I'm Not a Wingless Angel

THE DISTURBANCE (2)

*

Yesterday's incident really made me feel guilty, I ordered a taxi on line and planned to go to the store to see Dimas early. Thank goodness today my trading ran out faster.

" Rene... I went to the store first... Come back later, you guys get ready for tomorrow's order, OK." I said to Reni who was sitting cutting vegetables.

" It's overtime, right??" he said smiling

" That's for sure... I'll bring you dinner, don't buy. Tell Ra's and Dita's tek."

Reni smiled happily, at least she will get more wages tomorrow and today she does not need to go out of money for dinner.

I quickly climbed into the taxi on line that was waiting, the taxi began to go.

My stomach has grown, some clothes are not fit. Huff... I stroked my stomach gently.

**

On arrival in front of the shop, I saw a closed rolling door. Just like yesterday, "have Nadya come again?" my thinking. I went in and passed the door that opened a little. All eyes were on me as soon as I entered. I saw the faces of all the shopkeepers, they were like frightened people. I walked in about to the room, just holding the door handle, suddenly someone opened the door violently and came out with an angry face. He almost hit me, I quickly closed my stomach with my hands. There was a cry from within, I was sure it was the voice of the wacko. What the hell's going on?

Dimas welcomed me, shifted the men standing near me, doing what he always did when he met me. I looked at her face, hoping she would tell me what was going on. Dimas just kept quiet and led me into his room. The madman was still crying as he pleased inside, looking down.

Dimas drove me to sit on the couch, then he went back to his seat facing the wacko.

" I hope you learned a lot from your mistakes, Sil, that's all. Get your stuff done immediately." Dimas gave the order.

" But I still need a job sir.please forgive me" he said.

" If you know you need a job, you should keep Sil's attitude. I really didn't think you were that close!" The man who almost hit me spoke, he was still standing at the entrance of the open room.

" I don't want to know Sil, I'm just keeping someone's trust. If you're still here, I don't know what else you're gonna do. I don't want my relationship with Edo to break down because of this. Please come out."

Silvia cried loudly and ran towards me, sat down in front of me, I was shocked and then turned my body back, so I was sitting very upright now.

" Buk. Please I'm buk... Don't let me get fired." This is the first time she calls me mom, I'm confused what to say. He cupped his hands in front of his chest, pleading.

" I'm sorry, I'm not your boss. I have no right to interfere in this matter." I said later.

He looked down, covered his face with both hands, still crying.

" It's fast, pack your things. You've embarrassed me." The man reopened his voice.

The wacko let go of his hand, stood up and walked slowly out of the room.

" I'm sorry for all this mess Dim, I really can't believe he dared to do this to you, I'm sorry once again." The man looked very sorry, Dimas just smiled, stood up and walked over to him, then patted him on the shoulder.

" That room has CCTV, thankfully,"

My eyes grew in shock, meaning that all this time my activities and Dimas were also recorded, my God...

" So I have solid evidence to explain everything to you."

They went out together, about an hour Dimas was outside, then went back into the room, closed the door and walked over to me.

He sat down to slap his body next to mine, then lay down and put his head on my thigh.

" I'm tired, don't stay away from me. I need you." she said, then closed her eyes.

I still did not answer, nor did I keep my body away from her. I put my hands on her head and stroked her hair gently. " I'm sorry baby." I said in my heart. I rested my head and closed my eyes, I was also tired of avoiding it these few days.

**

I looked at the screen on Dimas' laptop with enlarged eyes and a feeling of annoyance.the crazier seemed to approach Dimas who was lying on the sofa. He sat down, watching Dimas' sleeping face, his face laid very close to Dimas's. Suddenly Dimas sat down and saw that he was angry, they seemed to argue, then the madman stood up and cried, pulling - t-shirts and tight skirts. He even added the length of the tear on his thigh, randomizing - his hair and face. Then some officers came in, Dimas stood up and walked to his desk, picked up his HP and was like he was calling someone.

***

" When have you installed CCTV in this room, Dim?" I asked him, who was chewing his food.

" Since I felt something was strange about her. " Dimas answered casually.

" Hmmmm.. What kind of attention?" ask for heart - heart. Dimas glanced at me for a moment, then back at the food.

" It doesn't have to be discussed, the important thing is that everything is done" he replied.

" Dim.." I called him slow.

" Hmmm." she answered.

" My body is getting bigger" I said, holding my stomach.

Dimas smiled, "then?"

" My clothes are too narrow, I have a hard time moving" I said.

" Oh yeah, we're going to the clothing store after this." The answer is, I nodded.

" Dim.." I called him again

" Hmmm...."

" Take care of me overtime at the store, huh?" door weld.

" Did your boss give you a lot of work?" he said, and smiled back

" Tomorrow there is an order, 100 packs." I replied.

" Yes, yes." he answered short.

" Dim.." again - again I called him.

He looked at me with glaring eyes

" Do you love me?"

Dimas put down the spoon he used, drank the water, then changed his sitting position so that he faced me.

" Yes, I love you, I love you so much, and I'm sick you let it go. Do you know that?" he replied annoyed, I looked down in fear at the loud way he spoke.

" I was just asking you to talk about bed, back then. Why do you think I'm accusing you of looking for another man? That was your stupidest thought as long as we were married, and I hated that." Dimas began to pour out his feelings of regret.

" I'm sorry Dim.." I said sadly, it was so sad to be yelled at like this by our loved ones.

" I'm sorry about easy Di, please change" she asked

" Yes Dim... Sorry..." Again - again just an apology I can say, I'm really sorry.

Dimas got up and walked out of the room, he didn't touch me at all this time. "It's him to me" I asked in my heart. I felt really sad, I lowered my head and cried over this situation.

****

After finishing buying some clothes, Dimas and I went straight to the store. My friends seem to have sat talking while waiting for my arrival. They quickly stood up when they saw Dimas coming with me because they were so disinclined by Dimas.

Since their work was done and tomorrow we had to come to the tavern early, I immediately asked them to go home and rest. They brought home their dinner that I had bought.

" You didn't buy yank?" dimas asked slowly, while remaining focused on the street in front of us, it was great to hear him mention me again.

" Hmmmm... What is it??" I said think a little long.

" don't go to Dim, let's just go home. I don't want to eat anymore." I said I decided

" And what do you want?" ask again.

" I want my husband tonight. I need immunity for tomorrow." Dimas turned his face off the street for a while, looking at me who was glancing mischievously at him. Dimas smiled shook his head.

*****

We lay hugging, letting go of longing, finding love in the contest. I didn't stop kissing her face. It felt like we hadn't met for a long time. Dimas was just silent and resigned, without letting go of his smile.