I'm Not a Wingless Angel

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In hugging Iza and Azi together, sure enough to guess Dimas, Azi had a high fever all night. Repeatedly calling out Di's name, but no one listened to him because he slept alone in his room.

Iza then dropped her body and hugged Di's leg, pleading for forgiveness on top of all the wrongs she had made. Azi then shuffled out of bed and dropped her body near Di's feet, doing the same thing her brother did.

" Now you know what it means to lose, right, boy? Mama doesn't want to feel it, so she's very hard on you all."

" Yes ma. mercy brother ma.. I promise to obey my mother for the rest of my life... Sister does not want to be far from mama. hwaaaaaa.. forgive sister ma...."

" Azi also maaaa... Azi also did not want to be far away from my mother... Azi babe mamaaaa.. hwaaaaa..."

He dropped his body and sat down with Iza and Azi.

" At any time, a mother will assume her children are her little babies. Who need care, love and affection. Don't ever remind your mom about your age, because for mama, you're the baby's kids."

In alternately kissing the top of the head Iza and Azi, then re-hugging the two of them.

*

In the room, followed by Dimas who stepped slowly and was afraid behind him. Dimas immediately closed the door of the room as soon as they were in the room, while Di took the edge of the bed to sit down.

Dimas came closer to Di, standing facing Di who was sitting while staring straight at the wall. Suddenly Dimas dropped his body in front of Di, sitting propped up on his knees.

" I beg Di.. I'm sorry.."

His voice trembled withstanding the cry that had wanted to come out since he saw the presence of Di in Azi's room.

" Why should I forgive you Dim? What's your fault with me?"

ask On flat

" I don't understand your condition and busyness, I think too much about my needs, I don't give you space to do anything other than me and the kids. Though I know, your love will never diminish for us."

" I'm selfish, I'm sorry."

He was still silent, yet his tears were rushing down his cheeks

" I miss you Dim."

Dimas lifted his head that was originally bowed, staring at Di's face that was wet with tears

" I'm sorry I forgot my duty, I'm sorry."

He dropped his body and poured into Dimas' arms. Dimas' defense broke down, his tears flowing down

" You're not wrong what, baby.. I was wrong.. I should be the one apologizing. I miss you too, Di.."

" I beg you, no matter how angry you are with me, no matter how great my fault is with you, no matter how bad my condition, never leave me. I'm tormented to miss you Di.."

Dimas hugged Di tightly, as if he did not want the hug to come off. Just wanted to hug and hug Di just like this.

" Yes, baby, I'm sorry. forgive me."

Dimas tipped the top of the head In.

" You also have to trust me, I'll never touch any woman but you Di, because you're the only one I want to touch, you're all I need to warm me up, only you."

" I know Dim, I believe that. I just don't like you lying to me. I don't like being lied to, you know that's Dim?"

" Dear, I know that. I'm sorry."

*

" So, where have you and Zya been all week?"

Di raised his head, placed his chin on Dimas' chest, looking at the face of the man he so missed.

" Jakarta."

Dimas frowned, staring long at Di's face.

" To Vena's mom's house?"

tanya Dimas made sure, and answered a nod by Di

" Meet my three mamas, tell me about my anxiety, but don't live in Mama Ve's house."

" then?"

" hotels. I need it myself."

" Zya?"

" So, what are you doing alone in the hotel?"

He stood up and sat facing Dimas.

" I go to Vein's grave every morning."

Dimas straightened his body, staring at Di while waiting for the story to continue.

" Shop, walk, eat where I want. I want to know, can I ignore those of you who no longer care about me."

" then?"

He hugged Dimas again, laying his head on Dimas' chest.

" I can't afford it."

tears flowed back to his face

" I love you too much, I don't care if you ignore it or not, I just want to love you until God calls me."

" Oh.. Fetishly..."

" That's Dim's love.. Whatever pain you feel, love will make you strong to endure."

Dimas felt his eyes return to heat, Di's words indirectly reminded him of his mistake.

" I love you and the children, whether you like it or not in my presence, I just want to love you my way until I die."

" We don't just like your presence Di, we need you. We've just been lacking communication the last few weeks, and so have you and the kids. That's why I don't want you to do too much activity, you ignore us if you're too busy with your activities on."

" Yes Dim... I know it too. I'm really sorry. I was ignored because I ignored you too. It hurts so bad."

Dimas smiled, stroking Di's hair gently.

" So, what are you doing at Vein's grave?"

" Just pray for her, apologize for taking away her true love."

" But many times he came to me in a dream. Staring at me with the children with a genuine smile, I will never forget that smile."

" That means he's happy to see us at."

Dirgana nodded back, though,

" Don't go again, baby... I beg you."

He re-enforced his head and propped his chin on Dimas' chest.

" Is that how much you feel about losing Dim? Until you don't have time to shave your beard and clean your moustache?"

Dimas laughed in response to Di's question which was accompanied by a mischievous smile

" I don't think about myself anymore, baby.. I spent my time looking for you and regretting all my mistakes."

" Roofeee..."

Dimas glared at Di

" You're mocking me Di?"

with a quick movement, Dimas had moved his body position against Di

" Dimase!!"

" What?"

Di laughed out loud - bahak, shocked by the movements of Dimas who arrived - arrived

" You've never been fucked by a man, have you?"

" Haven't.. Nokk.. Amusedly... Argggh... The five!!"

Dimas ignored Di's rejection, tracing Di's entire body with his lips. Instantly the cry of rejection became a groan - a small groan.

" How, are you still willing to refuse?"

" Rghghhh.. You're just interfering with my fun."

Dimas laughed for a while, then continued his activities. Invite Di to release many longings together.