I Am Beautiful

I'm sorry Valdo

My love relationship was very healthy I lived with Rivaldo, there was no physical contact that was more, just a hand in hand, I felt it had flowered - flowers, I felt Rivaldo really appreciated me as a woman, I felt Rivaldo really appreciated me as a woman, even though you were still a teenager, Valdo treated me well, and the attention given by Valdo was very flattering to me, But unfortunately our relationship was smelled by my mother who was very on the side of Mayhew, because the mother benefited financially from my relationship with Mathew, today I returned home as usual after school, but the atmosphere of the house felt very unusual to see the attitude of the mother who became very cautious towards me.

"Where are you from??!!! The same way again that snot boy?!!" snatch my mama at me,

I was so tired and didn't want to talk that much that afternoon, I immediately finished my schoolwork and went into my bedroom, so I could send each other a short message to Valdo,

"BEAUTIFUL!!!! *** YOU!!! Mama said you didn't care at all" Mom's emotions were overflowing that afternoon,

"No ma.., Indah came home in an angkot car, and now Indah wants to do PR from the school ma.." I replied,

"Stop!! girlfriend - dating the same child is not clear that!! UNDERSTAND?!!" Snapping mom, it's not strange that mom forbade me from dating Rivaldo who she said was a snot kid, whereas at that time I was two years younger than Rivaldo and I was even more snot than Valdo. The heartache of my words deepened with each passing day, but I really did not want to argue that day.

Not feeling when finished doing schoolwork, this head felt heavy, I reached for a pillow and bolster on my bed, and I chose to lie on the floor, he said, but the house phone rang so much that it disturbed my hearing, no one was going to pick up the phone.

"Where is Mama really?" my girl while opening the door to my room was quite upset, but my mother could not meet in every corner of the house, so I was forced to pick up the house phone, so I was forced to pick up the house phone,

"Hello good night, sorry who's this?" greet me,

"This brother is a sister." My heart seemed to pause for a few seconds when I heard that voice,

"Dad brother..., where have you been all this time?! it has been almost a month that you have not contacted me and for almost a month also I have every day received terror from an obscure woman who claimed to have slept with you" I replied with a trembling voice,

"Dad, brother, you know, it's just a crazy woman chasing me here" Mathew replied,

" How could he know my cell phone number?" I was wondering,

"Maybe he picked up from my phone that I was missing in the picket room" it felt like a reasonable answer but this reason still I could not accept,

"Well.., how are you?" I'm really tired of arguing today, with whoever it is.

"I'm not really good here" Mathew replied,

"Why? is your brother sick?" the worry is pretty much in my head when Mathew's sick in there,

"Dad, I'm sick" but Mathew's voice doesn't sound like a sick person,

"Sister, what pain?" I'm starting to worry, though,

"I'm heartbroken, knowing your relationship with Rivaldo"

DEG!!!! My heart really hurts to hear what Brother Mathew said,

".........."now I do not answer what, and just quietly wait for what Mathew will say,

"Ending your relationship with her, Big Brother really doesn't want to break the bones of a high school kid who's not on par with my strength" sounded the threat coming out of Mathew's mouth, and right..., Brother Mathew is an arrogant human that I've known all along.

"What are you talking about, brother??!!! I'm not happy with the way you scare me" I replied emotionally,

"But brother!!! I'm tired of all the terror and all the stories people tell about you!!" I tried to defend myself as much as I could,

"That's not true!!!! everything is just a lie!! and for the last time I gave one-time adek twenty-four hours to stop in touch with the snot boy" suddenly the phone line was cut off,

My heart was broken, and I really liked Valdo at the time and I really loved Valdo, I didn't want anything bad to happen to Valdo, it was really confusing how I should get away from Valdo, it would be nice if Valdo really hated me to make him feel safe.

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As usual, Valdo was always faithfully waiting for me next to the school, when I approached him and saw a genuine smile on his face, my heart was so cut and the feeling of pain really tormented my heart. True if Vany I have to be selfish for my happiness but I cannot be selfish if Valdo is sorted by the reckless intentions of Mathew.

Now Rivaldo seemed to be waving his hand at me, and I returned his smile with a wry smile from my face, realizing that my unusual gurgle Valdo was linking his eyebrows together, and grasping my hand,

"Why are you, Ndah?" valdo asked, My heart could not hurt Valdo any longer, and it must end soon for Valdo's sake, I really hate myself for being trapped in the trap created by Mathew,

"Val..pardon me.., our relationship must end here," I said without saying stale, without saying,

"What?!! Why Ndah? What wrong? why are you getting into our relationship?" The shock and disappointment was evident from Valdo's facial expression that afternoon,

"I'm sorry Val.., I'm wrong not you.., my mother forbade me to continue my relationship with you" she said,

"Well, Ndah.., I will meet your mother, and will ask permission to your mother Ndah, so today we will not meet outside again as now, I will always come to your house, I will always come to your house, so that your mama does not think like - kind of towards us." said Rivaldo oenuh with hope,

Valdo's sincerity makes me even more tormented, the reason my mother felt it would not affect Valdo who really liked it at that time,

"Ndah.n don't be like this Ndah.., I don't want you to be like this" said Valdo, clasping my hand tightly, my heart was full to see his reaction, but Mathew's threat was just so ringing in my mind.

"Val.., really I can't be with you Val.., besides my disapproving mama, I'm actually dating someone else, too, and I don't want to hurt you more with all these lies" I'm trying to make him really hurt, really,

"Do you love her more than I do?" valdo asked seriously looking into both of my eyes,

"No Valdo.., I really love you more,., you never torment my mind" I really wanted to say to Valdo, but I couldn't...

"I don't love you in the least, I love him more Val.., I'm sorry.." Hearing my answer, Valdo took a deep breath, a huge disappointment felt by Valdo, and the heartache was also felt by Valdo, until Valdo could not utter any more words after hearing my answer, Without saying goodbye or saying a word, Valdo left me alone, and then went looking for a transport car to go somewhere.

My legs were so limp, tears were pouring down my cheeks, my chest was tight.., but I smiled happily in the midst of my deep disappointment, I can help you from the threat of Mathew Val..., pikrku at that time..

"I'm sorry Val.., whenever we have a story.." I muttered in my heart...

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