I Am Beautiful

Every awkwardness

Hi readers..., Beautiful Part 1 is already going to run out of episodes a few more episodes...,

Liz as an author asks for advice and criticism well readers.., also I am Indah Part 2 will be done soon after Liz completed her fiction novel entitled "My Fatamorgana Love"

Well why the story is beautiful this Liz split per part, because mbk Indah will be out of town about three weeks, or so, and Mbk Indah also said for three weeks it will certainly be very busy and afraid not to be maximal for the love of his life story, he said,

Mbk Indah said also after returning home, Mbk Indah will help Liz to continue her story in Part 2, and pleaseee..., let Lizbeth get more of her writing spirit,

Mbk Indah sends greetings to all the good-natured readers, for the messages from some readers all Liz has conveyed to mbk Indah, and mbk Indah would like to say thank you very much for good friends and attention,

Okay, Liz will continue the story of I'm the Beautiful Part 1, happy reading everything

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(beautiful Monologue)

My communications and Mathew's sister are well-established again, until I heard bad news from one of Mathew's best friends who had finished coming home and kok well happened to be his hometown is the place where Mathew served, Kak Mathew,

That afternoon, Frans one of Mathew's best friends played into my house, and talked with my mother, as usual, if there was a guest must be the most excited and welcoming mama, we talked at that time, until Frans called me and asked me something that made me feel like I was struck by lightning. AGAIN!!!

"Beautiful.., here deck.," he called,

"There brother?" much

"Are you the same Mathew broke up?" ask her, ask her,

"No, sister, this was just texting sama mathew," I replied "Why brother?" I'm curious, though,

"What's wrong, you just ask" he replied nervously,

"Why are you guys if you want to convey bad news must make people beg and be curious?!!" I'm upset, my mouth,

"It's not so beautiful.., you don't want to hurt, because there you see her walk with another woman, you don't have the same heart" Frans replied concernedly,

"Sir.., if he walks with other women, as long as he is not like - like yah justin!!" strictly speaking,

"Dad, sister also initially said the same thing Mathew, but Mathew said your relationship had broken up, so my sister was shocked and made sure it was just as beautiful" Frans spontaneously defended her,

"Decipate??!!! Brother Mathew said she broke up just as beautiful??" I asked nervously,

"hhmmmm" Frans replied as he nodded his head,

"Who is the woman who walks with him?" my tofu, my,

"Sister does not dare to give more info, adek just ask Mathew" said Frans,

"No brother.., please answer brother!!" I snore to Frans, brother,

"Adek, sorry..., brother did not dare to interfere too far, brother conveyed this news only because brother pity you are beautiful.., no more and no meaning what - what" sahut Frans and Kak Frans immediately say goodbye to my mother in the kitchen, also say goodbye to me and try to strengthen me at that time.

My heart broke again, and my turmoil was at its peak, was my premonition right before? I ask myself, what if he returns to adore your love Beautiful??? the question came back to my mind, do I have to be stupid again and forgive him again?? and if I forgive again, it will be repeated again, and again and again as I have been..

Then if I end this relationship.., then who will accept me? women who are not virgins anymore?!! My heart is broken again, remembering this broken me, making me powerless to hold back the tears, it feels like my head is spinning incessantly and my heart feels pierced by thousands of needles, he said, how can I endure God if I end my relationship with Mathew, and how can I survive if I continue my relationship with him, and for the rest of my life he's gonna keep hurting me with all his cheating..

The dilemma I felt was the biggest dilemma of my life, I really stood at a very confusing intersection, I tried to calm my soul, and tried to think about all the risks in my life, what to do and what not to do, what I deserve and what I do not deserve,

I finally decided to continue my relationship with Mathew and try to find out what was going to happen and I wanted to know the real thing, she said, I didn't want to hear information from just one party without listening to information from a different party, That night calmly I sent a text message to Mathew..

"Sister...., I love you so much..., do you feel the same as Beautiful?" - Beautiful

But my message was unrequited last night for almost a day, the day turned exactly at eight o'clock in the evening my message was avenged,

"Sister is also beautiful.., loves you very much" - Mathew.

"Sir..., is your duty there heavy?" - Beautiful

"Daddy deck, very heavy, sorry just got back to texting adek" - Mathew

"Dad.., it's okay - what sis.., as long as big brother is good - well there and still keep the heart of sister for Beautiful" - Beautiful, beautiful,

"Always dear, " - Mathew,

"Where is it?" - Beautiful

"Sister in Room, in the temporary barracks, Adek where?" - Mathew

"Hello good night, with whom? who would you like to talk to?" this voice is very familiar to me,

"Bak Martha's Night is Beautiful, would like to talk to Mathew" I replied,

"Oh..., Iyah.., call in five minutes.well, sister call first in her room" answered brother Martha kindly, saying,

"All right" I said

While waiting for 5 minutes to walk I replied to a short message from Mathew

"Same sister.., Beautiful also in the room" - Beautiful

"Kok Lama replied?, what else?" - Mathew

"Magain thinker brother" - Beautiful

Then five minutes later I called Martha's house again by pressing the redial button, and connecting, and connecting,

"Good night" I said first,

"Night Beautiful.., this Mathew is not in his room, he said again duty" replied Sister Martha, I was really shocked to hear the answer from Martha, she said,

"Well brother. thank you, brother.., tomorrow Lovely call again" I said.

"Oh yes." answered Martha and disconnected her phone,

Then I saw my phone screen there was another message coming in from Mathew's sister and I opened it,

"sister is also always thinking of adek" - mathew

"Thank you sis...., sis... is brother now really in the room?" - Beautiful, I asked Mathew again,

"Dear dear, and now you want to rest, because tomorrow at five in the morning we will go down to the field, home in the afternoon" - Mathew

"All right, sister.., good night, brother.." - beautiful.

"Together dearly.., good night also for Beautiful" - Mathew.

I was really confused by this situation, why there was such an awkwardness, and whether my premonition was telling the truth this time, that night I was at war with my own heart and mind, but I kept trying to ignore my gala feelings and chose to wait for tomorrow to try to communicate with Mathew again,

The next day, at exactly seven o'clock in the evening, I called Mathew again, and again this time it was Brother Martha who picked up the phone,

"Good night with Lovely here, can you talk to Mathew?" I started a conversation behind my phone,

"Oh Indah.., Mathew has not returned from duty, later when I return home duty I announce that Indah was calling" said Martha from behind the phone

"Alright brother" I replied and immediately hung up his phone

Then I took my phone back and sent a short message to Mathew,

"Darling..., where is it?" - Beautiful, this time quickly Mathew replied to my message,

"Again dinner with friends, last brother came home in the afternoon and ate at his house, Sister Martha, but brother had forgotten to inform you that brother had returned home duty" - Mathew

The deg!!!!

My heart felt that something was wrong, and was more suspicious of Martha, than of Mathew, but I again ignored her, as long as Mathew was faithful, I wouldn't care if anyone else was crazy about him, either,

"Well brother..., is this brother going to Martha's house? because Lovely want to call sister" - Beautiful

"Neither beautiful.., because the house phone of Kak Martha said it had been broken one week" - mathew

DEGGG!!!!!!

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