My longing for Mom and Amel was so burning I wanted to meet her, I made a plan so mature, I really wanted to see them next week. For my gratitude to Ahmad's family, I do not forget to say to those who have been painstakingly caring for me until healed.

"Sir Ahmad?" call me.

"Yes, Alex," He said.

"I want to go home next week, I think I miss my mother, I want to see her quickly. I say many thanks for the kindness of Mr. Ahmad and his family, who have been willing to put me here until my wounds have healed," I said unwell.

"Everything Alex. Don't feel that way, we really take care of you. If you've met your mother, never forget us!" said Mr. Ahmad by patting my shoulders smooth.

"Okay sir, that's for sure. The service of my family is very great to me, where maybe I will just forget everything," added my words.

"Thank you, Alex. You are a good-natured child, "praise Ahmad.

I was so unkind that I could give nothing to their families, other than a thank you.

Because of my broken face, the children who often play with Budi, when they meet me the attitude has begun to move away maybe there is still a sense of fear.

People are now giving me a new name with the nickname ghost monster. Let everyone who will cross paths with this self so as not to be afraid, my face always try to wear a mask cover. Mr. Ahmad's house, which is usually crowded by children, is now starting to be quiet because of their fear of me, so it is better that I should leave immediately so that they can all enliven Mr. Ahmad's house again.

Now the family of Mr. Ahmad and myself are relaxing chatting in front of his house, looking around his yard full of grass covered by trees and beautiful fruit, with a view, with fresh green leaves that can add to cool our eyes.

This month is fruit season, so like guava, mango, rambutan, and others are bearing fruit. All of these plants have been planted by Mr. Ahmad's own hands. Sometimes a lot of children in a crowd climb it to take the fruit and Mr. Ahmad just let them take it for granted, without any thought to sell it, he said, he said he was for charity only that important children and neighbors to feel happy.

Tiin .. tin, the sound of a pick-up car honking, which had stopped parked in front of Mr. Ahmad's yard.

"Assalamualaikum" said the mothers who had gotten out of the car.

"Walaikumsalam," we answered compactly.

"How are you now mbak yu!" said bu Asih, who immediately approached him trying to immediately shake his hand.

"Thank you" replied the mothers.

"Is that really my friend Niko? Aah, I think it's really him," I said in a happy heart.

Bhugh, the sound of a car door slamming hard to close it. How shocked this is, when the person who just came down was my good friend at school, Niko. Without further ado I ran straight to hug her, yet so strange and different from her, she was so shocked when I hugged her, that everyone else was no exception. They were so flabbergasted and shocked, for the act I had just done.

"Nuva ... Niko?" I said gently hugging him.

"Eits ... Eitss, let me go first. Whoareyou? Just hugging!" he felt annoyed.

"Oh sorry .. sorry. It's me, Alex! Your friend from high school yesterday," I'm obviously excited.

"lex? no. No, this is not possible. You must be lying, there's no way you're Alex. But---? Your voice and know where Alex is my friend from? Just a moment ... a minute, eeem ... are you really, real Alex?" ask in the confusion.

Only a small nod can I give, to his question.

"Are you, Alex?" ask him again who still does not believe.

"Well, where is it possible. He is dead and I have accompanied him to his final resting place. I really can't believe you're Alex. None of this is possible, no. .. no!" he just kept not believing.

"A funeral? What do you mean?" my words are now replaced bangtung.

"What are you really saying, Niko? A funeral? What does that mean?" ask Ahmad who was also surprised.

"Certain uncle. I myself saw with my own eyes that Alex was dead and buried yesterday" he replied firmly.

"Later ... later, we continue to talk for a while. Now you go in the house and sit down. It is not good if we tell stories while standing," said Mr. Ahmad broke our confusion.

We finally followed and sat down. Mr. Ahmad now tells me all the events that have happened to me and why until now still hitchhiking in his house. It seemed that the facial expressions of Niko and her mother were so shocked and still in disbelief. So bad I couldn't believe Niko's explanation. So all this time everyone and my family have now thought that I was dead instead of sick. My heart was in shock, saddened, who had received the news that I was presumed dead by everyone. It's worth the family no rumors asking about my latest news.

"Alex?" call Niko who came to me sitting daydreaming under the mango tree.

"Thank you!" he answered when we both sat in bamboo.

"I'm sorry for the words that you said before, which you don't trust" said Niko grieving with her head down.

"It's okay, Niko. I getcha!" relaxed said.

"Oh yeah, how are you doing now?" ask Niko curiously.

"Alhamdulillah, I'm fine now," He said back to me.

"I'm watching your face from earlier wearing a mask? Do you have the flu or any other illness, so you're afraid you might catch it?" Strange feeling Niko asked.

"No Niko, I'm not sick with the flu or any other illness, but my face is now being damaged by the kidnapping" I explained.

"damaged? Meanin?" Surprised asked.

"Yes, broken!" answer's short.

"I'll show you and open it, but promise not to be afraid of me when I see it" I warned.

"All right."

With a heavy feeling, I tried to open my face to immediately show Niko.

"Astagfirullah haladzhim," Niko's surprise.

Niko immediately hugged me tightly, not forgetting that she had now tucked away the lights of her tears.

"I'm sorry, Alex is my friend! Really, I didn't mean to offend you. How unfortunate your fate is now, my friend," he said bitterly crying.

"It's .. already, I don't pa-pa. All this has happened by the will of God, so you do not bother to grieve so, because I have sincerely accepted all this," I said calmly by patting the shoulder.

"Yes, patient you are Alex."

"Oh .. Yes, how are mom and Amel? Are they okay now, after all this time I've been dead?" I asked as Niko's cries began to subside.

"They .. they!" niko's voice could not explain.

"Jawablah Niko, why are they? Is their news all right now!" Force speaking.

"I'm sorry, Alex. If this news does not hurt you and if it will make you sad. They are no longer in town!" Answer explanation.

"What's? You mean what?" askaku in the mountains.

"After your funeral, Amel's parents had an accident and they died. For some reason, after the arrival of her new family, your mother and Amel have moved to another city" he explained.

"Died? New family?" My words are shocked.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Why could they be? Strangely true," I said inquiring again with astonishment.

"I don't know either."

"Heeeh, it turns out how unfortunate it is also the fate of mother and Amel," I grieve.

"Prophe Alex! hopefully one day, you will be reunited by the fate that God has set, which is about your family and love!" giving Niko spirit to me.

"Thank you, Niko. You've always been there for me as a friend."

"Together, Alex."

"O Allah, protect my loved ones who do not know where they are? I miss them so much, so meet us soon, in order to be as happy together as yesterday" I do in my heart.

I can't think clearly anymore, what I'm going to do next about my life, when there's no Amel and no mother by my side. My beloved and mother are gone, who do not know where they are now.now the heart is so tangled, sad, riled, and confused where I should find them. Even though they have disappeared without a trace, this self will not blush for the sake of being able to meet them again, because they are the breath of my life that I have always loved and loved, dear, without them my life would really mean nothing more.