I'm Not a Wingless Angel

MY NEW "Z "

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Fetish

I looked at the tiny baby in my arms in amazement, how not, she was born at 7 months and she was healthy. Although she weighs only 2.5 kg, she is healthy. Azi was eager to carry her from earlier, many times Dimas persuaded her to wait another year or two to be able to carry his sister, still he asked for my permission to carry. Iza is busy taking pictures of her sister, I think it's full of HP memory with the baby's photo.

" Whose name is ma?" Azi asked, Dimas fell silent and looked at me. We have not yet prepared a name for him.

" In.." call Dimas confused, like handing me a name for the baby.

" Hmmm.. There are 1 name that could have thought of anyway, I don't know if you agree." I answered Dimas

" Who?" tanyanya curious

" oine... Zyana Aryan's... Blessings from heaven to the Aryan family."

" Good ma.. Azi agreed."

Dimas and I looked at Azi together and laughed together.

" Zya.. adek Zya..."

Azi immediately called the baby by the name I mentioned earlier, I glanced at Dimas who still admired the baby.

" Dim?" call me slowly, Dimas replied to my glance as if he knew why I called him

" Yes, I agree.. Zyana Aryan."

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Today I am having a family gathering and thanks for the birth of Zya, all my family members and Dimas are here. Mama Sandra was relentless - she constantly kissed Zya, even she did not mind having to hold Zya all day, most occasionally when Zya cried because of thirst or hunger Zya new in my hands.

" Make mama 5 more funny like this yeah Di... Let seruuu...

I shook my head at his request.

" There will be Azi oma, later Azi enliven the house of oma." Azi came to talk, we laughed at her chatter.

" Azi bertar again big, trus kayak Iza's brother, busy... Oma became lonely again." replied mama Sandra smiling. Iza approached mama Sandra and gave her a hug.

" Azi will accompany oma if Azi is big, calm oma" he said as he patted his hand on Sandra's shoulder. Mama Sandra laughed out loud - bawling and scrambling - random her hair.

After the end of the event, we sat together in the living room, Iza, Azi and Zya were already sleeping from exhaustion. Mama Sandra and my mama are planning on sleeping in our house tonight.

" Ok, Dimas... At... Next week, my mom will travel around Indonesia. I want refreshing." Mama Sandra made the announcement. Dimas looked at his mother's face,

" Tumbens... Usually out of the country." Dimas's ejek, without laughing.

" I'm bored, after all, it's hard to find rice." replied mama, we laughed out loud - bahak hear the reason mama's second.

" okay... Ok... How long is the refresh?" ask Dimas smile

" Didn't know... sepapekanya, if not tired yes.add out of the country also like." again - again we laugh, again,

" Besan coming, huh?? Refreshing... Negerin' the brain." Take it to my mom, my mom is surprised and look at me.

" That's a great idea ma... Mama hasn't walked in a long time, has she?" I said I supported Mama Sandra's idea. I noticed the face of my mother who was getting older, immediately feeling compassion for her. Mama is rarely on the streets after the departure of the deceased. Especially after I separated from Radit, it could be said that never. Most - most way to the market, even for shopping for home needs. It's time for him to have fun, I thought.

" Ok. But, don't be late, next week we leave." replied mama Sandra reminded.

I know very well what your mother thinks, "quiet ma, I'll handle everything" I said in my heart.

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In the morning, my mother and I cooked together in the kitchen. Mama Sandra is busy planting flowers in the corner of the backyard accompanied by Azi. Dimas sat on the back porch holding Zya, while Iza had left early in the morning for basketball practice.

" Mommy goes along the road with Mama Sandra, when else would you like to calm yourself?" I said while cutting vegetables, mom just kept quiet responding to my words.

" Sir..."

" Mama heard koq Di... Mama wants to, really wants to, but... " Mama hung up her sentence like she was thinking about something.

" but what ma?" much

" It's not good to bother your mother-in-law... Mama's storage is not much, also around Indonesia." he replied that I can guess.

" Oala maaaa.. That's the problem, though.."

I stopped cutting my vegetables, took out a card from my pocket,

" Don't use your savings for the road this time, mama hold this." I handed one of my CCs to mama, mama looked at my face, then looked at the card in her hand.

" Use the card when you want to buy anything, you can also use it like an ATM, to hold cash" I explained.

" this... It's got Dimas right Di... Well...just as troublesome it becomes Di.." said mama with a sad face.

" A similar permission Dimas koq ma... After all, there are still a few more cards in Di's wallet, which is a card that is rarely used. Mom used to have fun. She wants you to be happy." I said smiling.

Mom hugged me, I saw tears hanging in her eyes,

" Thank you Di... Thank you so much, son." he said to me.

" Who should be thanking my mother, this is nothing compared to the sacrifice of mother for Di and children Di so far. I just want my mom to be happy, that's all." I said as I wiped my tears that had also been spilled.

" You're also a mother, you're going to do the same thing to your children like Mama Di." Mama started letting go of her arms.

" Yes ma. That's for sure, the happiness of mama and children is a priority Di." I replied, mama smiled and caressed my cheeks.

" Di, Zya was thirsty." suddenly Dimas entered the kitchen holding a crying Zya.

" Yes Dim... Here I carry Zya." I said to Dimas and moved Zya to my sling.

" Dimas.thank you..."

Mama showed the card to Dimas, Dimas smiled and nodded slightly.

" It's time for parents to please themselves... Mama was calm." said Dimas later,

We got out of the kitchen, left mom with us. I stepped into my room with Dimas still beside me accompanying me.

" Thank you yank... I really love you." I told him as soon as we were in the room.

" Yes dear.because I love you too, I will do anything for your happiness, so that you will always love me." she replied and kissed me gently.