I'm Not a Wingless Angel

I'm Not a Wingless Angel
A WIFE?



*


" Wife?"


Dimas and Andi turned the body together, their eyes glaring at the presence of Di.


" What do you mean?"


He stared intently at the two men who were now standing looking at him.


" Can you please explain?"


He pressed his voice, asking for answers.


Dimas and Andi were silent, then looked at each other. Then, Dimas asks Andi to leave them both. Although somewhat doubtful, Andi did not mind following Dimas' request and stepped away.


" Come here, Di, we're talking."


Di walked closer to Dimas with his eyes still staring sharply. Dimas invited Di to sit on a leisurely bench where he and Andi had sat before. Di refused, his body not moving with eyes still staring at Dimas.


" You want to hear my explanation, don't you, sit down."


Dimas began to ask, He could not resist and followed Dimas's will. Sitting with the body still facing Dimas. Dimas who was struck by fear of Di's condition, feeling confused had to start his explanation from where. Dimas sat opposite Di and sighed heavily, to buy time.


" You hungry Di?"


He frowned, feeling it was not the answer he asked for.


" Please you explain the talk of the master with Mr. Andi, why did you say I am the wife of the master? Is the master playing me?"


Dimas quickly shook his head at Di's questions.


" Don't get me wrong and think anything at all, I'll explain."


Silently, Dimas stared deeply and sharply into Di's eyes. Suddenly Di felt the urge in his heart to hug Dimas, but Di brushed away the feeling quickly.


" You are my wife Di."


Di returned the cynical gaze of Dimas, feeling being played with.


" You may have forgotten this place, but it's been a witness to when our story began."


" No, I never married anyone, except with...."


" Radit Arya, I know."


Dimas cut off Di's conversation, his face turning irritated.


" Radit Arya married you and gave you 2 pieces of love. Iza and Azi, I know."


" Radit Arya played you a prank, trapping Vena, who eventually committed suicide because he couldn't stand the blackmail Radit did."


" Why do you know?"


" Because you're my wife, what don't I know about you Di?"


" I even know where the prominent mole above your belly button is, what do you think?"


Di's face turned red from embarrassment at what Dimas mentioned about his mole.


" I never feel remarried sir, please don't play me."


" I'm not playing you at."


Dimas softened, his heart asking him to be patient, remaining vigilant at his current state.


" We're married, even 2x the wedding. This is where I married you for the first time, after I fell in love with you, this is where it is."


He threw away his gaze from Dimas' gaze, leaving behind the courtyard, the chair and the scene in front of him.


" Zya and the twins are your children Di, the fruit of our love."


Dimas' voice began to tremble, Di returned his gaze to Dimas


" That's why they're always quiet when they're around you, because you're her mother. Why Zya calls you mama, don't you ever ask yourself that Di, Zya is your son."


He suddenly felt a pain in his head, more pain than before. He held his head with both hands, trying to endure the pain.


" Day!"


Dimas approached Di, crouched down in front of Di.


" I'm sorry Di, I'm sorry. Andie!!! Uni!!!"


Andi quickly came to Dimas and Di who was holding back the pain, his face turned pale looking at Di's condition.


" Prepare Ndi's fast car."


Andi immediately ran out of the house, the new uni came, covered his mouth with his hands and cried pityfully at the situation Di. Di's face was so red that he endured the pain, his eyes were closed, his mouth repeatedly calling "pain" and "mama ".


Dimas got up and raised Di's body, uni just followed Dimas' steps while crying.


" Uni, we're going straight home."


Dimas quickly climbed into the car whose door had been opened by Andi. After Dimas was in the car with Di, Andi closed the door and ran towards the steering wheel. Cars quickly raced through the streets at night, leaving uni still crying and wondering what had happened before.


*


Those moving pictures pop up really fast, marriage, making love, kids, all the laughter, the crying, all moving really fast in Di's brain. It caused an unbearable pain in his head. Suddenly he heard the sound of crying twins and Zya who called him "mama", Zya's hand tried to reach him but he was too far away to reach, something like taking Zya away from Di's achievement, Zya's shout became louder.


" Dya!!!"


Darkened


*


Dimas curses himself while crying in the hospital hallway. Andi who could not calm him down, could only stand not far from Dimas in silence. Tears were soaking his cheeks. He felt sad to see the current state of Dimas. Dimas looked very broken and fragile, never had he seen his best friend slumped so deep as now.


Not long after Mama Sandra came and stepped quickly towards Dimas. His face was also soaked in tears


" Maix..."


Mama Sandra immediately dropped her body and hugged Dimas. They cried together, feeling guilty for all the plans they had made.


" Dimas is already diseased in ma... Forgive Dimas ma..."


Mama Sandra shook her head - a quick ring, stroking her child's head


" Patience dear... We have to be strong, son..."


Mama Sandra tried to strengthen, even though she realized that she was not that strong.


Such a sight even adds to Andi's tears. He quickly left the mother and child feeling guilty.


*


Mama Di was standing right beside Di, her eyes had been swollen from crying for too long. Dimas and mama Sandra were standing across from Mama Di. The three of them looked at Di's face in tears, hoping that something good would happen, hoping that what they feared would not happen to Di.


" You're strong Di, you're Dirgana Putri, my very strong little princess. Mama knows you can get through this, baby."


Mama Sandra was even more sad and crying loudly hearing the words strengthening from mama Di, Dimas quickly grabbed her shoulder and joined her tears even without a sound.


*


Dimas opened the curtains that covered the glass door of the room Di, the sunlight quickly entered to greet the entire room,


" Dimm..."


Dimas quickly turned his body, surprised to hear the first word that came out of Di's mouth. Dimas quickly approached Di to confirm what he had heard. Shut up and watch Di's face.


" Call me again, baby." Dimas asked inwardly, while continuing to look. But in just silence, there is no movement what else the call sounds like. 5 minutes. 10 minutes. 30 minutes... In just silence.


Dimas ruffled his hair randomly, he felt his subconscious present a voice called out his name. Dimas moved weakly turning his body, stepping towards the bathroom to wash his face and head.


The door of the new bathroom was closed, as the movement occurred.


" Dimase..."


Di's voice was extremely weak, defeated by the sound of a water faucet that had just been lit from inside the bathroom.