I'm Not a Wingless Angel

NOT THE FIRST

POV Author

Circulating his gaze as soon as the car crawled slowly onto a small road, it seemed like he had once passed this road, but he had forgotten when. Headache strikes suddenly, such as the skin of the hand bitten by ants or in the pinch very long. He held his head with one hand and squinted his eyes. Dimas refrained from approaching Di. His hand was clasping tightly to the handle on the door.

" What are you doing?"

Dimas pressed his voice, hiding the worry. He just answered through the head. Dimas was silent, but his eyes could not be separated from Di who was holding back the pain beside him.

" Are you sure you're not pa pa?"

" Just a little dizzy sir."

Hiding the pain in his head.

" You just put your head down for a minute."

Dimas began not to bear to see the situation Di

" No, sir, we're close anyway."

Dimas widened his eyes, surprised by Di's words. " Have you started to remember Di?" Dimas hoped - please worry in heart.

" You're right, it's close."

Dimas was still staring at Di expectantly, while Dimas' words made Di's head even more painful. Dimas quickly catches Di's staggered body, Di's body falling in Dimas' arms. She opened her eyes, smiled and kept silent while closing her eyes.

" Day!!" Wake up Di, I beg you!"

The car that Andi was driving stopped suddenly right in front of a rest house. Andi rushed out of her door and opened the door on Di's side. Next Dimas and Di lifted the body Inside into the room. Uni Rahmi who saw the situation Di panicked, but swiftly he helped open the door to the room to pass Dimas, Andi and Di.

" Uni, get the doctor, hurry!"

Andi and Uni Rahmi immediately move out of the room, leaving Dimas and Di both. Dimas gently stroked Di's head, his tears flowing, Dimas felt very sad to see the current state of Di.

" Defend my woman, me and my children need your presence dear."

Dimas rubbed the tears that wet his cheeks, then kissed Di's forehead... Longtime.

Shortly after, Andi and Uni Rahmi enter the room with a doctor. Dimas stood up and asked the doctor to check on him. The doctor said, quickly examining Di very carefully.

" How is the mother's medical history sir, is she ill at this time?"

Dimas was silent for a while, staring at Di who was still silent and smiling like he was asleep. Dimas then tells about the disease that is being suffered at this time. The doctor listened to Dimas' story.

" He's gonna be okay, isn't he, Doc?"

The doctor sighed heavily, then looked at Dimas.

" It will happen again if you force yourself to remember something sir, so my advice should not be forced. Let his memory return on its own."

Dimas was still fixated, feeling guilty for having planned this beforehand with mom. Instead of taking care of the business, even though Dimas wants Di to remember their memories in this place.

" You just drink the medicine - routine mother's medicine as soon as he realized later."

Dimas nodded weakly

" Okay sir, excuse me first."

Dimas nodded back and gave a forced smile. Andi and Uni Rahmi who had been waiting in the room, stepped out of the room and drove the doctor back to his house.

Dimas looked back at Di, stroking his hair. His chest felt tight, Dimas lowered his head in a pillow close to Di's ears. The crying broke out there. Dimas really felt guilty, really,

" if I could be patient, you wouldn't feel pain... I'm sorry yank, I'm sorry."

Dimas was still crying, as if he was going to leave him forever.

*

" Dimas will take him home after he regains consciousness."

Dimas immediately called my mother and told her about the incident. He said that if their plan failed, Dimas would not hurt Di in this way. Mama Sandra immediately cried to hear bad news about her daughter-in-law.

" Yes ma, Dimas just doesn't want to be sick for too long. Tomorrow we'll be back home."

Dimas hung up his phone with mom after they finished discussing Di's situation.

" Look at this beach Di, I'm sure you'll smile happily at this sight."

Dimas could only say inwardly, while still staring at the sea and the sky that lay before him.

" Is your work done?"

Dimas was aghast and instantly turned his body. He was standing behind her, out of nowhere.

" Why do you get out of your bed, rest first."

Dimas quickly played his skit back. He just looked down and heard Dimas's tone of voice high enough.

kriuuukkkk

In quickly holding his stomach, Dimas glared as he looked at Di's stomach which was making a sound.

" Are you hungry?"

Dimas lowered his tone, Di nodded.

" Oh yes, eat first. Then get back to rest."

He lifted his head, then smiled.

" Stop that smile Di.. I beg you." said Dimas inwardly, then quickly turned his body and looked out to sea again.

*

The plan of sitting looking at the dark sky and the high seas together tonight was forced to fail. He fell asleep after he finished eating and taking his medicine. Finally, Dimas took Andi with him to sit down and enjoy the night.

" Tomorrow morning we return to Padang ndi."

Andi silently did not respond to Dimas' words, his eyes were fixed on the scene in front of him.

" Why are there so many tests for us?"

Andi turned to Dimas for a moment, then again threw his gaze into the ocean.

" Make your bond stronger Dim. So that you realize that you need each other, who knows you will have a big fight later. You already have answers to the selfish questions that will arise when you quarrel later."

Dimas silently listened

" I don't think I can see it like this."

Andi smiled

" It must be strong, it must be strong. Who else is in charge of strengthening the children if you can't."

Dimas ruffled his hair, feeling Andi's words were right.

" That's your wife. He loves you so much. Even in this state I can see his love for you from the way he looks at you. He's just feeling weird about his own feelings right now."

*

On waking from his sleep, he glanced at the clock on the wall while writhing. His body felt very tired because almost all day he just lay asleep. Then get up and walk out of the room, the living room lights are still brightly lit. He then stepped back, about to see if anyone was still awake at this hour.

As soon as he arrived at the dining room, Di turned his head quickly to the voice of the person who was talking seriously in the backyard.

" That's your wife, she loves you so much. Even in this state, I can still see his love for you from the way he looks at you. He's just feeling weird at his feelings right now."

In closing his mouth, his eyes widened in shock at the sentence that Andi delivered to Dimas.

" What is the meaning of Andi's words?" Ask - ask in your heart