I'm Not a Wingless Angel

MUAK

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Dimpled

I went back to my mom's house, having spent 4 days with the women and children I loved. Her and her service made me not want to be away from her, but she insisted. He who was mixed, he begged me to take care of his honey. Even threatening to turn off everything that felt to me if I didn't comply. Even though I'm sure that's not possible, considering that he loves me so much, I still agree with what he wants.

" Have you gone home, son?"

My mother welcomed me with a sad face. I nodded slowly.

" How about Di and the kids?"

"They are healthy... Very healthy and sad, what else are the children. Heard that his papa would work out of town a lot and would only come back on Saturday."

Obviously I'm slow, I'm down

" Oh God... May they always be healthy and blessed by God."

Mama wiped her tears fast.

" What did Di say to you?"

I let out a heavy sigh and told her everything Di said to me. Mama's tears flowed again, she probably felt the same way as me. He asked about the strength of heart in the face of all this, also with his decision to yield very much to Siska.

" The boy can always make me fall in love with him, with his age and his past stories, he's able to beat the ego to have you. You never let go of Dimas, until ever."

I looked up, holding back my tears remembering her face and sincerity.

" If you dare to let go, I put you back in my womb. Watch out!"

I laughed at my mother's threat

" Itsaac...."

Huffttt. I threw my eyes out of the house, wiping my tears quickly.

" I miss you, baby... "

He quickly put his hand in my hand, I brushed his hand away.

" Dimaaasss... The junior dimas is sad..."

cuih.

" I'll go to the room first ma... I'm tired."

I turned around and took a quick step towards my room, ignoring the cry of the demonic woman who called my name.

**

" Ratiha!!! It's Daaaaa!!! Aldo!!!"

My screams screeched all over the house. The three housekeepers I called out by name, immediately came over with frightened faces. Mama, Siska and Andi followed behind.

" Who moved the toiletries and all of Di's clothes from my room?"

hushed...

" Answer!"

The six people standing in front of me surged in shock.

" Miss Siska gave the master's order... I'm sorry sir..."

Train to cry in fear

Mama quickly looked at Siska, Andi lowered her head and shook her head after patting her forehead for a while.

" Did he pay you all this time?"

Ratih shook his head quickly.

" Miss Siska said she'd fire me if I didn't comply."

Ratih's cries are getting louder.

If I didn't remember my housekeeper this one was a 4-child widow, I would have fired her immediately.

" Now, you three... Return all items to their original place. Throw out all the things that don't belong to Di from my room, I'll give you 30 minutes. If not, get out of the house right now."

They nodded, still afraid

" Now!"

Three of my house assistants ran to my room and began to work on my orders.

" Oh. wait..wait, wait for Ratih..."

" Stop..."

Siska tried to hold them back, but no one listened... Everyone ignored Siska.

I roughly pulled Siska's hand and took her away from my room. Mama and Andi are still following us.

Mama persuaded me, but I ignored her

I let go of my pull and stared intently at Siska. Mama stood between me and Siska, keeping watch if I could not control my emotions. Andi was standing behind me doing the same thing with mama.

" You."

I pointed at his disgusting face

" You have no right to rule anything in this house."

" But I'm your wife!"

Siska fought me and stood defiantly with a glare

" I don't care!!"

I screamed with all my might, evaporating my emotions. Mama and Andi were shocked again

" Never touch or even move things in my room, not even a speck of dust."

" I'm pregnant with your son Dimas, I need you next to me, I want us to sleep in the room from tonight."

" I don't want to and I don't care."

" You're evil Dimas... You're really mean."

" Indeed... I am evil. Leaving the woman I love to accompany a pregnant woman is not what I do. Letting her take care of my children for a crazy woman like you. Less evil what else am I Sis?"

" I want you to treat me the same as Di, be fair to Dim."

Siska started crying

" So fair you said Sis? Are you sure you're asking for justice?"

I glared at him.

" You've spent billions on making yourself happy while Di raised 3 of my children with numbers far from you, you say fair?"

Mama glared at my words, then stared angrily at Siska.

" It was you who kept me from meeting Di and my children, while Di asked even to beg me to look after you as soon as he heard you were pregnant, you said fair!!"

" Which justice do you demand Siska? You've ruined my happiness, you've taken all the attention just for you, while there, a woman sincerely gives up her rights."

" You want me to take care of you, OK, I'll do it at Di's request. You're asking for all my attention, OK. That too was what he asked for. But sorry... In only asking 1 thing from me and for sure I will give it, he asked me not to share my love for him."

" If you still want to be in this house, get my attention and care, I beg you... Don't disturb my love. Otherwise, please get out of this house and settle your own debts - your father's debts."

Siska looked at me with enlarged eyes, mama was surprised again, looking at me and Siska alternately.

" You think I'll just shut up Sis? I already know everything. In a moment, I will also know who the baby's father is in your stomach and throw you away from my world."

I immediately passed away leaving Siska, who now had to be ready to accept the mama's attack, back to my neat room back to how it was.

The three housekeepers were still standing in front of my door, looking down and frightened. Sweat had washed their clothes.

" Let him tidy up his own things. Cover your ears from his call, I do not give him the right to rule you. Tell the others too, get back to work."

They walked away leaving me. I quickly closed the door of my room and lay weary there.

***

It's been 3 months, living an unusual life that's been exhausting for me. Two nights is not enough for me to let go of longing with children, what else Di. The bigger Zya demands more attention. In fact, not infrequently, I just play with children and immediately fall asleep because of the delay in waiting for Di to take care of Zya. Huff... For 3 weeks I have not felt the touch, even my passion is like dying from being too tired. Siska who like to get wind from Di always asked for this, with the reason of cravings. Not to mention having to pretend to be friendly in front of doctors and nurses every time she delivers a pregnancy check.

Today was very tiring for me, after a day around to check the condition of some shops, I had to accompany Siska pregnancy check as well. I quickly let go of her circular hand on my hand as soon as I got off the car.

" Dimaaass...."

I looked into his eyes, he pretended to frown back at my gaze and glanced mischievously.

" I'm tired of Sis, I'm lazy to argue."

I continued my steps towards the house, leaving her to walk alone behind me, shaking her leg in annoyance.

I opened the door and said my greetings slowly,

" Sir. papa.. miss..."

Tired of me instantly disappearing, seeing little Zya running towards me while calling out to me, I smiled happily at her presence, crouching as I stretched out my arms waiting for her who was getting closer, she said, then it quickly caught her body when I saw her steps start to unbalance.

" Dear papa. miss you too dear..."

I took her into my arms and kissed her head.

Walking side by side with my mom, they were waiting for me.

" Is it not Saturday yet?"

We looked quickly at the pregnant woman with the sound of a crumb behind me. Mama quickly put a lotto in her eyes, but Di... He just smiled kindly in response to Siska's question.