I Am Beautiful

Roy..

(Beautiful Monologist)

"Sister's mutation is accelerated, tomorrow brother is back and next week brother has moved here, brother will be satisfied to make love to you beautifully" Whisper,

This heart felt like a crumble, my blood flowed profusely until it made my head dizzy like the world was spinning upside down.

"really?" My heart is in control, "Well come on, brother, I help you get it done - get it done tomorrow, we keep Leo playing Play Station sister" I asked, I asked,

"Come, but soon baby.., brother still.." I shut his mouth with my hand and tried to be dominant,

"Stop sister, follow my will" I refused to go straight to the guest room of my house and started to take care of her clothes one by one, and everything went my way at that time, there was no intimidation whatsoever, no intimidation whatsoever, from here I began to learn the attitude of Mathew, it turns out Mathew is not a person who can be opposed with frontal, if you want to fight it must use subtle means.

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Finally this morning Mathew returned to his place of duty to prepare himself to move to my city, while I returned to my daily routine as usual, for a few days I passed normally, he said, my Les schedule to where Mr Joty also runs with Normal, my closeness with Jack is getting better, only when in the tutoring place, at school? we keep the image of each other, not too familiar but not too cute.

Mathew had been over a week in his place of duty and was just on the tenth day after Mathew's return, I got word that Mathew will be assigned to an island to maintain security there.

"Adek, this is a direct duty from your city, so you will be on duty to island A for three months, after which you will be with you there" Mathew said by phone,

"Well, my brother, my heart.." My prayer is sincere for him,

During our normal and ordinary relationship duties, it could be said that I love Mathew even more when we are separated by distance, but if we meet there are always problems and almost every day we will definitely fight even if only because of trivial problems and it is very tiring my mind, he said,

This time I was really committed to not want anything like behind Mathew, but two weeks before Mathew's schedule to return to Kotaku, I heard that Mathew's brother was serving the sentence from his commander for committing an act of torture to one of the citizens at his job site, so he was sentenced to prison for the next two months, my heart is so crumpled to hear it, I am so saddened by what happened to my lover, even for one month Mathew served his sentence we were unable to communicate at all, and it made me so sad,

Without a step, a cousin of mine who also served on Island A, a, the same task as Kak Mathew came to visit my house and told me that his friend named Mathew is now serving his sentence in the prison of the Dinas for female problems, the woman asks Mathew to marry her but Mathew refuses, resulting in a quarrel between Mathew and her family, due to a conspiracy on the part of the female family to trap Mathew by arresting them for sexual intercourse outside of Marriage, the female family holds Mathew accountable and is not authorized by Mathew.

When I heard the story from Brother Dani my heart was broken again, "Why else would you do this to me brother? and all of this you never admitted to me honestly, while Kak Dani is my cousin's sister who could not have had any bad intentions towards me or any other motive to slander you, then why do you always make me crumble when I love you so much and commit to not being around" I said to myself in the room, I cried so much,

Disappointment was very big and I vent when I gathered with friends - my band members, Well, I had activities outside the school to be one of the vocalists in a pretty band in Kotaku, just as an official singer, and their main vocalist is Roy,

"You why Ndah? not usually?" roy asked me, I only replied with a wry smile, that was the first time I felt something called drinking, when they all get together and as usual do the ritual of drinking Red Label in the sloki that is rotated, the, that time because of my heartbreak I also grabbed a glass of sloki held by Roy and gulped it in one gulp.

"You're Crazy?!! what's the same story I am, don't be like this Ndah," he said, But the influence of alcohol only takes a few minutes to work on my body, my head starts to get dizzy and my legs feel heavy but I'm still conscious, but there is an adrenaline rush that makes me more courageous in saying and acting, but still I can control using my common sense, he said,

"Roy, why are you guys so jerks?!!" ask me while pointing at her face, and yeah.. Roy is also a playboy, how not? he looks handsome, melodious voice, and height and has a pretty good looking body,

"Hmmmmm...., why? who has made you hurt?" he asked, lifting my chin,

"Your thou art the venereal criminals!" I said with a wry smile,

"Ndah.., enough.., such men immediately leave and do not feel heavy to throw it away, although I was often like that but never fucked my women" he said,

"really? do you think I was fucked by my lover?" I was pretty scared that night,

"No, you're not that kind of woman, you're gonna take more care of your self-esteem than just following your lust for Ndah" she said, making me shed tears,

"I'm not really that generous, but I've been raped by the man I love and now he's betrayed me after I've been ruined in his disrepair, what am I supposed to do?" my grunts are deep in my heart, I want to tell Roy, but I'm really embarrassed and don't want anyone to know my disgrace.

"Thank you for believing in me Roy, you're so good" those are the words that came out of my lips, for a moment we looked at each other, I really realized that Roy liked me from the first time I joined his band, and this time Roy didn't want to hold it back,

"Beautiful.., I.., if you allow me to be your protector, then I will gladly take care of you, when your lover has come home and you still choose him, he said, I will let you go sincerely and still be happy because we have a story that I will always remember forever.." Roy expressed his heartfelt feelings, hearing that I was a sobbing manic, seeing that I was so fragile, Roy hugged me and kissed me gently on my forehead,

"I'm not going to treat you like my women, I just want you to know that I'm really sincere with you Beautiful." she continued,

"Thank you Roy, help me.., help me to overcome this pain Roy.." so my sobs became more and more when Roy said "Always, whenever and wherever Beautiful.,"

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