I Am Beautiful

News Mutations

(Beautiful Monologist)

Two days without seeing Mathew a little make me able to move even though my mind is still covered with a fog of sadness, and two days also I went to school using pantiliners because the rest of the blood due to the tear of the virgin membrane still came out like a man's menstruation is almost finished. During these two days I was quite different from the usual who was very nosy and always made a mess in the classroom and outside the classroom, so my friends were quite surprised by the change in my attitude, also some teachers were quite attentive to the change in my attitude during these two days.

"You why Ndah? is it because Mathew wants to go home? make you sad again Ndah?" ask Lady,

"No Lad, I'm happy" I said with a wry smile,

"Then what's the problem? are you in trouble again there your mama Ndah?" guess Lady,

"If the same Mama is not endless Lad.., and I also do not want to bring in mind for my mama's business..," back I thought about my old-fashioned attitude but came back again I still ignored.

"Well, if you don't want to tell me about your problems yet, remember well Ndah, you can tell me anything and anytime with me" continued Lady,

" Make up a lot Well Lad..," again I try to smile, I try to smile,

After I had a conversation with Lady, one of my teachers called out to me,

"Beautiful.., you go to my room well.." call Miss Annie, please,

Miss Annie was one of the counseling teachers at my school, and I had a feeling I would be asked all sorts of questions that I couldn't even answer, and.. of course everything is according to my guess.

"Beautiful.., are you okay?" ask Miss annie, please,

"I'm good ma'am." I said,

"But during these two days, I noticed you were always moody, not as usual son.." Hearing what Miss Annie said I felt a little happy, I felt a little happy, it turns out that even though someone else is still watching me,

"Did the teachers miss my messiness ma'am?" ask me to try to divert the conversation, but Fail!! because Miss Annie is really trained to read other people's characters.

"Don't you turn your talk away, I won't force you to tell a story now, but remember my son, I'm here to always hear your heart outpouring" said Miss Annie, stroking my head,

"Well ma'am, then I'll excuse you back to class, ma'am." I said,

"Dad son.., remember well son.., never you harbor your own problems, mother is always there whenever and wherever you need" he concluded, then I nodded my head and left the counseling room with a little run towards the bathroom, until in the bathroom I cried all over again - so, so, there was no way I would tell people what I was going through back then.

After I was satisfied crying I cleaned my face and was about to return to my classroom, I walked with my head bowed in shame to myself,

"Waiy!! His son is Om LEO!!" hello Warner,

"Eh...., why are you here?!!" I asked exasperated, Jack's face changed from a nosy face to a face quite shocked, Jack,

"Loh..., what's wrong with you? did you just cry Ndah?" ask him while giving me 1 pack of small tissue,

Without even responding to his question, I deliberately teased Jack, "Didih.., amit - amit, the guy who brought it - bring a tissue.." I sneered,

"Dad's okay, you guys can't use tissue" a little distracted Jack responded to my teasing,

"It's funny the same guy who carries a tissue, where the wrapper is pink again.., yeeeekkkkk.." I sneered.

"Heh, if again sad not to distract people's questions, today has started Les in Pak Joty, you come well." he said,

"Dad, I know.., and I remember.." I called him up and grabbed the tissue he was holding and left Jack still standing in the hallway, after I walked a few steps I turned my head to look back at Jack, it turned out that Jack was still looking at me and smiling as he waved his hand.

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At 19:00

I prepared - ready to go to Mr. Joty's house for Les Kimia delivered by my papa, once at the tutoring place I met Jack, Wayan, Edo and Rani, he said, they have started the class while I just came and warmly welcomed by Mr. Joty, he is a young teacher who became the prima donna of students - girls at my school, except Indah...,

No.., I don't like him, well. I don't know.I don't like him very much for no apparent reason, But since my grades plummeted then inevitably I took chemistry classes, I don't want to, physics and mathematics with some of my friends. It was pretty amazing for Mr. Joty's cleverness, but it still wasn't a strong attraction for me, having finished lessons and worked on some of the things we ended the lessons that day.

"Beautiful.., papa has not been able to pick up on time, because it is still meeting with the official person at the restaurant" sms from papa enter and quite annoying, because it is still, Jack sitting right on my right side saw a text from my papa,

"I'm taking you home" he said,

"Ogahhhh!!!" I answered culas,

"Who do you want to go home with?? our house is one way, if you don't want to have to walk there." he sneered indifferently,

I was silent and confused as to how, I just agreed to arrive, arrive,

"It's okay, you just take it to your house well Ndah.., you have never sent Beautiful to home" he said,

"Dad Ndah.., I've often been delivered by Mr. Joty" continued Rina, continued,

"Hmmmm.., no, I'm going home with Jack" I replied as I looked at Jack with a withered face,

"Well, next time..." Said Mr. Joty while rubbing my head, rubbing my head,

Then we rushed home, and I headed to the bike Jack was riding on,

"I'm riding Jack, excuse me.." I'm letting you know,

"Hnn..," he said.

we were walking at a moderate pace, the sky was unfriendly, it was raining a speck, I saw Jack not zipping the jacket properly, seeing his jacket not being closed from the front spontaneously from behind my hand looking to zip Jack's jacket and set it up properly, maybe Jack was quite surprised to see my spontaneity and see me from the rearview mirror of his motorcycle, similarly, I saw it from the rearview mirror, our eyes clashing for a moment before Jack returned to focus on riding his motorcycle.

Arriving home, Jack dropped me off and rushed back to his house, I had not had time to say thank you, without saying goodbye to me Jack immediately rushed away, he said,

"Basic, strange man!!!, not yet I thank you for playing nyelonong aja" I said, with a wet shirt, I regretted refusing Mr. Joty's offer to drive me in his car, but that's it...

Hunt me in from the side door to the bathroom, and clean myself up immediately, and of course I don't bring towels to the bathroom,

"Leooooo!!!! please brother..., please get me a towel brother well Leo.....!!" shouts,

a few moments later the bathroom door was knocked and Leo delivered my towel, immediately I rushed to my room, when I opened my room, it turned out that there was Brother Mathew waiting, and then I rushed to my room,

"Sister!! why?, please come out, sis.., beautiful to change clothes" I asked politely, I glanced at Leo who had entered the room mama play Play station without regard to what, what,

"Leo...., where's mom??" I asked, but Leo did not answer my question, instead the volume of his Playstation TV was raised so that Leo was not disturbed by my voice,

"Your mama went with your papa said there was a meeting with an official" replied Mathew as he approached and immediately closed the door of my room, and.. cekelekkkk!!!!!! the door of the room was locked, "Oh my God, am I going to be raped again with him" I muttered in my heart,

Mathew came back and kissed my lips with his hot desire, returning his hands guerrilla as usual, this time I don't want to look too rejected or Mathew will be rude again not even reluctant to force me, he said,

"Sister..," called me back to her hot kiss, my hand rubbed her head gently, and,

"Hnn.." he answered without stopping his activities,

"Sister.., Lovely love same sister.., but Beautiful again come the moon, we try next time yah sak.." my ray to him, I told him,

"really? will you do it with me without me forcibly?" ask her while panting, puffing,

"Dad, baby." I whispered,

"Alright sister wait outside after that we just make out well." he said

"Hnn" I nodded my head, and I saw Brother Mathew coming out, hurrying me to get dressed, and rushing out so Mathew was unsuspecting,

I brought myself closer to her, with one hand Mathew lifted my tiny body and began to pound me with heat, his hands squeezing - squeezing my breasts and my buttocks with anxiety, then he whispered something that made me feel like I was struck by lightning,

"Sister's mutation is accelerated, tomorrow brother is back and next week brother has moved here, brother will be satisfied to make love to you beautifully" Whisper,

This heart felt like a crumble, my blood flowed profusely until it made my head dizzy like the world was spinning upside down..

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