I Am Beautiful

Strange Mom Statement,

(Beautiful Monologist)

"I'm not going to treat you like my women, I just want you to know that I'm really sincere with you Beautiful." she continued,

"Thank you Roy, help me.., help me to overcome this pain Roy.." so my sobs became more and more when Roy said "Always, whenever and wherever Beautiful.,"

"I will always take care of you.., I will try to be there whenever you need my shoulder to cry and I will always try to be present wherever you want to be with me" Then Roy hugged my body tightly and stroked my hair, I cried so much - so,

"Are you satisfied Beautiful? if Sudan satisfied cry come.., I drive you home, today is our schedule for Band practice, I will take you home with Lorens as usual" Then Roy ordered me to wash my face and drink a warm tea to remove the aroma of liquor that I had gulped down violently. Seeing me stabilizing and being able to joke around with a few other friends, Roy immediately took me home.

Arriving home - I heard my mother calling me, but there's no way I can talk right now because even if I've had hot tea, the Red Label scent will still come out of my mouth when I speak, so I decided to pretend to sleep, just pretend to, and thank goodness mama believed that at that time I was tired of falling asleep.

After my mother closed my door and turned off my room light it was a great relief., but when I saw the picture of Mathew framed on the wall of the room, the feeling of disappointment re-emerged, "I will just wait for the right moment to leave you!!!. Let me not be a virgin anymore, as long as I don't get stuck with a human like you Mathew!!" I was furious that night, my chest felt very hot.

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This morning I was getting ready to go to school, I remembered Roy, and immediately sent a short text to his number "Thank you for last night Roy...," and Roy quickly texted me, though,

"Go back to school I'll pick you up, okay?" reply her,

I didn't reply to the short message, because I knew whatever the reply to my text he would definitely come to pick me up anyway,

"Beautiful, I'll pick you up now, we'll go to school together.." Sms from Jack in, in,

"Iyoo..., it just so happens that my angkot transport money is running low" I replied with a smile, smiling,

"Okaaayyyy!!!" reply, reply,

After I prepared I immediately came out of my room, and slightly greeted the mother who was in her room,

"Morning ma.., ma.., beautiful to go to school to pick up Jack yah ma.."

"The son of Elly Ma.."

"Oh.., I'm fine.., mama last night wanted to talk to you about Mathew Ndah.." Mama said while looking into my eyes, I was quite gerogi but trying to calm down, calm down,

"Dad ma.., how, it's beautiful there's still half an hour until the Jack picks up later, we can chat for a while, "

"Ndah.., this mama really feels like a sprain with Mathew, if what in the story Dany is true, means that Mathew is brash, has been playing tricks on us, has been playing tricks, mama think you are not the same as her Ndah, but mama does not want you to continue to be heartbroken then come from comot same guy who has a crush on you," said mama, said, I think I got a chance to get away from Mathew thanks to my mom's support, but I really regret why when I was broken my mom allowed me to break up with Mathew.

"Hmmm.. yes ma...., do you want Indah immediately mutusin Mathew ma?" I ask to make sure,

"Don't rush, later if he comes home we'll see first how the reaction and what the two will tell us, Oh well.., mama forgot the same story you Ndah..., Iyah.., a month ago before he was in prison, he usually calls the same mom, he said thirsty for parental affection, he said, because from childhood never in care of his mother but in the same care of his omanya, he kept asking mama kiss him kayaj you used to kiss on the phone, it's strange that Mathew asked that" Mama continued, I was quite surprised like being struck by lightning hearing the story of mama, but from the face of mama.

"If it was a long time ago, Mathew was like that ma.." I defended Mathew a little, because what I saw was a strange behavior, my mother's behavior,

"Dad but I'm uncomfortable, when my son's boyfriend asks me to kiss him.., it's not worth it!" Mama's words were full of emphasis, my chest was hot to hear the words from mama, I asked myself what this mama really meant.

Suddenly the sound of the RX - King motorbike stopped in front of my house, "Ma.., Jack uda came, Beautiful part of school first well.," said my father, I,

"Yeah, heart - heart" said the mother,

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seriate,