I Am Beautiful
For - Money
On the way to the house, Indah dissolved in her sadness, seeing Indah continue to cry Beautiful Mama tried to comfort Beautiful and calm her, "Have a son, do not you think, do not think, the important thing is that your communication will be smooth with Mathew" said Mama trying to calm Indah,
"Dad ma.." replied Indah, honestly Indah was very surprised by the change in attitude of mama is very drastic, just a few weeks ago, the mother with a frontal very reject and oppose her relationship with Mathew, Mathew, until Beautiful becomes a month - monthly at home,
"Beautiful.., yukk join mama shopping to the mall" asked mama, "From you are too dizzy to think about Mathew, mending we have fun" continued mama, mama,
"But ma.., papa project money has not been liquid" said Indah,
"When there is money" replied the mother briefly, Do not want banyam asked Beautifully approve the invitation of the mother, Mama,
"Alright ma.." and they also walked to the Mall in the city, arriving at the Mall, mama told Indah to wait in the food court, and mama ran because she wanted to go to the restroom, while Indah was fixing her swollen face from crying all the way,
"Sweet Lady..., do you know? if your mama received enough money from Mathew" said the Indah personal driver, Beautiful shocked to hear the words of the driver just now,
"What?? where does Om know?" tanya Beautiful, you know,
"Because I delivered his mother Indah to take money from Mr. Mathew" explained Indah's personal driver,
"Well, thank you, Om" replied Indah with a smile, Indah did not expect the actions of her mother, and now Indah was aware of the reason for the drastic change in attitude of her mother, who was very happy, Beautiful immediately wait for mama at the foodcourt after a few minutes later mama out of the toilet and invite Indah to shop and buy clothes - clothes are also accessories, and, after being satisfied with the shopping event, my mom invited Lovely home.
Arriving home, Mama said to Indah "Ndah.., however, this mama intended that Mathew could be active in pursuing a career if necessary join the officer's school, mama deliberately scolded Mathew so that he did not walk in place" said mama,
"Dad ma.." answered Beautifully briefly,
"So you don't misunderstand me, because you just want the best for you" continued the mother, beautifully just nodding in understanding and asking permission to go back to the room, Arriving in the room Beautiful saw all the clothes - clothes that were bought by the mother from the money given by Mathew, Mathew, one side there is a feeling of pleasure to get new clothes but on the other hand Beautiful feel bad with Mathew.
"Just two hours on the way I've missed you" a message from Mathew went into Lovely's phone,
"Dad Brother..., I miss you too brother..., sis...., may I ask you a question?" beautiful Reply
"Dear baby, what's wrong?" - Mathew
"How much money did you give my mother?" - Beautiful
"What do you mean, what question? sister doesn't understand.." - Mathew
"Why do you always try to cover up? Lovely does not want to argue, Beautiful just ask well, please answer honestly, how much money did you give to mama?" - Lovely
"Well.., hmmmmm.., brother gives a few million" - Mathew.
"What is the purpose of the brother to give money to the mother?" - Beautiful
"For all your needs to be fulfilled" - Mathew,
"Sister.., I have a father who can still support me" - Beautiful
"Let me, I am your future husband.., it is my duty to support you" - Mathew.
"There is no obligation if you are just a prospective husband, please this is the last like this brother, I do not want to owe too much brother" - Lovely
"Well, if that's what you want" - Mathew
"What is my mistake? until you evaded me?" pity for Jack covers the heart of Beautiful, but Beautiful has promised herself to close her heart to anyone and will always be loyal to Mathew.
"Jack.., I'm sorry.., you know my position.., I have a boyfriend that my parents already know, I can't accept your love, too, you deserve better than me" Beautiful said,
a few moments later the phone sounds again,
"Why then was it as if you were giving me hope? please explain!" reply Jack,
"I'm sorry, I do have a sense of admiration for you Jack, but I can't be with you, forgive my mistakes that have given you hope" Lovely felt very unwell, she said,
"Just decide your Mathew is beautiful.I'll be waiting for you" Jack replied.
"Jack.., I can't break up with Mathew, even if I hate him. I can't break up with him, I'm already tied to him Jack, please don't force me to plunge into the abyss" balas Indah, impliedly Indah wants to say that Indah is no longer a virgin therefore it is impossible Indah can be separated from Mathew just like that, thinking about it for a moment makes Indah fed up with herself and hurt when she recalls the incident Mathew took what was precious to her.
Jack did not reply again, when Indah sent his last message, he saw the clock on his phone turned out to be at 2:00am, Indah did not want to dissolve in his mind that was floating, overpassed, he decided to sleep but anxiety continued to hit his heart, until the bright sky was just beautiful asleep in his sleep..
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During the day when Indah woke up from her sleep, mama looks very upset to Indah, and again - again Beautiful confused to see the attitude of mama who always changes - fox, "Ma.....what's the matter?" tanya Beautiful soft,
"You are the son of Satan!! bratty boy!!! do you not believe in your mother??? what if Mathew love money and mama set it up?? HUH?!!! Answer!!" snapped mama riled,
"Ma..., not Indah do not believe ma...., but why do you receive money from Mathew ma?" tanya Beautiful remained softly, though,
"Dam!!! this gini day there is no such thing as gratisan goblokk!!!, Dating kok just want to kiss kiss tok!! if you can't get anything for what you are dating an established person!! if you don't accept it in your mother's way!! take your feet out of this house!!" snapped mama full of emotions,
Beautiful thought where to be when driven away by mama, and Indah did not dare to argue with her mother, Indah chose to always obey her mother's will at that time and always relented, "Alright ma..., forgive Beautiful ma..., Beautiful no mean what - what, forgive ma.., Beautiful will not argue anymore about the money that Brother Mathew love to mama" Lovely begged her mother not to prolong her anger,
"Have it!!! there you!!! SICK of having a SON GOBLOK like you!!!" again mom snaps beautifully,
Beautiful tears fell on her cheeks, her lips trembled unable to say anything, her heart was as tight as tied to a rope that constrained her to breathe, Lovely endured her heartache, having prepared - ready, ready, Lovely part for band practice with Roy, and not answered by mama a single word, but beautiful still say goodbye and immediately go to the beach where Indah used to sit alone, along the road above the tear-car continues to flow profusely on the cheeks of Indah, until Indah becomes the attention of other passengers and makes pity of the transport driver, he said,
"Non.., where are you going down?" ask the driver,
"On the white sand sir." replied Indah as much as he pleased,
"Alright, please come down non,"
"This sir" Indah offered money, and was rejected by the transport driver, when he arrived at the beach, Indah closed her eyes to enjoy the sound of the roar of the waves that again broke her heart when remembering the attitude of her mother, who was, Then it was not strong to endure the beautiful pain of crying so - so on the beach, while shouting "WHAT IS MY FAULT LORD!!! YAH Lord...what is my fault.., why did You create me if my life should be like this Lord...."
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