I'm Not a Wingless Angel

ANOTHER SECRET

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I was still lying sideways enjoying this beautiful sight lying beside me. Suddenly writhing, changing his sleeping position, sideways facing me, my gaze again stopped on his satisfied lips I**** last night. His eyes suddenly opened, looked at me for a moment and then closed again with a smile.

" Don't look at me for a long time, you'll fall in love" she said slowly.

" I'm in love with you, baby." I replied, then gave a kiss on her lips.

" Bath yok.." asked me, his eyes quickly opened and he wriggled again, raised his hands and wrapped them around my body.

" Sheep.." he asked spoiled. I quickly got up and lifted her body, went down the bed and invited her into the bathroom still in the same position.

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We walked out of the room holding hands without letting go of smiles, like a couple who had just gotten married. Walk to the backyard and enjoy breakfast together. Uni Rahmi smiled at our presence, Di took off his hand slowly from me and walked closer to Uni Rahmi who was preparing a plate for breakfast on the dining table. While I continued my steps towards our oversized lounge chair and sat there.Spects of the sea open the clear sky to welcome my morning, after that was greeted with smiles, kisses and release of favors with my lover.

Arrived and sat beside me. With one plate full of fried rice and three eggs on top. Uni Rahmi followed him from behind and placed a teapot and glass on the table in front of us.

" thank you" said Di without letting go of a smile.

" are you happy, baby?" ask me gently while putting my hand on her thigh. He nodded and pointed a spoonful of fried rice into my mouth. I opened my mouth and put the spoonful of rice into my mouth. Then he put himself in his mouth.

" How did you get to know Vena, Di?" I slowly opened the story.

" You know Dim?" he asked back without stopping his activities to feed rice to me and for him as well.

" yes. I know him well even." I replied. He stopped his activities for a while and looked at me.

" You??? ahhhh. I hate that my guess is right" he said later.

" what are you guessing?" much

" you're a lover she loves so much, a man who was forced to be harmed for his stupidity believes in Radit, is that you Dim?" ask him back, I nodded

" Tapi aku tidak pernah merasa kalau aku dilukainya Di, aku hanya terluka ketika mendengar kabar dia meninggal ketika bermalam di hotel bersama seorang laki - laki." jawabku, " dan mama tidak tahu bagian itu." sambungku lagi.

In a quick shuffle.

" my introduction to him was precisely because I wanted to crash him, initially. Coming to his residence brings a young Iza and a newborn Azi. I want to take back the father of my children from him. But, she and her mother welcomed me very warmly that day, Vena explains that she has nothing to do with Radit and explains that Radit is the younger brother of the man she loves so much." In unraveling the story, suddenly the face and smile Vena was present in my mind.

" Vena is a very innocent modern female figure. His innocent rankinghe doesn't know what Radit's purpose is for him, which he knows Radit is the sister-in-law he's supposed to help when he needs help, and that's what he's been doing all along." In silence for a while, putting the plate still contained, his appetite might disappear instantly. Tears began to flow down his cheeks.

" That night he invited me and the children to meet at a fast food restaurant, held Azi and said that he also really wanted to have children from the boy he loved, he said, bringing Azi into his arms and kissing her. It was the second and last night I met him. The next day I got the news of his death, went to his house in disbelief and it turned out that all I found was his stiff smiling body not looking at me." He stopped, wiping the tears on his cheeks.

" Radit set him up one night, saying that his brother wanted to surprise him and asked him to come to a hotel. The happy Vena comes to the hotel that Radit mentioned, getting only Radit there, on the grounds that her brother is on his way to the hotel and she is asked to accompany him for a while. I don't know what happened, which she remembers she woke up the next day naked, and it turns out that Radit had fucked her while she didn't remember anything." In a sad sobbing, I clenched my angry holding hands, the arrogant face of the man quickly entered my brain.

" That's when all threats began. She was sad not to be able to refuse all Radit's requests, she was also sad because she had lied to her lover a lot and that night she just found out that she was pregnant. He feels his world is destroyed, he is confused how to explain to his family, to his lover and he also hates the owner of the seed that is in his womb. Oh... Vein.." The tears flowed back and wet his face again even though he had repeatedly wiped his cheeks.

" Vena died pregnant?" I repeat the story, Di nodded. I threw my eyes forward and cursed.

" I couldn't do anything either - what was that night Dimas... I'm sorry, I can only strengthen her with words, accompany her to cry, hear her story. I was also helpless at that moment." Di continued feeling guilty, I took his hand and squeezed it gently.

" The vein left me her HP before she left me with the kids. He even gave me some money, for my children, he said. I'm also confused as to why he handed me his HP, too, but she said she was tired of the pressure Radit was putting on her and asked me to hold her HP for a few days which she would pick up again if she calmed down, and I just agreed to her request." continue On again

" But he'll never come back Dim..." On covering his face, crying sobbing. I quickly hugged her and placed her head on my shoulder. "but she was calm there Di.." I said inwardly.

" You still have HP, baby?" I asked slowly, Di nodded.

" I take her wherever I go Dim. It's like a mandatory thing that I have to carry with me." he replied still sobbing. I hugged him, "you never hurt me... I know very well that you love me." I said in my heart.

" You remember when I told Radit that someone was helping me with my departure to Padang, you remember Dim?" ask her back and I nodded.

" Mama Vena was the one who helped me, My departure was two years ago, she helped. He has given love to me like his love for Vena. He loves me and my children. But he doesn't know anything about Radit and Vena Dim... I chose to keep it a secret, he didn't deserve to hear it." Back Di explained and I smiled in relief. At least I know he went to the right place when he was hit hard. I kissed her on the forehead and looked back at the sea. " Vena also loves the sea and the sky like you Di.." I said in my heart.