I Am Beautiful

I Am Beautiful
Back to the Cold City



The sun again illuminates the morning in the village where Opa Umar lives, but the sunlight is blocked by thick fog and the atmosphere of the morning there is very soothing heart Beautiful..


"Opa Oma, Indah said goodbye to the City first, thank you very much for the kindness of Opa Oma during Indah here..." Pamit Indah that morning,


"Daddy Sweet Child, later it will be Beautiful will be more often here again" replied Opa Umar while holding the hand of Indah.


Beautiful walking towards the blue car carried by Papa Leo and when the door was opened there were 3 young people who also went up to the City, they were none other than Frans, Theo, and they were very happy, and Mathew.


"So here in the middle" Frans seductively called Beautiful


"Ogah ah.., Beautiful seneng sitting on the left side of the brother.., in the middle later can not back up" replied beautifully ketus.


"Later on the shoulder of my sister Ndah.." Temptation Theo chimed in the words Beautiful, papa and mama Indah just laughed amusedly to see it, papa, they thought it was impossible for the young men to have a crush on their 14-year-old son who was in the 3rd grade Junior High School at the time.


"Idiiihhhh.., Brother Theo moduusss" replied Beautiful and all laughed off hearing it.


Only Mathew was silent at that time, but Mathew's sharp eyes did not stop looking Beautiful with an occasional smile knot, seeing beautiful behavior and Beautiful singing all the way to the Cold City.


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* In school we are taught various kinds of lessons


All supplies of sense, a strategy to get the future as much as possible


Yet...


Only one that is not...


How to have a strategy to love and choose someone


all will be gained only from the so-called experience


This is the experience I will give you


so that if anyone is now heading to the end of the abyss of destruction


you will quickly turn around and look for other, perhaps better, ways


sometimes, to turn around requires constancy and sincerity from the deepest heart


Yet....


Being hurt by a broken heart is better than being hurt is going to ruin your future


the wound cannot be healed at any time..


Wounds that will always be carried to the grave


When only heartbreak, time will heal that sense...


The newcomer will make you recover and smile back...


Do not be afraid of heartbreak to get eternal love...,


Because not everyone is lucky like "habibie ainun"


Yet...


may you, my readers, have true love,


as dreamt of by Indah, although all is not as easy as expected ..."


 


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#First Giving


3 Days passed, while looking at the twilight that was about to fall asleep replaced by the darkness of the night arrived the figure of a tall man coming up to Beautiful with his friendly reprimand Beautiful, beautiful, Beautiful daydreams instantly collapsed because of the figure of the man


"Beautiful..., what else is the deck?" Sapa Mathew was friendly


"eh..., sister Mathew, Why not just sit down again" replied Indah as she returned a sweet smile Mathew, "By remembering Kah's girlfriend?" mathew fashion


"Hmmmmm, you know my brother.., Iyah Indah again remember the beautiful girlfriend" replied Indah as she glanced into the eyes of the man. " Do you have a boyfriend? what's his name" Mathew asked


"There is a brother.., his name is Patrick, his schoolmate Beautiful" replied Indah and again noticed Mathew's facial expression that had not changed at all.


"Same dear Patrick?" ask Mathew, please,


"Nggk know, ahahahahaa..., But Lovely happy with Patrick, he's a good student, I love that girlfriend how the hell?" beautiful Ask Mathew


"Honey with someone it can be with anyone, but Love with someone it is only with one person, Adek never love someone?" Mathew asked this time by looking at Beautiful face carefully and directly looking into beautiful eyes.


Jatung Indah skipped a beat uncharacteristically looking at Mathew's eyes, but Indah did not want to be seen gerogi in front of the man's face, by looking back into the eyes of mathew, and they also exchanged views with each other.


"It's beautiful not to know what it's like to fall in love with someone, and to love someone" replied beautifully without letting go of her eyes


Mathew who initially sat facing Indah, now moved next to Indah, the aroma of Mathew perfume was very clearly smelled in the nose of Indah, Jatung Indah pounded very fast, cold sweat poured, and the smell of the perfume was very clear, It feels beautiful not able to resist the gerogi, but Indah still forced her mental to be able to talk casually in front of Mathew.


"Loving someone there are 2, namely love at first sight and love because of the passage of time, but Falling in love there is only 1 and the characteristics are always the same, and the characteristics are always the same, The heart beats fast when it is near the person, always thinking about it at all times and always wanting to see the person, as you now feel for someone" Mathew replied without letting go of her gaze from Indah.


"Oh God, this is crazy" said Beautiful in the heart...


"ehmmm..., means you are now in love dong?" anya Indah moved from her seat with a smile trying to divert a sharp gaze from Mathew, "Sister, Beautiful want to enter first well, afraid to look for the same mother" pamit Indah broke off a very awkward conversation at that time, without waiting for an answer from Mathew.., Indah immediately took a step towards the entrance of her hotel room, but the step was stopped by Mathew


"Sir, brother here want to give this, remember the memories of brother make Beautiful, this eagle feet that brother preserved and sister made key chains for Beautiful" unknowingly Mathew held the hand of Beautiful and Indahpun looking at the keychain given by Mathew


"ehmmm thank you well sis.., beautiful enter first" answered beautifully walking away from Mathew, and when in front of the door of the room Beautiful turned back, at her sight Mathew waved his hand, and, Beautiful also returned the wave of the hand and entered his room.


"Oh my God, did I fall in love with that grown man" asked beautifully to herself, looking at the keychain and it felt like a beautiful heart of flowering flowers saw the memory of Mathew


Overnight Beautiful can not sleep, thinking Mathew even the smell of Mathew's body it feels carried away and not lost in the hands Beautiful, Lovely kissed her own hands and inhaled the scent of perfume that was still attached at that time.


"hmmmm Mathew..., Well God then what about Patrick, I never felt this weird feeling with Patrick" he muttered to himself in the room.


"What should I do then" thought Beautiful, "Ah She couldn't possibly fall in love with me, right Mathew's sister is mature and working, while I was still 6 months away just changed white ash clothes" thought Beautiful and laughed freely at that time, without realizing it Beautiful laugh alone at midnight at that time,


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