I'm Not a Wingless Angel

YOUR SMILE

POV Author

Sometimes, we have to feel the loss first, then we know the meaning of someone in our lives. Be thankful that those who leave can come back, we just apologize, then fix all the mistakes. But, what happens if the one who leaves will not be able to return? Thousands of endless regrets are what we will face. Millions of times you say love and love, but the person you can't hug and you can't find his smile again, for nothing.

POV Dimas

I woke up with a warm peck on my cheek this morning. Di's smile immediately greeted me as I opened my eyes.

" Banguuunnn."

" Yeah.. Just a little bit more, baby."

" Now. Our obligations as parents are not done yet, you still have to work hard to fulfill those obligations. Let's get up."

I laughed when I heard his words.

" yes.. Ja. Are the kids ready?"

I rubbed my eyes for a while, while Di lay down and put his head on my chest.

" You're up and you're ready - ready."

" Mm-hhhh.. I still want to be with you all day."

He laughed happily at the words I said.

" At least you take the kids to school, then check all your work. I'll wait for you at home."

" Hmmmmhhh... Ok, I take a shower."

I patted Di slowly on the shoulder, asking for space to move up from the bed. He then got up, then kissed slowly and quickly my lips. I raised my eyes to her, shocked at her rapid movements.

" Don't cheat on me, baby."

" No.. I'm not fishing. I encourage you, that our fortune today may be smooth."

" Amijin.."

" Oh yeah, take a shower. Your clothes have been prepared as well. I check the kids first."

Get out of bed and walk out of the room. I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom.

*

I came out of the room and widened my eyes, shocked to see Iza and Azi sitting with Di and Zya in the living room being fed Di.

" What the fuck is this? Why are they all being fed?"

I walked to the dinner table, past my wife and children laughing together at my questions.

" Another comes the promise of all Dim."

Iza and Azi seem to smile while struggling to feed Di. Zya beat up her sisters one by one, not giving them permission to indulge in Di.

" Yes.. Papa caved again.. Breakfast by yourself."

They laughed out loud together.

He immediately got up and walked towards the dining table, after his fried rice plate had run out unceremoniously. Iza and Azi return to the room to pick up their school supplies, while Zya has joined the twins on the back porch.

" I'm sorry yank."

Said Di regretfully, seeing my plate that was originally empty I filled myself.

" No pa pa pa. If for the children, I'm willing to reduce your attention to me. But for anything else, sorry... I don't want to."

He patted my arm slowly while continuing to smile, then sat down with me for breakfast.

" Are you sure you want to stay home?"

ask me while spooning my breakfast into my mouth. He nodded, his smile never gone since last night. I really miss that smile.

" I've always loved your smile, keep it this way."

I said as I spooned the fried rice from my plate and pointed it at Di's mouth. He opened his mouth and accepted my mouth.

I smiled, then spooned the fried rice into my mouth.

" Oh, I'm waiting outside."

Iza and Azi cut our conversation. They both came to Di and endured it. After that, the ritual of saying goodbye increased with a hug and a kiss on Di's cheek. In the happy welcome hugs and kisses of the children.

" Mom wait for us to come home."

Di nodded, the children were afraid of being left behind.

" Azi not directly training? It's Monday."

I turned to Azi, the child's face was immediately nervous.

" Azi wants to stop training."

" Why?"

Me and Di asked simultaneously

" Azi doesn't like training there ma.. Sorry pa."

Azi was afraid to hurt my heart. It was me who registered him to practice football at his training ground all this time.

" Why not like it? Azi should also tell the reason. So papa's not disappointed."

It reminds Azi. I'm sure he wants to know why Azi doesn't like his training ground. Because of us, Azi really likes football. After all, he's the one who asked for football practice. I just picked the training ground and registered it.

" Azi doesn't like it."

" Azi!"

Iza reprimanded Azi who started to raise her tone. Azi quickly - quickly looked down

" I'm sorry ma. pa.. Azi did not like the training ground. Azi never entered the tournament. If elected, it's just a backup. It never even went out into the field."

" Why is that?"

Looking at me for answers, I just put my shoulder around.

" Gini, you go to practice later. Papa will come with mom there see you practice. Papa wants to know, why don't you take down every tournament."

" But Azi still does not want to practice there pa."

Azi insisted on refusing to take part in the exercises.

" yes.. Ja.. We're looking for another training ground. Papa just wants to know why your coach used to."

Azi was silent, Di looked at him pity.

" How is Zi?"

He asked for Azi's approval

" Yes ma."

" Papa promise, we'll find another training ground. Azi has a training recommendation that Azi would not?"

Azi's face instantly changed, her eyes shining at me.

" There's a pa."

" Ok, we'll be there tomorrow. Today, Azi went to practice first to your current training ground. There's no need to tell anyone that my mom and dad are coming. Ok."

" Ok pa."

Azi then ran back to her room,

" Yes already, later in the afternoon we pick up Azi training ya Di."

He nodded in agreement.