Love Stifled By Destiny's

Upset at your own friend

Dislike is often right enveloped in this self, due to Amel whose attitude is always close and always put forward my good friend Alex. But I never explicitly, ever showed my dislike for them. Only in silence can I keep it, that is, a jealousy that has been piled up by restrained anger.

"Iwan, how are you and the old man now, are they okay?" ask Amel's parents.

"They're grateful to be all right and all right om, auntie!" answer them.

"Where was Amel at school? Just say the same aunt that Amel there is naughty and ngerepotin you, because you know alone Amel's aunt's son is very spoiled," said mama Amel.

"Eeh .. ngak kok aunty, Amel never ngrepotin Iwan, even the Alex 'tuh who was overwhelmed because often repotted Amel," my honest answer.

"The Wan. Oh .. Yes Iwan, if you can you are more aggressive again to deketin Amel, dong! And if you can keep Alex away from Amel. Aunty really doesn't like it when Alex gets close. Know himself that he is a babu child, not supposed to hang out with auntie children." said mama Amel told try to brainwash me.

"Mama!" papa Amel's cry was like being ignited in anger.

"What sich father, mama just ask for help with Iwan alone," replied ketus mama Amel.

"I'm sorry wife ... Ivan. The mouth of Amel's mother was indeed from a long time ago his love was always flat-cleplos. You don't have to listen to aunty's words, yeah!" reprimand papa Amel to me.

"Oh .. ngak pa-pa kok, om."

"Papa always just belain Alex. Didn't realize that he was just a maid," said Amel's mother who was still trying to insult Alex's status.

"MAMA, you can be quiet! Embarrassed to sound the same to Amel's friends, they came to Amel's birthday to celebrate, instead of listening to your babbling lecture," the voice of Amel's papa tone felt already pious.

"Yes .. yes, pa! I'm sorry," replied Amel's mother.

"I'm sorry, auntie, for the words that just said."

"No pa-pa kok aunt," I answered with a smile.

Heart was hot and chest began to feel tremendous pain, which can now be seen by me Amel was laughing cheerfully with Alex now.

Again and again I felt jealous, which seemed to have ignited the flames of dislike. Though all this time before - I've never been too jealous like this of Alex. In fact, I always welcome and try to reconcile them, if there is a misunderstanding that makes Amel angry with Alex, but now really I feel something different, feel unhappy and comfortable about their closeness, maybe because Amel had gone too far to forget and set me aside, which he always thought was only Alex.

Jealousy is a sign of love and affection, so people often say. I've tried several times to avoid and forget my love for Amel, but over time it was something I had a hard time doing. As hard as I try to avoid, this self is always impossible. Although he was more concerned with Alex, behind Amel's indifferent attitude he was always worried about my situation, if I was not beside him, making it too difficult to immediately stay away from him.

I know it's wrong to love Amel, but the person we love first loves someone else.

It turns out that falling in love is so difficult and complicated, and not as easy as imagined, which should be the comfort of the heart between two people who both love each other.

"Bec ... Amel, you are the only woman who is most comfortable to me," my heart murmured, with a cup still staring at their friendly laughter.

Jealousy is one of the feelings that is often accompanied by the emergence of love.

But jealousy and love is sometimes something very simple, but not infrequently equally complicated, if together come to hit each other.

If someone is not wise to react to it, jealousy can be transformed into fire, which can burn yourself.

But sometimes jealousy can also be a dagger, which can actually stab and injure yourself and many people.

The words in jealousy, if you can't help it, might turn into a quarrel, which usually destroys a person's relationship.

Therefore, I do not want to burn the flames of jealousy that is too deep, because it can damage the eternity of our friendship.

For me friendship is the main thing and everything, because they were both best friends, special and most importantly friends when we were kids.

My happiness is quite simple, seeing the people I love happy, I will also feel happy. Although there is jealousy of his happiness, which can only be poured out to others, seeing his happy smile, it is enough for me to feel his happiness.

"Hey bro, what else is going on here? How could I have noticed from earlier?" call Alex to surprise me, where I was sipping a canned drink on the balcony of the school roof, looking at the crowded streets passing by vehicles.

"Eh .. It turns out you're Alex! Again no-what the hell, just look at the scenery," my explanation.

"Tumben you're not the same Amel. Where's she?" I have a little chat with Alex.

Mouth talking with hands was busy throwing canned drinks at him.

"He was busy playing with other friends" Alex replied.

"It turns out to be fun as well so you, Amel can every day stick like a stamp to you, stick it continues like he does not want to be separated," said I who tried to offend Alex.

"You mean?."

"Alah .. don't pretend Alex. You actually like Amel, don't you?" ask me clearly.

"Entahlan Ivan. Our status is very much different adrift will be a big barrier for me to get it" said Alex.

"Wah .. wow, you're self-conscious Alex too. Means my opponent to get Amel will be wide open." I muttered in my heart, without Alex hearing it.

"Status is not a barrier, don't be discouraged it's dong, bro!" I was serious about pretending to support.

Actually in my heart the opposite is speaking, which is wanting Alex not to get Amel's love forever.

"I know it was Iwan. But for me it's pretty impossible to get Amel's love" said Alex's heartbreak.

"Oh yeah, I also feel you have seeds of love for Amira, right?" alex asked, which made me quite wide-eyed, in disbelief at his question.

"Uhuuk .. uhuuuk," My voice choked on the drink.

"He .. he .. he," I laughed out loud, not knowing what to answer.

"Well, I love Amel, but I mean Amel's only love for you, Alex!."

"Either Iwan, dizzy at the thought of that. But for a while I was self-conscious about all my limitations. And I have a message for you too. If one day Amel can't be with me, you are the one I first asked for help to take good care of Amel all your soul and body. And never try to hurt her, love her and treat her well" Alex said with his eyes blankly looking out at the street.

"You're talking weird, right? Like I'm going far away!" strangely asked.

My feelings were agitated, and it was strange that Alex said that there was a message implied only to me.

"There's nothing Iwan, that's just his senses," he said.

"Ohhhh .. ooh," I answered briefly where the heart began to fidget, because of disbelief and still tangent to all of Alex's messages.

"Alright Alex. I will take good care of Amel" I said again, with my mouth still trying to sip a canned drink.

We were both silent for a moment, seeing the view of the highway that turned out to be increasingly crowded. We both stared at the scene below with the busy path of our minds.

That's Alex. His attitude is kind and mature, there are always many people who refuse to love him, including this me. Although he was only the son of a maid, for all his hospitality and kindness made me feel unwilling and not so heartbreaking to break a friendship, just because of a woman alone.

I sometimes wonder about Alex's attitude. He is loving and gentle, kind, and never gives out anger to anyone.

If there is something wrong with me, for doing schoolwork, with a gentle voice full of patience, he always gives way to work and subtly tries to explain. And sometimes Alex doesn't judge me a little bit, for all the stupid schoolwork mistakes can't do alone.

"You are indeed my best friend Alex Prasojo, "heart murmur.