I Am Beautiful

Be bold

Room door was wide open, Beautiful woke up without Mathew beside her.., Beautiful immediately rush to prepare for school, activities at school today felt very unpleasant for Beautiful, beautiful, plus with a variety of thoughts - thoughts that make Indah want to cry so - so, but Indah tried to cover the sadness and pain of her heart by responding to various kinds of laughter from her friends.,., he said..,

"Today, Mathew's brother returned to the City of Cold." arrived - arrived Beautiful start the conversation, and,

"You must be sad, Ndah...?" ask Vany, please,

"Dad.., but I'm a little happy." replied Beautiful in a flat tone of voice,

"Kok happy?? happy in living so that you can still spread the charm to and fro..?" mayan Goda, Maya,

"No May.., but I don't know why.., but on the other hand my heart hurts from staying away May.." Sayar Indah..

"Udahlah.., it's okay, so you can focus on the exam as well Ndah.., there are only 1 month left for our national final exam Ndah.." Vany really made Indah realize that her education is much more important than anything,

"Thanks Van.., thanks May.., you are always there for me, I love you all" said Indah as she hugged her two best friends.

Time revolves until the time comes Beautiful return home, but on the way the mind Beautiful floated - kite, somehow Beautiful feel very anxious to cry so - so, so, Lovely feeling guilty about what happened last night,

"I'm sorry God.., what should I do God.., do I have to break this relationship God?" lovely German inwardly, while wiping away her tears that were pouring out, Beautifully hurriedly took the Tissue inside the bag and cleaned her face from the remaining teardrops.

Sampailah Indah in her home, and this time Indah only found Mama and Leo junior who was sleeping, and,

"Ma.., mama.." call Beautiful,

"Daddy ndah.., eat there, mama uda cook it peanut rice and there is an omelet, oh iyah Mathew said there is business in his office, want a report tomorrow klo home he said" mama explained Mathew's whereabouts before Indah asked,

"Dad ma.., it's okay.., ehmmmm.ma.." call Beautiful, call,

"yes, what's up with Ndah?" ask mama, please,

"Ma..., if Indah broke up with Mathew, how would she?" ask my mom, ..

"What's wrong? do you have any problems?" asked mom, curious,

"There is no ma.., Indah just less sreg ma.." replied Indah melas.

"Ndah.., you will know that now the state of your father's economy again rocked Ndah.., now you have a boyfriend uda work, even though Mathew's salary is a little but can help - help you Ndah, now you have a girlfriend, mama doesn't want you to break up with Mathew, just can't Ndah!" mama orders while linking her eyebrows and leaving Indah into the room,

Then Beautiful followed Mama.."Ma.., well.., if indeed for mama it's best for us, Indah will massage with mama" Lirih Indah..

"Bener Ndah???, thank you well Ndah.., Mama is hoping for Ndah.., especially soon you want to pass Junior High School, especially if you want to pass Junior High School, Mama don't know if Papa has prepared the entrance money for you to register in High School later." It felt like beautiful chest hurt when you heard what Mama just said,

"Okay ma.., thank you ma...Beautiful to change clothes first," said Indah while walking to her room,

"Dad, shower first there just change clothes well." said Mama reminded Indah, Bathing,

"Dad Ma.." sahut Indah

After Beautiful shower and change clothes, it feels Beautiful head is very heavy, do not want to be dissolved with an uncertain feeling, Beautiful choose to nap, and, In his sleep Beautiful dream part of his clothes in the open and the front of the body Beautiful in the explore by someone using the hands, there are several times the exhale of someone, the scent of perfume is very familiar in the sense of smell Beautiful, and when Indah forced her eyes open it turned out Mathew who explored her front body Beautiful, Sontak Indah was surprised and wanted to be angry but quickly Mathew directly ******* beautiful Lips and hugging Beautiful, The feeling of emotion in Beautiful chest is still boiling but again.., Mathew realized that this little boy loves her very much, love her,

"Dek.., dear brother adek.., tonight brother comes home, pray brother.3 months more brother moves.., brother does not want to be away from you, brother will take care of you, brother will take care of you, later if you have graduated high school we immediately married well.., brother really love you Dek..." Said Mathew while exploring the body Beautiful and fondly fond of Beautiful, beautiful,

Helpless by Mathew's seduction, Indah undoes her intention to be angry with what Mathew has done,

"Sister...You are getting bolder as I brother.., I do not dare with everything you do for me as before brother.." lirih Indah.. and retreating to create some distance between the two of them, not wanting to give Mathew any more opportunities.

"That's because your brother loves you.., not brave.but because of love, that his love was so great for Indah who was still stupid and naive also did not understand the intentions that were veiled in Mathew's head.

The distance of their age that is far adrift makes Mathew very clever in manipulating Beautiful teenagers, Beautiful plain that should still have to his education even already dating a man who is much older than him.

Should be a parent, Indah should not be allowed to date, given her young age, moral education and academic education alone has not been completed to completion, role models are not given well, what and who should be blamed.

Isn't everything wrong??? Poverty is not a reason for parents to exploit a child, the guise of love is also not a fitting thing to trap a common teenager of love, he said,

Even if it should be Beautiful when it was dating, it deserves Lovely dating a child her age, with the title of monkey love is not it?, but what happened??? while still sitting on the bench of SMP Indah has even received an unofficial proposal from Mathew, the invitation to get married as if forcing Beautiful to inevitably think more mature than children who are the same age as her.

When friends - friends Indah enjoy adolescence with shame - shy cat, Indah is actually faced with some events that have harassed her self-esteem and dignity.

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