I'm Not a Wingless Angel
ALL NEW THINGS
*
I have to get used to it without Di starting today. He had already left for his shop at 04:00 in the morning, huffttt. My appetite was instantly gone, I put back the bread I had taken, then drank the warm tea placed beside the plate. Mama glanced at me while continuing to smear her bread with her favorite peanut butter.
" Why Dim?" slowly tananya
" No ma." I replied short
" For a long time you will also get used to koq" he said again as if he knew my heart.
" I don't know ma." I replied. I drank my tea and got up from my seat.
" Dimas left ma." I said and passed out of the house to the car that had been waiting for me.
**
My head started to hurt again, I forgot to bring my medicine. It was almost noon but Di didn't greet me either. I repeatedly noticed HP, there was no WA message from him or the phone. " Is that how busy you are at, until you forget me." I asked in my heart. I began to grab my head that was painful while closing my eyes hoping that the pain would lessen and I could fall asleep. Suddenly the door of my room was knocked, I opened my eyes,
" Get in." I said
The door opened, Silvia entered my room, the smell of her perfume immediately greeted my nose gently. I watched him walk closer to where I was sitting. She was wearing black jeans and a tight shirt, her long hair was left unglued, she started putting on a smile as soon as it reached my desk.
" Sir, this is what you asked for." his voice sounded very soft in my ear.
" Yes, thank you." I said
" Is dad sick?" he asked with a soft tone.
" Just a headache, it'll go away" I said
" I can massage, sir, do you want me to massage?"
An offer that is very difficult to refuse, let alone plus an alluring sweet smile.
***
Fetish
I looked back at the clock on the wall of the room, it was almost midnight but Dimas had not returned. I began to worry, his HP could not be contacted. I was still sitting on the couch waiting for him to come home, opening my social media over and over again, until I finally got bored. " Where are you Dim?" I shouted in my heart. I put my body on the sofa, put my HP on the table and curled up like a cold person. I feel my eyes are very heavy, but my husband has not come home yet, how can I sleep?
****
I was awakened by the sound of the closed door.
" Dim.." I said
Dimas just watched me for a while and continued to go to the bathroom. I saw a clock on the wall showing 02:00 in the morning. She squeezed out of the bathroom and went straight to bed, ignoring me. I let out a heavy sigh, then stood up and walked up to the bed. Dimas's on my back, and I don't know what's wrong with me. I shut up and went to sleep, remembering that I had to leave for the store soon.
*****
Dimpled
I finished my tea and got up and said goodbye to my mom. He just kept quiet to see my attitude today. Well. lama - lama I'll get used to being ignored. I activated my HP after an entire night of power loss. Several notifications came in and one of them from Di. I opened the message, oh my God... He had been calling me since 11pm yesterday, explaining to me that the shop was very crowded yesterday. Why can I forget that my HP is dead, I think he ignored me, so I deliberately ignored him. I leaned back my still-painful head "I'm sorry Di.." I said inwardly.
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I lay on the sofa as I continued to grab the hair holding back the pain in my head, someone knocked on the door and opened it slowly.
" Is there a Sil?" my many.
He walked over to me and sat on the sofa, close to my feet. My head was already heavy, so I just kept watching him do that.
" You sure don't want me to massage, I feel sorry to see you like this" he said.
" No Sil, thank you. I was waiting for my wife, let her massage later." I replied lying. I saw the color change in his face hearing my answer earlier.
" You just come out, I'm fine." I said, intending to throw him out without hurting his heart. But he was still sitting looking at me from his place.
*******
Fetish
I was just stunned to see my husband alone in a room with a woman who was much more beautiful and sexy than me sitting on the sofa. I held back my anger, not the right place and time to fuss over this matter, I thought.
" At." Dimas said my name
The woman stood straight up to see me coming.
" Good sir, I'm out first. Excuse me.." he said and stepped away from Dimas who was still sitting clumsyly looking at me. I saw clearly the triumphant smile at the corner of her lips as it passed me, but I ignored it. I quickly closed the door as soon as he was outside. I walked leisurely to the sofa, put the breakfast I brought for Dimas on the table, then sat down. I opened the breakfast package I was carrying and spooned the contents, then I took the spoon to Dimas' mouth. He just kept quiet without me giving the order, we just kept quiet until the breakfast was over.
" I know from mom, you didn't have breakfast yesterday" I said.
" Today I'll bring you breakfast." call me again.
" I've been calling you all day yesterday, but your HP's dead."
" I'm sorry, "
Dimas just shut up and looked at me.
" I'm sorry to interrupt your work, I want to go back to the store" I said, closing the conversation.
Dimas quickly pulled my hand, changed his sitting position and hugged me. Suddenly my tears broke, I was disappointed to see the scene, I was injured.
" I'm sorry about my attitude yesterday, baby.I'm sorry, I was wrong, I forgot that my HP is dead, it's not you who don't ignore me. I'm sorry, honey..." Dimas whispered softly in my ear
" I'm not busy, I'm not doing anything, I swear. I love you Di, I won't betray you, I love you too much baby." Dimas cried while holding me.
I returned his embrace, still crying. Yesterday we did not communicate in the slightest, he ignored me, today I found him alone with another woman, it hurts so much.
" I beg Dimas, don't do this to me again, until anytime. I'm sick you ignore, it really hurts Dim.." I said still crying.
" Yes baby.. Yes, I promise, I promise I will never ignore you baby. I'm sorry baby, holding my cheeks with both hands and wiping my tears with a kiss - a kiss, then hugging me back tightly.
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We were standing in front of a house, not too big but very comfortable for the four of us.
" Come in, pa... Azi is impatient." Azi pulls Dimas' hand into the house.
" Open boss..." replied Dimas. Me and Iza just laughed at the way the two of them were doing.
Dimas opened the door of the house while saying his greetings and went inside while continuing to hold hands with Azi, while Iza and Iza followed behind.
" This is Azi's room, you can't sleep with your mom unless you have a job out of town." Dimas shows a 4 x 4 white painted room with a single bed wrapped in dark blue sheets and pillowcases of the same color. There was a closet and bookshelf standing next to each other and a small study table without a chair with a dark blue carpet lying underneath.
" Azi likes pa... Azi likes it." she immediately put her body on the bed.
We then moved to the room next to Azi's room.
" This is my sister's room." Dimas opened the door and the three of us went inside. The size of this room is wider than the Azi room, with one bathroom in the corner of the room, white wall paint as well, beds, cabinets and study tables are also larger, larger, and the purple fur carpet is in line with the sheets and pillowcases.
" Iza likes it?" ask her. He hugged me, maybe never imagined he would be able to have his own room.
" Iza doesn't like it?" ask Dimas. Iza let go of her embrace and wiped away the tears that were running down her cheeks.
" Iza likes... Thank you pa.. thank you ma.." he said later. Dimas smiled seeing it.
Dimas and I walked into our new quarrel. This room is the largest among the 3 rooms. With 4 large windows facing the backyard and everything is dominated by bright white. A walking closet in the corner of the room with its dim light and white bathtub in the bathroom teased my faith.
" We have to try a new style like it" she said, laughing and hugging me.
" Thank you for all this Dimas.thank you for their happiness." I said in his arms, then I loosened my arms and kissed his lips.
