I Am Beautiful

Meet and Separate again

(Beautiful Monologist)

"Yukkk.., we have lunch, keep brother and sister coming home all love by - by to your mama" asked Mathew, sister Mathew,

I was very happy and accepted Mathew's invitation, "Thank you for your surprise today Brother" I said, raising a smile at Mathew's sister,

"Same - equally dear" replied Brother Mathew as he softly kissed my lips

We had lunch together, joking and telling each other what happened when we were not together, Mathew told how the conditions in Sumatra had been conducive, and there their lives and customs were told by Mathew, Kak,

Similarly to me, I recounted my days of being left to work by Mathew's brother, and then suddenly Mathew asked me a question that made me think seriously about my future,

"Sir, I want to ask..., will when we graduate High School we get married?" asked Mathew with a very serious face,

"Sister.., graduating high school later, I'm only eighteen years old, while my dream is still long, Mathew, I can't make decisions this fast" I replied, I saw his face change with an expression filled with disappointment, "I'm sorry brother." I said

"If we don't have a match, and we don't get married, will we have an affair with a sister?" when I heard the question, I was really astonished and felt very strange,

"Talk useful brother, do not like to say useless words that are meaningless, what you say is Prayer Brother." I replied with annoyance,

"Please answer seriously Deck, can that happen?" ask her again seriously,

"It will never happen, because we are destined to be a match" I replied filled with confidence,

"How can Adek be sure that" asked Mathew Kak back, "while the sister just married adek still do not want" he was upset, said,

"Beautiful Color will not be able to hear the scorn from others, and everything Beautiful has been taken by force, brother, then how can you ask something that seems - if it will be good - both the same if Indah married someone else, and if Indah married someone else, too, is it appropriate for sister to invite Indah to have an affair with sister???? as long as you know, if there is someone else who can accept Beautiful as it is, then the man is a very heartened man and how could Beautiful betray that man???" my chest is really tight when I answer a silly question, Mathew,

"I'm sorry brother, brother was struggling, forgive deck.., brother please don't be angry anymore dear, brother is only two months here, please deck.., we spend this time well" pinta Kak Mathew with melas, jasmine,

"then why if so big brother asks a stupid question?!!" it felt like I wanted to express my annoyance, but I chose to end our debate, because I was tired of always fighting with Mathew whenever I met,

"All right, brother." I answered, saying,

"Oh well, one more.., as long as brother here adek do not have to go - go with his mother well.., brother does not like, brother does not like, but, because his mother likes to know adek adek same guy - guys are not right" said brother Mathew to surprise me,

"How did you know?" my girl, well, as long as Mathew's sister was on duty, she was always looking for ways to introduce me to other men, especially to members who were second lieutenants, mama is very ambitious I became the wife of an officer, even mama said let me marry young as long as I get an officer, every time I see the ambition of mama, my chest feels tight, my chest feels tight, mama seemed to be bidding - offering me to the men I didn't know, as if I was merchandise to be auctioned off.

"But sister..., if Indah refuses to send mama, surely mama will hate the same sister, and will soon force the beautiful to break up with sister, the beautiful dilemma, then how can you know?" ask me again out of curiosity,

"I don't know in the same informational brother commander, it's a shame, even though brother has given whatever your mother asked!!" he said furious,

"including asking for my virginity??!!!!" suddenly I heard the emotion of Mathew's sister's talk,

"Adek.., that's not what you mean by big brother." she replied nervously as she felt she had exposed her own secrets,

"Huussstttt, enough Dek, forgive brother, brother will not speak strangely anymore" Brother Matthew tried to calm me down,

Just a few hours to meet we had two fights, sometimes I was very tired of this relationship, but how else, as if I did not have any choice, I was forced to continue my relationship with Mathew.

"I want to go home, brother." I asked,

"Adek.., brother is still missing.., two months more brother will leave dear.., brother please" he asked, he asked,

"sister.., I asked to go home to get changed, we kept going, and saying goodbye to mom, right..?!" answer me

"Oh dear iyah.., yukk..."

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Two months is a very short time if Mathew is by my side, it feels my sadness back to the surface every time will be left by Mathew, I do not know why it always happens like this, I do not know why it always happens like this, but Mathew's departure this time made me very sad,

"Sister...., can you reason not to go there brother?" that night I cried, because tomorrow Mathew's going to leave on a Hercules plane

"Honey.., the duty letter has come down dear.., big brother also heavily left Adek," he said as he hugged me and stroked my head, rubbing my head,

"Sister..., but this task is longer than usual.sister, Sister came home after Indah graduated High School, Indah does not want to sis.., this is too long..." during Mathew's assignment, only this time I was not sincere in staying on duty, "Please brother.., please be canceled" I asked as hefty, saying,

Seeing me cry, Brother Mathew also cried, "Adek.., why are weeping like this.don't this kind of darling.., sister can't bear" Mathew's tears also pouring out, too, Brother Mathew then hugged me and softly pulverized my lips, I also crushed his lips with love and tears continued to flow as if he did not sincerely have to part with Mathew..,

"Darling.., did you want to marry your sister after you came home?" again Mathew proposed to me,

"Sister.., I will marry you but abort this duty, brother, please.." I asked,

"Honey, if you refuse this task, then you will be punished by your dear leader.., does she want you to get in trouble?" sis Mathew softly told me,

"Please promise.., you will keep your heart set on Indah." I asked in earnest..

"Dear dear.., sister promised.., heiii.., already dear.., don't cry anymore.." comfort Mathew, But still don't change my mood in the least.

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