I Am Beautiful

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But whatever Vany said, not at all in Gubris by Indah, Common sense and logic Beautiful seems to have been covered by the name 'love', Indah remains steadfast to maintain its relationship with Mathew.

"Make it well Vany, I know you love me very much as your best friend and do not want me to be disappointed, I will be careful" replied Indah to calm Vany who looks very worrying Beautiful, beautiful, because for Vany dating a person who is far older will only hurt themselves, but Indah still think positively and hold on to his stance.

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#rewardly

It didn't feel like days were changing, weeks were changing, this relationship was strained by cultivating the trust I had given Mathew, and learning to be faithful to the choices I had made, I didn't expect to be able to hold back my longing for Mathew. Twice a week is our schedule to talk on the phone home, sometimes a week can be three times we greet each other and salang say affection and longing, even if only limited to sound...our communication is enough to treat my anxiety if I miss Mathew so much, do you know?? every day I get an allowance from my parents of 5k (if any), sometimes only 1000, just enough to go home - school or school - home, sometimes, but if lucky I choose to buy snacks at school, and prefer to bring drinking water and white rice from home to resist hunger...for the sake of saving from my money for me to use let go of longing even if it is only a vote.

But Mathew week had no news at all, it was very unusual, our relationship had been going on for 3 months, turmoil deeply struck my heart..., this time it has been more than 8 days Mathew did not report on his condition at all, during the lesson my mind floated somewhere, not concentration at all, as long as the lesson took place, really this time all these love stories were very disturbing my education, in my heart I asked "Will what Vany said really come true?" I don't feel these tears falling down my cheeks..

"What's Beautiful?" ask Vany, please,

"Not anything, just dust." I replied trying to cover up the sadness that was engulfing my heart,

"If dust is not possible it will make your mood disappear today" said Vany

"Van.., please.., no. I don't want to argue at all Van" I asked, not feeling strong to hear all of Vany's words,

"Yeah, I'm sorry Ndah, you don't think too much about your brother, soon we're the national final exam, lest you don't pass because of him, because of him, our future is still too long Ndah.." Vany's advice seemed a little soothing chest that feels sultry because of the sense of uncertainty.

"Thank you Van.." I replied with a smile.

I don't feel like time is spinning fast without thinking too much about where Mathew is and what he's doing right now, I'm trying to strengthen myself, this time I'm going home from school on Damri's bus, Damri's bus, it was quieter by bus than by regular public transport, which always popped my ears with loud music on the road.

Arriving in front of the House Gang, I asked the bus to stop and I went down as usual down the path beside the church to the direction of my contracted house, from a distance all looks ordinary, just plain, in front of the house I took off my school shoes, and out of the window I looked like a familiar person sitting in my living room chair, and my heart was pounding, without waiting long I rush into the house and sure enough!!

"Sister!!!!" I cried hysterically out of happiness, subconsciously in front of my mother I hugged my brother Mathew tightly, and my hug was countered by him

"Sorry, my sister doesn't care if it's vacation, brother love surprise" Mathew replied with a smile,

"Sister., Beautiful is very worried brother." I replied, saying,

"Actually you already know, Mathew called mama 6 days ago, just told to keep Hahahahaa a secret!!!" mama said, and really mama pissed me off for taking Mathew's side,

"Ah.., Mama..., no dear Lovely" I said as I hugged Mathew tightly,

"She took a shower there, so if you hug your sister does not smell cool" Mathew teased and managed to make me embarrassed,

"Wait for me I take a bath first sister" I answered with a big smile, and what a laughable behavior at that time, he said,

Without me realizing that I already loved Mathew so much, his presence this time fostered a growing love for her.

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The night had come, Mathew took me for a walk, on his best friend's motorbike he took me to dinner at a restaurant called "Silvyz Restaurant", the restaurant served western food and was the only one in the coral town at the time,

"What do you want to eat" asked Mathew,

"By love, let alone.., any message that Adek likes" Really Mathew pampering me, this treatment really makes me powerless to hold so much love, so great, Is this God called love???

After dinner together, Mathew invited me to sit on the beach while looking at the waves that swayed the fish pond - fish ponds found on the beach, only this view was presented by the coral town at night,

Suddenly, Mathew hugged me from behind, and turned my body around,

"Sister kangen.." he said friendly, friendly,

"Beautiful brother, too" I replied while hugging his burly body,

"Here baby..." Mathew gently stroked my hair, and began to gently pulverize these lips, this time I learned to return the kiss, she said,

"Guys?! can you kiss my sister?" mathew asked slightly astonished and smiled, saying,

"Heheheee.., iyah sis" I replied while enduring the shame, saying,

"It wasn't exactly Patrick's teaching, was it?" ask Mathew, please,

"No, my sister," this is my natural instinct, my tease while laughing shyly in front of Mathew, my friend,

"Truly well dear, do not be kind - kind of well if there is no brother" while peeping my forehead Mathew as if really love me and fear to lose me, as if I am,

"No, brother.., just one kind of thing" I said as I hugged him,

"Sister,,,....., brother until when is here?" much

"It can only be 3 days Deck, because the journey back to the City of Cold takes one day Deck, do not let the brother be punished if late return to the City of Cold...., Hmmm brother is also here to file move Duty, brother wants pi dah here, to be close to Adek" What was said by Mathew made me very happy at that time,

"Seriously sis?!!!" suddenly shocked and happy, I jumped for joy, makhlum when he was a child but uda dared to date...,

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Message,.,:

"O parents, again I remind you, never allow your child who is still Junior High to date someone who is much older than your child, because your child will mature faster than his age, advise them to spend their teenage years with friends of their age, do not let teenagers like kates/young men who have yellowed or mature before their time, do not let his Future be taken away at a very young age..."

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