I'm Not a Wingless Angel

LOVE YOU AGAIN

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Dimpled

I spread my eyes out onto the streets in front and beside the car Andi was driving in. Andi also watched the streets with great focus.

" dim... It's Iza."

He quickly pressed his gas pedal deep - deep as soon as he saw my son was walking fast and lowered his head. Some men like being following in his footsteps walked quickly behind him. They may be afraid of people around them being suspicious. Andi turned the car quickly right in front of the men, so their steps to chase my son came to a halt.

" Pursue Iza Dim, they let me handle it!" He rules me as if - he'll be my boss, but I have no choice, I obey him. We both got out of the car and did our jobs. Iza seemed to accelerate his steps away from the people who were chasing him. I quickly pursued his steps, though,

" liza!! Iza darling... Stop!!" I yelled at him, but he added his pace instead. However, of course I can catch up with his pace, because I run while he just walks fast

" iza.. Iza.." I pulled her hand, she pulled her hand with all her might while staying down and covering her chest with the bag while crying.

" Dear, baby.. Look, this is papa son.. this is papa.." I said quickly. Iza stopped pulling her hand and raised her head to look at me.

" Paa.." she cried and rushed into my arms. His body was trembling, he was crying loudly.

" Iza pa... Iza is wrong pa. pardon pa..."

I stroked her hair gently, trying to calm her down.

" Yes, baby. yeah, we'll talk later... Your mom is waiting for you at home. We go home, son." I said to persuade him. He nodded and let go of his embrace slowly. I rubbed the tears on her cheeks, my heart really hurts now, how dare they make my son cry in fear. I grabbed him by the shoulder and took him to the car. Arriving in the car, I helped him get into the middle seat of the car and closed the door, while I was finishing my business with the man who was chasing him earlier.

**

Fetish

It's been almost 3 hours, they haven't come back. I was constantly praying and crying. Azi had gone back to sleep, but she slept in the family room accompanying me who was anxious. I peeked out of my window many times, but it was still dark and quiet.

Before long a car stopped in front of the house, I peeked back and got Dimas out of the car with my son, I quickly opened my door and ran after them.

" Your house!!!"

Iza also ran towards me and we hugged while crying together. " Thank God... Thanks for bringing him home... Thank God." I said thankfully to see my son back.

" Pardon Iza mama... Iza's wrong, geez maaa..."

He repeatedly said his forgiveness, regretting his actions. I nodded while holding his face.

Andi went straight home after making sure Dimas and Iza had reached home. We thanked him, then went into the house together.

Upon arrival inside, Dimas gave me the code not to ask what Iza was doing, through the blink of an eye and the frown on his forehead, and I understood.

" Clean your body and rest. Have you eaten?" ask Dimas to Iza.

" Iza isn't hungry" replied Iza

" Eat first, even a little. Prepare food for him Di, I'll go to the room first." Dimas returned the command and left me with Iza. I asked Iza to clean her body first, she said. While I warm the food and make it a glass of warm tea. Not long after Iza came out of the room. His face was fresher, but still looked down sad.

" Eat first, baby, don't get sick." I said. She cried and hugged me again. I returned his embrace and stroked his hair. We hugged for a long time, until Dimas came out of the room and walked towards the sleeping Azi.

" Have eaten first, then rest." Dimas ordered, then crouched down and raised the soundly sleeping body of Azi and laid her on her bed. Iza quickly finished her meal, she must have been very hungry and scared earlier. When he finished, he wanted to walk to his room,

" You're going to sleep alone, right?" tanya Dimas stopped his steps. Iza stopped for a moment and nodded.

" Do you need your mom to sleep in your room tonight?" asked Dimas again, Iza shook his head slowly

" No, Iza sleeps alone" he replied later. Dimas nodded

" Oh yeah, get some rest. Turn off your HP, go straight to sleep" Dimas said

" Yes pa.. Iza to the room ya ma.. pa.." he said goodbye, me and Dimas only answered with a nod.

" Yok Di, rest. You're going to the store soon, right?" Take Dimas while helping me stand up from my seat.

" No Dim... I've been home a few days." I replied as I continued to step into our bedroom.

" Why, are you sick?" tanyanya.

I smiled

" Thank God, without me asking you to understand" he said. He looked at me, cupped both of his hands on my cheeks,

" I miss you Di. but I'm so tired" he said, hugging me tightly, so happy to hear the words - words of longing from the man we love.

" Thank you so much for everything yank..thank you so much for taking care of us.." I started crying again in his arms, looking down on his shoulder.

" Hey. The four of you are my responsibility. I have to take care of you." he replied gently and kissed me.

" I love you and our children Di, don't treat me like I'm their stepfather. I was their father, period." he continued. I was getting more moved and added tightly to my embrace of him.

" Now we rest.. I need a lot of immunity from you tomorrow, get ready." she continued, pecked my head and asked me to lie on the bed. We quickly fell asleep as soon as our bodies met directly with the mattress, falling asleep hugging...

***

I went straight to the kitchen after I finished my bath this morning, intending to cook for my family. The Union that helped me has come, his job is only to clean the house, wash clothes and take care of the children if I am not at home, so he does not spend the night at my house. Azi has been busy watching TV in the family room since the shower, Iza sitting on the back porch listening to music through her phone, her face is cheerful as usual and I am very happy to see it. Dimas came out of the room and walked to the terrace, he patted Iza on the shoulder and sat down next to her. Iza quickly removed the headset from her ear and began to duck. I can watch their activities from the kitchen because my kitchen window leads to the backyard.

" Don't want something like this to happen again at any time." Dimas began to warn her, I just stole a listen and just watched from the kitchen. Iza nodded, still bowed.

" Never lie between all of us, mama and papa started our togetherness without lies, papa wants us all to be like that. Even if you don't want to be open with papa, you have to be open with mama. She loves you guys so much, you should know it's Za." Dimas said. Iza started sobbing holding back the cries.

" Why Za, don't you like it? Say, say, papa will listen." ask Dimas to him. Iza shook her head slowly

" Iza regrets pa... Iza lied to my mother." she answered, opening the story.

" Why lie, son... Didn't mom give you the freedom to be friends all this time? Papa never saw my mom forbid you when you asked her for permission to meet your friends." Dimas asked, Iza was silent.

" You're close to one of them, aren't you?" ask Dimas again. Iza looked down and nodded slowly.

" And you didn't tell Mom, you took your own steps without telling her, you saw the results, right?" dimas reminded

" Iza pa... Iza wrong... Iza apologized..." Iza was still crying sobbing.

" I apologize and forgive is about being easy, son, the most important thing is that you want to change."

I remember once, those words were meant for me. Iza nodded

" Take that last night a lesson, what will happen if you lie to your parents, what happens if you can't see you, imagine what your fate would be like if it all happened." keep up Dimas again.

" Anyway, honest and open. Don't close - cover your problems with us. We've passed the age like you, son... We love and love you, you our possessions, what will we be when we lose our precious possessions?"

My tears flowed at Dimas' words, I quickly wiped them and brought the breakfast I had finished cooking into the dining room.

" Here, you haven't hugged me in a long time. I even realized that soon I'd have a daughter-in-law and a granddaughter." Dimas started to melt the atmosphere. Iza came and approached Dimas, then hugged him. Iza crying in the opening of Dimas.

" I'm sorry Iza pa... Iza dear papa." she said later. Dimas gently stroked her hair.

" Yes dear. yes, my father and mother also love you very much, son." replied Dimas gently. Then they let go of a hug, Dimas rubbed a tear on Iza's cheek.

" Are you ready?? We're hungry." he said half yelling at me.

" Yok, let's have breakfast." take me. Azi quickly walked to the dining table approaching me.

" Azi with fried chicken ya ma... Two.." she asked like she was commanding me

" Your way of speaking is the same as your papa, like the boss." I said as I spooned the fried rice and 2 pieces of chicken to the plate for him.

" His name is also the son of Dimas Arya... Cook Yes Azi like om Andi." he replied jokingly. Dimas and Iza who were already standing by the dining table laughed.

" Azi want to look like Andi?" ask Dimas

" No, Azi does not want to be bald like Andi." he replied as he passed and sat in front of the TV. We laughed at his answer.

" Mama tell Andi you tomorrow." threatened me.

" Tell me... Azi is not afraid. Dimas Arya's son can't be a coward, can he?" he asked Dimas for help to support him.

" right... That's just papa's son." replied Dimas smilingly shook his head.

We spent the whole day watching together, not at Sandra's mom's or my mom's. We went to lunch at the restaurant and went shopping. Dimas spoiled them by buying them whatever they asked for. This is why every day I love him, because he loves not only me, but my children.