I'm Not a Wingless Angel

I'm Not a Wingless Angel
FALL IN LOVE



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POV Author


Dimas came out of the room and immediately sat in the dining room. From where he sat, he could clearly see Di's face which was full of smiles this morning. " I should be satisfied just by looking at your smile" Dimas said in his heart. Dimas quickly threw his face away as soon as he saw Di glancing at him.


The wrong dimas quickly got up from the dining chair and stepped into the garage


" Uni, I'll walk first."


Uni nodded his head and smiled at his master.


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He felt familiar with the three little children who were sound asleep on his bed each. He gave a kiss to the three before leaving them to rest in his room on the 2nd floor. Di had just closed the door of the nursery and was about to step into his room, when Dimas entered the house while saying his greetings. Their eyes clashed. They looked at each other with shahdu. Rania felt an urge within her to get closer to Dimas, but she rejected him. In his mind, Dimas was a married man and his wife was sick, as interesting as Dimas in the eyes of Di, Dimas was a married man who was no longer worthy to be approached.


Di lowered his gaze, unwilling to be swept away by his feelings, while Dimas continued his steps towards the bedroom, after seeing Di throw his gaze in another direction.


On walking to the kitchen and cooking water, brewing tea, then putting it on the dining table. " The young master definitely needs warm tea to make his body relax" he thought. He then went to his room, leaving a cup of hot tea on the table.


Shortly after Di got into the room, Dimas came out of the room and stepped into the kitchen to make himself a warm tea for him. But, his steps stopped at the dining table, Dimas stared at the cup of hot tea already available there, with the same cup as the day before. Dimas turned his gaze to the second floor, "do you really not remember me Di?" ask in the heart. Dimas wiped the tears that flowed suddenly from the corner of his eyes and lowered his gaze from the second floor. "it's useless I hope, Di does not remember me." he thought again. Then, Dimas picked up the cup containing tea and returned to his room.


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Di who was feeding the twins was stunned to see the appearance of Dimas this morning. His face was more relaxed and smiling a lot this morning, much different than usual since Di worked at his home. Previously Dimas was always moody, there was no smile on his face, especially when he saw Di. Several times Di caught Dimas staring at him and passed away when Di's eyes caught his gaze. " Focus In.. He's a man's husband." Di quickly threw his gaze away from Dimas and refocused on the twins.


After feeding the twins, Di handed the two to two other baby sitters. Zya was engrossed in playing with Dimas now, his laughter filling the entire room. He smiled hearing his laughter. " The boy missed his mother." thought Di, Zya always called Di with the call of mama, therefore Di thought like that. She does not realize that Zya just pinned the call on her, not on the other two baby sitters or on the uni.


" Mama.this."


He crouched down and took an object from Zya's hand.


" Thank you dear."


Zya then ran back to Dimas.


He placed the flowers on the dining table and resumed his work.


" Asholeab"


" Ommm..."


Zya ran to welcome Sandra's mother and raised both her hands to ask for a hug.


" Hello sayanggg."


Mama Sandra hugged Zya while crouching down, then stood up while carrying Zya in her carrier.


" Hi Di."


He smiled back at Sandra's mother. Mama Sandra walked over to Dimas, who was sitting on a carpet surrounded by Zya's toys.


" Are you ready?"


Dimas nodded and smiled


" Di, come here for a minute."


Dimas stood up and walked into his room as soon as he heard Sandra's mother ask Di to come closer.


" Yes mom?"


Deg, Di's heart seemed to stop beating hearing the sentence delivered by mama Sandra. Silence did not answer, "isn't I a baby sitter? Does accompanying Dimas include my desk job as well?" think Di.


Mama Sandra dropped Zya off and let her run around.


" Let's see, there's something you haven't told you about Dimas."


Silently listen


" That dimas is under treatment, brain cancer."


Mama Sandra lowered her head, immediately feeling sadness considering the illness that her favorite son was suffering from.


In the immediate pity, "pity these children, both parents are sick" he thought.


" Dimas has to go take care of his job, mama can't bear to leave him alone without anyone watching him."


" Mama wasn't stingy about spending money to hire a nurse for Dimas, but she had a bad time with the old Dimas nurse. Mom got traumatized hiring a nurse for her."


" But with you, my mother believed. You'll definitely take good care of Dimas."


Mama looked sadly at her daughter-in-law who thought she was just a baby sitter in her own home. "because you're Di's wife, you're definitely going to take good care of my son." Mama said inwardly.


She looked up at the woman in front of her, "Sandra's mother must be very sad" she thought.


" Have you a hand, Mama Di? Please take care and keep an eye on Dimas. While you accompany Dimas, mama will accompany the children here."


She smiled, unable to refuse Sandra's mother's request.


" Yes ma'am, but I have to transfer the shopping money for my children first yes ma'am. I'm supposed to be on holiday tomorrow and go home."


Mama Sandra nodded in understanding. He did allow Di to come home once a week on Friday afternoon to meet his children. Then back home on Monday.


" Then you'll be the same Dimas, he'll want to accompany you to your house."


Di nodded and immediately walked to his room to prepare - ready.


Actually, without delivering any money to his house, Iza and Azi would never be lacking. Dimas always came to Di's house to meet the two of them and Mama Di, as well as deliver money for them.


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On the ride opened the car door and was shocked to see Dimas who was also sitting on the back bench. Dimas looked at her,


" Come In."


He flinched, then looked at Dimas. He felt very familiar with the way Dimas called out to him,


" What's up in?"


He shook his head quickly, breaking his feelings.


" Oh yeah, come in. Shouldn't we go to your house first?"


He nodded, but still stood outside the car. He felt uncomfortable if he had to sit together and close to Dimas.


" No pa pa, come in."


Started by, then got into the car. Sitting next to Dimas. Obviously his face was very stiff sitting near Dimas, Andi who glanced at the two humans behind him smiled moved. " It must have been hard for Dimas to resist his urge to touch his wife" Andi thought. Andi began to take the car slowly out over the fence after Di closed the car door, and directed it to Di's house.